okay, my name is jewlz, I live in a shitty town by the name of colyton in Australia, its pretty much a dead beat town with the worlds biggest pack of fuckwits I have ever met, thieves, rapists, pedophiles, junkies, drug dealers hookers, corrupt police, you name it? WE'VE GOT IT!!!!, I for one am fucken sick of the shit, I am sick of it all, it makes me so mad, I am ashamed to call my self an Australian, I realized I had a hatred for the world, when I was 11, and my parents realized I had a problem, of violent thoughts and hatred at the age of 12, I was never really a maniac, don't get me wrong here but, when I grew up in this shithole I began to realize when I opened my eyes, that this world is a very shitty place, I would constantly watch movies on war, and all the holocausts, and wonder to my self just how fucked up us humans can be, all the hunger, the wars on religion and race, ( ::NOTE:: THERE IS NO FUCKING GOD ) well no fucking god worth fighting over and to sacrifice millions of innocent people for, call that a god? mate I don't care!!! ain't giving my life up for no guy I ain't met before or seen or herd his voice!!!! LIKE FUCK!!!! (humans suck) minus a few- any way the days I would come home from school beaten and bruised up were the funniest, id sit back and say to myself- heh!  I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!!! *I have dope to compensate* Yeah!!!! I'll admit it, I loved getting stoned, I loved being drunk at 14, it was fucking cool, then one day after 3 1/2 years of memory loss, I just stopped, I continued writing music, but the only difference was, was that I had a total attitude change, this new me just didn't give a fuck no more, I would then begin to write, some of the most violent, gory, disgusting, horrific music I would ever written, and some of the most of the above, I had ever read, when I took my ideas to my new found salvation (Crale) no one liked the ideas I had written down, but they liked my voice, the only ones who liked my ideas, were me and Corey (bass) but due to the rest of the band members actually being a mix of Jehovah witness, Mormon, and catholic, they didn't like my ideas of violent words to do with those 3 religions I had constantly written about, so I had to change the ideas into more *nicer words* so to shut them, there parents, the council and the cops up, I had to go more *nicer* so I did, and basically for a few years I had kept my old notes in a box under chain and key, under my bed stuffed under an old coat, lately when I had discovered my old notebooks, I read through and decided I wanted to go my own way and *fuck everyone else* me want violentertainment!!!! so lately I have been working on some tunes, looking for new equipment, and sussing out drummers, so far all is going good and I will be keeping all of you kick ass head bangers posted    ~JEWLZ~

23/3/02

anyway as the same old saga continues with the pathetic people we encounter in this life, I sometimes stop and wonder if I am the pathetic vile human I keep talking about, no one seems to agree with me and my views about the world and the pathetic life forms that grow on it, but today I spoke to a guy on the phone who was a real fuckhead who made me change my mind about the way I think of my self, his name is WAYNE MY FRIENDS!!! HE IS A CHARMING YOUNG CHAP FROM CENTRELINK ST MARY'S!!!!! (for any yanks reading this its an employment office)
any way if you are interested in meeting the cheerful young chap known as Wayne, head, down to centrelink St marys mon - fri 9am - 4pm, and ask for him!!!
the beautiful qualities of Wayne are: he will support you for three months!!! he won't help in finding you a job!!!
he will try and force you into a job that you don't want, (working for a fucking gook paying 4$ an hour!!!!)
and then after that your beautiful friend known as WAYNE will piss on you like most your friends do, and then cut you off you financial entitlements!!! and then ring you up and remind you he is going to fuck you up the arse and say :: thank you for using centrelink please go fuck yourself you rock bottom broke ass flat wallet no cash, can't buy a beer FUCK!!!!::
yes my friends its the people like this I wish I had 12 gauge for!! so if anyone out there wants to help by donating to the "jewlz is a poor broke fuck who needs cash appeal" please donate!!!!
anyway as far as that goes? me and WAYNE are over! anyone who likes Wayne should eat shit! and then shit it out and eat there shit again!