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| So anyway I wrote a new song the other night and its called "decay" DECAY, DELAY! us motherfuckers don't have a say CRACKED BONES, CUT THROAT! this shit happens every single day! SOLD SOUL, DEAD HEART! skin crawls when heads split apart NO SIGHT , NO SOUND! fried with a poker into the heart OUR LIVES DISEASE!!!!! WE TRY TO PLEASE!!!! THE FUCKS AROUND!!!! KISS THE GROUND!!! LICK SOME ASS!!!!! TO PROVE! YOU CAN!!! PASS THROUGH!!!! THE GOLDEN FUCKEN GATES!!!!!!!!!!! TORN FLESH, ROTTED CORPSE rotten insides smell like a dead horse CHOKE VOMIT, TRY BREATH??!?!?! look at you when you heave YOUR DISGUST, SINFUL LUST snorted the addictive dust NOTHING LEFT TO DO BODIES IN DECAY!!!!! any way I hope this tune brings you justice, and if it don't?-eh! I don't give a fuck! so anyway, lately I have been coming up with some really violent stuff, I don't mind though, I love the complaints I get about the thoughts others have on me and my music, I love it! its awesome!!!! every time my parents question me on my mental status and beliefs, I can, and will quiet confidently, tell them to fuck off !!! but then again lately its been like a Dr. Jekyl, and Mr. Hyde scenario, one day I will write a very violentertainment type tune and the next it will be back to more sane type of stuff, mainly done on the acoustic??? yeah weird I know but if the cheeses don't rot and smell like shit I don't find it a problem, anyway I have been having a little trouble lately on the new equipment status and its starting to piss me off something fucking cronic, I just wanna get my new shit, fuck off out of here, and then start fresh, but lately some kind things in this reality are trying to stop me from doing what I wanna do, oh well " I guess someday the dog will have his way, any thoughts and ideas I have been having lately for songs are actually going down pretty well, there have been times when I am writing a song and I will take a few hours to finish it, but then there are some times I can start writing, and have it finished in like 10 min!!! well you decide? am I still with it or not? any new thoughts on fear factory splitting?? tell me and I won't give a shit, they were good for there time but now there dead! get over it! I know its only been a week since the break up, and that may sound a little harsh, but then again I simply just don't give a fuck, anyway last night I found 3 kids standing near my car smoking cigarettes, and they were only like 10 years old, I thought it was funny reminds me of when I started smoking, you know? hiding behind buildings cars and plants trying to sneak in a smoke before mummy and daddy came home" I just sat there, smiled, laughed, and then sparked up, sat down and thought, "aaahhhhhhhhhhh" that's better, I have been successfully cutting down on the cancer sticks I'm down to about 20 a day now, and I can already tell the difference!!!! I smell a little better and I can breathe and burp a whole lot better! and MY FUCKEN STRESS LEVEL HAS RISEN A %100!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!! (couple of valiums should do it) anyway my finger is looking a lot better, I get the stitches taken out tomorrow, and then if I feel good enough and not hung over after tonight, I might go out, hunt the dog that bit my finger, hang it with a rope, gut the fuck out of it, and take it back to the owner, and tell him I enjoyed taking his dog for a walk, "oh I am sorry its guts appear to have just fallen out" I don't have a clue how that happened" I'm so sorry! any way good day sir and might I remind you to have fun, chain your dog up, and go fuck yourself!!!!!!!
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