how like me to procrastinate actually facelifting this damn thing. well, slowly but surely i can do it now that my exams are done (w00t!) not enough votes for the layout so i'll just suprise everyone i guess

facelifting the gallery!

hero of the moment : Leeah and Lydia

Can you guess to which movie this one-line summary applies? (answer below):



"Transported to a surreal landscape, a young girl kills the first person she meets and then teams up with three strangers to kill again."



















KEEP VOTING!!! I miss you Will <3

hero of the moment : Will

And now for something completely different...

Top Ten Times In History when using the "F" word was appropriate
Ah, come on. Who the fuck is gonna find out? - Bill Clinton

I need this parade like I need a fucking hole in my head! -JFK

Any fucking idiot could understand that. - Einstein

I don't suppose it's gonna fucking rain. - Joan of Arc

Scattered fucking showers...my ass! - Noah

It does SO fucking look like her! - Picasso

How the fuck did you work that out? - Pythagorus

You want WHAT on the fucking ceiling? - Michaelangelo

What the fuck was that? - Mayor of Hiroshima

And the Number One Time ...

Where did all these fucking Indians come from? - Custer

So, this blog is pretty much dead... might as well spruce it up... therefore I've decided I'm going to do a new layout and it'll be one of the following:
Wicked
Les Miserables (either the actual cast or SDSS edition)
Beauty and the Beast
or Pirates of the Caribbean

I'm hoping for something lighter and not so dreary as my other layouts have been. Other options may come up but it all depends on the voting... even though i know no one is going to actually vote. I think I'll start a fanart page on here for all my random wallpaper/doll/avatar/etc. creations. I dunno... vote on the comment boxes

hero of the moment : ... you're not here.

Won't you all just stay with me just a little while longer? Please?

Close every door to me,
Hide all the world from me
Bar all the windows
And shut out the light
Do what you want with me,
Hate me and laugh at me
Darken my daytime
And torture my night
If my life were important I
Would ask will I live or die
But I know the answers lie
Far from this world
Close every door to me,
Keep those I love from me
Children of Israel
Are never alone
For I know I shall find
My own peace of mind
For I have been promised
A land of my own

Just give me a number
Instead of my name
Forget all about me
And let me decay
I do not matter,
I'm only one person
Destroy me completely
Then throw me away
If my life were important I
Would ask will I live or die
But I know the answers lie
Far from this world

Close every door to me,
Keep those I love from me
Children of Israel
Are never alone
For we know we shall find
Our own peace of mind
For we have been promised
A land of our own


hero of the moment : ... you're not here.

There's a grief that can't be spoken
There's a pain goes on and on
Empty chairs at empty tables
Now my friends are dead and gone.
Here they talked of revolution
Here it was they lit the flame
Here they sang about tomorrow
And tomorrow never came
From the table in the corner
They could see a world reborn
And they rose with voices ringing
I can hear them now
The very words that they had sung
Became their last communion
On the lonely barricade at dawn
Oh my friends, my friends, forgive me
That I live and you are gone
There's a grief that can't be spoken
There's a pain goes on and on
Phantom faces at the window
Phantom shadows on the floor
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends will meet no more
Oh my friends, my friends, don't ask me
What your sacrifice was for.
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends will sing no more

- Marius Pontmercy (Harris Anderson)

hero of the moment : Will and Harris

A huge thanks to Frances for the voice lessons... I need em desperately :P. Anyways I'll spare you the huge update. Will and I passed 13 months on the 29th and I'm putting up a huge gallery update. ^_^

Comment you lil buggers! :P
hero of the moment : Gillian and Lisa

Well, after the controversy of the last post, many would probably think that i'd just let CI flounder. Not so. When, i look back now, i could care less that i said what i said. If some people want to keep being complete douches then let 'em. whatever.

The one acts have been over for i'd say about 3 weeks now. And i'm quite proud of Oscar. I just wish i could've watched it. but i know where im needed. And i must say that Most Massive Woman (dir: Ylonna), Fawlty Towers (dir: Harris) and Fantastic Mr.Fox (dir: Jaspal) were also good fun. And i loved watching Will in bits and pieces of Rocking Horse Winner. Kelsey, I'm soooo sorry i didnt get to see Gamma Rays, but i hear it was excellent. I am so buying a video!!! :D and Sean holy crap... Golf Camp was AMAZING!!! i was seriously laughing so hard i was crying in most bits, you did an amazing job directing that and as i wrote on my thing for Hansen, since you didnt get best director i am so making you, like, a pop can trophy. And Maeva, i'm sorry i also missed Alters, i wanted to see it cuz i didnt get to see anything in Drama.

And now to my castness of Oscar. __________. most of you are probably scratching your heads as to why i didn't write anything just there. its because i was so floored by you guys i am speechless. ok, do you want to know how awesome you guys were? Grae, you made me cry with your final line. dead serious. cry... i hope youre happy, you monster. just all the emotion culminating throughout the play. And Ryan, just so you know... i hearted the accent. it made me smile. like this :D. and youre guys' makeup holy cow the eyebrows made me want to laugh so hard. and im sure it was the same for the rest of you. and Lisa... did the makeup lady give you, like, a beauty mark or something?? because i was looking at lucy's pictures and i noticed this bulbous looking thing above you lip on the right side of your face...whatever. Matt, you looked like Vincent Price. creeper. Paige, i couldn't have asked for a better Anna... bo banna. :D You were amazing, especially seeing as yours was one of the most complicated characters... seeing as it was really 2 charactes in one (Nazi Anna and communist Anna [hahah always me and the communists]). you looked beautiful... especially with the dual eyebrows. Frances.... you were made to play a ditz. im sorry but the boobs just prove it :D. Shylar, do you know why i cast you? its because you look Jewish, lol, i kid i kid. You did such an amazing job as Benjamin, dealing with Paige beating you down every rehearsal... even when you werent supposed to be rehearsing that scene. haha, you're a trooper dude. Mark, i knew when i first read this play that you had to be Oscar and you didn't disappoint... at all. Your skill just astounds me and i know the drama dept. is sorry to lose such a talented actor as you since youre not doing Les Mis. I hope this play was able to live up to what you'd wanted your last One Act to be. Gillian, holy cow i have to give you props even when it came to your line i wanted to laugh so hard because of Grae being a dinkus. you did awesome, girl! :D Nik, best. Heinrich. ever! hahah oh god, you and your knives. you made Will trying to beat you up believable. hahah and thats probably the best acting that stage has ever seen :p (im kidding will!) Kelsey, you make my heart smile. You have so much talent i want to wring you out and bottle you... could i bottle you?... please? you are such an amazing person i have actually heard Lisa and Frances fighting over who actually WAS your clone. when it starts it goes on for like an hour. they both need help. hahah! :D And last, but certainly not least, Will, my love. You saw me through this play and honestly if you had not been with me i probably wouldnt have been able to make it through Oscar, let alone Mary Girard (stupid Laramie). I love you so much, and it is that love (take the time right now to notice i put a comma before and... and you say i dont use commas. psht) that gets me through the day. You were an amazing Ludwig, you actually scared the crap out of me at some points, and when those gunshots went off, my heart lept into my mouth. That. believable. I also cannot thank you enough for also seeing me through that Texas Chainsaw Massacre farm. jesum. haha, that will be sure to go down in a memory book somewhere. I love you. <3

So, in closing, as i sit at home sick... Criminal Insanity is not dead. it is in fact alive and kicking... and its not going anywhere. biotch. :P

Pinky, are you pondering what I'm pondering? : Well I think so Brain, but, me and Regis Philbin? I mean, what would the children look like?
hero of the moment : Will

Well, after recieving a swift kick in the behind i've returned to my brain child, Criminal Insanity. Well, there is much to recap on. lets start from the top...
1. I returned from my trip to Vernon with Will and Frances with a scooter in tow (my baby... it still needs a name)
2. We began grade 12 and started to really get into drama again (YES), it was announced we would be doing Macbeth, the One Acts and Les Miserables this year.
3. After only 6 brief classes this year, it was revealed to all of us on the 24th of Semptember that our beloved Mr.Van Camp had passed away of a heart attack on the evening of September 21st. There are truly no words to describe the loss of this amazing man, i am still trying to come to terms with it. It will take me a while.
4. Frances, Chantal and I all celebrated our 17 birthdays this month
5. Boat Cruise occured, the first and hopefully not last of our grad activities.
6. The Phantom of the Opera was finally announced the winner of this layout contest after a long tie with the Little Mermaid. I'd like to hear any ideas for the next one. And that's all i can think of right now, there's probably more but its 10pm and my house smells of wet paint. and with that i have updated. love you all.

Pinky, are you pondering what I'm pondering? : Well I think so Brain, but I can't memorize an entire opera in Yiddish
hero of the moment : Matt and Nick

Just a short update before a huge-ass one i hope to do before i run off to Vernon. Just taking a poll for the new layout. I've made three, a Little Mermaid one, a Fantasy/Manip one (fairyish) and a Phantom of the Opera one. Little Mermaid is upbeat and bubbly and says Summer Lovin. Phantom one isn't as dark as these past two. Very sexual though (eh Paige ;) ). And the Manip is much like the style of the one up now, very fairy-like. So just send in your comments saying what you choice for the new layout and i'll have it up before i leave for vernon. Complete with huge ass update. also i'm now putting in quotes from pinky and the brain for each post... why? because they rock.

Pinky, are you pondering what I'm pondering? : Sure, Brain, but how are we going to find chaps our size?
hero of the moment : Frances and Ryan

Godamn all you whiny little bitches that have been perstering me to update!!! Damn you all!!! You honestly have nothing better to do than read some 16 year-old's ramblings on how much her life sucks and what she's doing day to day? wtf?! do i have like a dozen stalkers on my hands?!? jesus. take a valium all of you i'll update when i'm good and fucking ready to... ALRIGHT?! fuck yeah it is.

So, new things. last day of school was yesterday. i honestly dont see all the hubbub of last day of gr.11... i mean we're coming back in a few months. stow your tears. because you'll be shedding them just as easily when September rolls around and you're wondering where you're summer went.

One thing that i've not come to grips with yet. how some person can hate you... not dislike, not be perturbed by you, full out HATE you... because of something that is beyond your control. It's like hate just for the sake of hating. In my eyes hate was never justifiable. but then i learned to hate. like i can now easily i hate someone in my english class, but i wont mention her name because that's just rude *eye rolling*.

Other than that.... summer's here. i have to study. and i have basically no plans for summer vaca. other than the usual trip of going to Vernon. This year for 3 weeks :S I was hoping i'd only have to stay for 2... 2.3 max.. but i've not brought it up with the parental units. oh well.

And now enjoy and excerpt from Mark Penney's xanga on our daily exploits in Film/Tv.... Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Well, after lunch I was accosted by Grae and Kate whom both expressed a bizzare yet overwhelming desire to venture to 7-11 in search of slurpee's. Although intially put off by the idea of being in a motor vehicle with Grae, the pointlessness of Film&TV and the fact that Grae owed me three dollars was enough to persuade me So, after grabbing a Shylar, we made our nefarious esape, walking right past Mrs. Jack, whistling like nothing was amiss. So, there we were, speeding off into town in Grae's Saturn. This was the setting for the first of several interesting events to happen on the way Being a hot day, most of us were inclined to roll down our windows. So I did. Suddenly, a gust of wind (as gusts of wind tend to do) blew in, and with it took Grae's N straight out of his car. I calmly informed the driver, who immediately panicked and told Shylar that he was to open the door as he drove and retrieve the N. Shylar, being a level-headed fellow, responded with a well-measured "Fuck no, we're still moving!" At this point, another car was coming down the road. Our erstwhile pilot swung into a driveway, and out hopped the intrepid Shylar to retrieve the precious N. Thus we drove on, encountering many scrapes and bumps, not the least of which were Grae fiddling with the radio while speeding down the road, without a single hand on the wheel. Suffice to say, my knuckles were white when we reached the 7-11. Arriving there, we proceeded to go about our business, each one of us buying a Star Wars slurpee cup, true to form. We also picked up a small bag of salted peanuts for our teacher, whom we had so carelessly left behind to not teach a class. (that teacher being one Kenny VC, whom I'm sure youre familiar with) Returning to the school, this small bag of peanuts was deposited upon the desk of said teacher, and returning after school to the appropriate office, I was to find the bag still in its place, but sans the peanuts.
I laugh so hard whenever I read that. brava Mark brava.

hero of the moment : Harris and Lisa

Well to those who kept telling me to update, you think that pressing me to do so will make me do it? well i guess you were right. but seriously who are the people with no life whatsoever that rely so heavily on a 16 year-old posting her comings and goings on an internet diary? *cough*chris schonfeldt*cough*. i so totally called you on it mr. email the URL of this site to all your friends. ha! anyways, its been over a month so we have updates galore. Will and I are still going strong (i point and laugh quite heartily in the face of you nay sayers). and operation: jorgundmagund II was an uber success. aka. Will's suprise 17th bday party. it actually turned out to be a suprise, whodathunk it? cyrus kudos on your gift. and i was very proud with myself with the fact that i got Will to scream like a little catholic girl with my gift. (and dont you deny it, you sooooo squealed) other news? guys and dolls is well under way, half over infact and contrary to belief that it would be an enormous disaster. we actually pulled it all together. go us! umm what else? oh the seniors are back in town! good to have you lot back, we'd be lying if we said we missed you. hahaha i kid i kid. its not drama without you guys, seriously. and with their return marks the begining of Deathcrease II, im slated to be abord helping, documenting or something. id be lying if i said i didnt wish id actually been cast in it, but im happy to help. gallery update coming at ya!!!

hero of the moment : Chantal

Spreak Break has begun! Rejoice! Or not... I'm so bored lately. But I don't see why, because of course Tsawwassen has soooo much to do. *sarcasm, note it, love it* Oh well. I've also been pretty off lately, can't explain it. Paige and Lilo know what I'm talking about. I dunno.

So, anyways over the course of a few months Kate has discovered an AMAZING show *drum roll* House M.D. I suggest all of you watch at least one episode. See for yourselves. Tuesdays on Fox at 9pm. haha not quite shameless self promotion but pretty close.

House: Your wife is having an affair.
Orange-Colored Patient: What??
House: You're orange, you moron! It's one thing for you not to notice, but your wife hasn't picked up on the fact that her husband has changed colors. She's just not paying attention. Oh, by the way, do you consume just ridiculous amounts of carrots and mega-dose vitamins? The carrots turn you yellow, the niacin turns you red. Get a set of fingerpaints and figure it out.

hero of the moment : Lilo and Willyum

Why the fuck am i so tired lately. Maybe its cuz spring break is almost here. *shrug*

... maybe im really a narcoleptic and dont even know it... or i actually do have mono. damn.

hero of the moment : Nicole and Frances (Y-chromosome not welcome eh?)

well, its been over a month since my last update, and a lot has changed. and just so you know i had tried to update before but something's screwed up with my computer so i am forced to use my dad's laptop. grr argh. anyways, the one acts and districts are over. congrats to Chantal for having Andrea's go on to districts and soon we will be getting into full swing for g + d. some other things that have occured, i got boredand dyed my hair red... i quite like it. i may do it again, only permanent this time (color pulse, comes out in 8-10 shampoos). g + d auditions came and went frances and i got to help out overby with the dancing half of auditions which was super cool. and ms. rhead is gone and paige and myself are now being taught by deraad for english, which has proven to be most interesting thus far. on a side note i despise having to choose courses. blah! OH! and i got kicked out of dance, so far to my knowledge im the only one to have that happen in the last 5-7 years... GO ME!!!!! :D to tell the truth, im glad its over. it leaves my afternoons free!!!... apart from drama. which has actually taken over my entire schedule. *sigh* oh well, there are a lot worse things i could be doing 24/7. at least will's there to keep me company ( <3 you will! ). and i believe that's all for updates, now if you'll excuse me i believe there are some donuts on the counter calling my name. yum! ps. i promise i wont wait a whole month to update... oh yes and "werd up" to all the Uvic commenters, nice to see some people still keep reading this thing. and side note to David, Spencer, Chris and Will, come visit the Equinox crew some time, I KNOW YOU'RE ON READING BREAK!!!

OH YEAH! cant believe i left this out til now, Cyrus... YOU ARE THE KING OF KINGS!!! and you tell a mean story of that autopsy.

hero of the moment : PAIGE AND CYRUS!! ALL THE WAY!

I appologise for the severe lack of updates.. I just haven't felt like it :s

Xmas was awesome, my most prized possession is my new conventional camera, it comes everywhere. We're into full swing with The Laramie Project and the One Acts are right around the corner. Great for my cast, The Insanity of Mary Girard got first day, first play status... woot. (sarcasm, can't help it.) And with this increase of dramatic activity starting as of next week, i am in the theatre pretty much until 9pm every day. And (joys) Bald Soprano also has rehearsals on sundays. Will made the interesting comment that the theatre/ Equinox crew are like a drug once you get a taste you keep coming back for more until it consumes your every being... or something like that. It took me til now to realize that that's true... WOO HOO!!!

Paige introduced me to the wonderful world of Nexopia, very cool. I also discovered this interesting little thing proved to be quite the riot. Barrel of monkeys practically

hero of the moment : Will

Wow, took me 10 whole days to update... Maybe if my computer wasnt being such a bitch!! ARGH! oh well, its working now. With one day left of school (not even i'll be busy w/ extrav) i can almost taste the xmas holidays!

Almost all of the seniors have returned, atleast that is what im led to believe. I've only seen Mark, Spencer and Chris though. Pity. Anyways, one more rehearsal for Mary Girard before I let them off the hook for the break. Im sure a few of them have been dreaming of this time aka. no rehearsals. haha. oh well i shouldnt talk. Ive got a kickass cast, and i could have gotten a lot worse than just being saddled with Carly (who decided she didnt want to show up anymore). And i have nothing but good things to say about all my other kids... Although Kelsey, Melissa, Bryce and Frances probly think im quite the sadist after what i did to them on tuesday. lol, oh well they get to see Jaspal, Will, Mark, Lauren, Lucy and Alicia go through the exact same thing.

Oh and to the McBain Club... "This has been part of a social expirement. Thank you for your cooperation." my ass! Don't try to hide. We know who you are!!... I think. And It's spelt experiment.

And with that said, to everyone a merry xmas! to the seniors, i hope i get a chance to see you all before you leave. And to everyone a good night...

"I didn't know you were a dancer! Man, you can dance, you can act, you can do technical... stuff... Can you sing?"
"... umm... For you i will..."
-Hamilton coming up to me after an Extravaganza rehearsal :S

hero of the moment : Chantal (you're one kickass therapist)

Well i said id break my hiatus right around now. I didnt truly feel like coming back, but nevertheless i promised. and i ALWAYS keep a promise. I was hoping to get some work done, but unfortunately Photoshop chooses not to worrk for me and i couldnt get enough pictures of people to get that off the ground. hopefully i'll get something of that project done during the xmas break.

Extravaganza and Xmas break are fast approaching, I'm involved in Extrav again thus are the horrors of dance class. oh well, at least more of my friends are involved this year. Lilo's playing her guitar and singing again, hopefully not a repeat "performance" of what happened last year. *wink* You're gonna do excellent dude. i know it. and some others are doing stuff too...

The hiatus didnt occur because i didnt have the time. no. in fact i was bored out of my mind majority of the time. but it was for personal reasons and i didnt want ppl worrying or have it be my responsibility for bringing them down. but im sure everyone knows of the personal reasons for which i speak. and im going to say this now... I AM NOT A TOUGH COOKIE! i am the farthest thing from it. Im fragile and broken. and right now and for a while now ive liked nothing more than to curl into a ball of nothingness and either cry, scream or curse the world. but no, i put on a happy face. why? because it makes other people happy. I realize now how much i do sacrifce for other people to see them happy. im not saying this is going to stop... but maybe it needs a bit of a hiatus as well... but i wont. i'll just continue to wear this shell of myself. I must say its starting to fit rather well, I must have broken it in.

I walk this empty street. On the Blvd. of broken dreams. Were the city sleeps. And I'm the only one and I walk alone. My shadows the only one that walks beside me. My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating. Sometimes I wish someone out there will find. Till then I'll walk alone.

hero of the moment : Crystal, Will A., Nicole, Harris

Some may have seen this coming, others may have not. But im going to take another hiatus, i'll of course keep the comment boxes going. but dont expect to hear from me until the end of the month or early december. At this time i just lack the time, energy and zeal to carry on blogging right now. Those that need to know the inner workings of my life just listen to the gossip that floats through. Sometimes its easier to curl up into a ball and wallow in your own self-loathing. I shall disclose nothing more. The future looks bleak and stormy.

Until we meet again...

hero of the moment : I can't think right now. so, i'll say everyone i've ever met.

Here ya go Lucy, im updating. these past few weeks ive been buried under scripts (bald soprano, laramie, mary girard, rememberance day, film) so ive been a tad too busy to update. but for you my adoring public (aka. Lucy) anything. actually i was suprised to find out that last year one person liked reading this blog so much theyd forward links of it onto their friends in emails... interesting. lol, you know who you are.

any ways back on track. Yesterday, Cyrus, Lisa and I put operation: jorgundmagund into full swing... AND IT WAS A FRIGGIN HIT!! We got Paige so good.. even though she totally knew it was coming, lol. oh well. Paige, you get your present(s) from me on tuesday!

And to everyone else out there... until we meet again. Oh! and to the "Prefontaine imposter", I will find out who you are!

hero of the moment : Ryan

LABYRINTH IS OVER!! Hyperventilating for about an hour aside, i'd say it went rather well. thanks again to Lisa for putting up with me, and to everyone else. And Hayley HB, I'm sure your breathing exercise wouldve worked if it had been under different circumstances.

My hair is a mess and that said.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCES!!! Hope you enjoy your present, and for an extra kick phone my cell and check out the kickass answering machine message. That's right its kickass. lol. Thanks again to everyone that came to the Nights of Terror.

hero of the moment : Lucy, Chantal and Matt

Well I was hoping to keep it under wraps from the seniors that i was in the hallowe'en plays, but the cat's out of the bag. So with that said... I'M FREAKING OUT MAN!! I mean sure normal play I maight be a lil nervous about, but a friggin ONE WOMAN PLAY!!! Ive never ben so freaked out in my life. If I screw up I'm fucked. I can only hope mine will go over as well as Lucy's. Props to the Red Key people good work. Now I have one day to make sure everything is flawless when i do this... Pray for me.

There are few who'd deny, at what I do I am the best
For my talents are renowned far and wide
When it comes to surprises in the moonlit night
I excel without ever even trying

With the slightest little effort of my ghostlike charms
I have seen grown men give out a shriek
With the wave of my hand, and a well-placed moan
I have swept the very bravest off their feet

Yet year after year, it's the same routine
And I grow so weary of the sound of screams
And I, Jack, the Pumpkin King
Have grown so tired of the same old thing

Oh, somewhere deep inside of these bones
An emptiness began to grow
There's something out there, far from my home
A longing that I've never known

I'm a master of fright, and a demon of light
And I'll scare you right out of your pants
To a guy in Kentucky, I'm Mister Unlucky
And I'm known throughout England and France

And since I am dead, I can take off my head
To recite Shakespearean quotations
No animal nor man can scream like I can
With the fury of my recitations

But who here would ever understand
Would tire of his crown, if they only understood
He'd give it all up if he only could

Oh, there's an empty place in my bones
That calls out for something unknown
The fame and praise come year after year
Does nothing for these empty tears
-Jack's Lament, The Nightmare Before Christmas

If you havent seen this movie, GO SEE IT! NOW!!

hero of the moment : Kira, Matt, Mark and Lisa

Sry everybody for the lack of updates. I've been uber busy, just on nothing special that i thought was blog worthy. Where to start? How bout bottom of the barrel. I finally got around to dropping ballet (entrechat this! *does rude gesture*). Im continuing my jazz tech, jazz chor and hip-hop studies. And we've decided for jazz we're doing our dance to "Blinded By the Light" who-duh-thunk some of these skanks had taste?

The Nights of Terror are fast approaching *groan*. They should be... interesting. Lisa and I are in charge of makeup... again. Harris and Sean's alien makeup is going to be a pain in the ass. And I got to teach MArk how to dance today for The Red Key. Unfortunately his partner never arrived so i had to substitue seeing as i was the shortest. :( Stupid little legs why wont you grow?! I highly dislike being a human armrest... I'm going to be used as a footstool soon... I KNOW IT!!

Also i convinced my parents to let me order this GORGEOUS costume over the net only to find out the fuckers dont ship to canada and they rejected my order yet i still have to pay $10 american?! what the hell is that?! so yeah thers that snaffoo too... now to find a costume in... 7 days. I am so fucked.

hero of the moment : Frances and Chantal

Well my birthday party has come and gone. And im am led to believe it was a smashing success. others may think differently. but thats my earnest opinion. I'm hoping everyone had a good time. You can catch pictures here. Yes thats right Paige i updated the gallery. whoopee!! I still have to get pics from David and Max so hopefully those will be up soon too. w00t!

So anyways, monday(Thanksgiving) Liser, Cyrus, David, Max, Connor, Brandon and I got together for a few freakin hardcore games of lasertag!! woo hoo!... i came in second last everytime. Lisa was last. lol. YEAH! WE SUCK! and today we my first IMG rehearsal. Carly, Will and Lauren were absent so we just did some Heal bashing. it was all good. :D

hero of the moment : David, Chris and Nicole

Well I've gotten rid of the "Birthday Countdown Clock" (its was so stupid in the first place lol). So yes, today i was actually getting to school for a change... I blame Chantal haha... and found Paige and Lucy were decorating my locker. lol sorry to interrupt. But thanks again... although it was hard to get through the ribbon to my lock. Although the whole birthday spirit is sort of lost when you have two tests in your worst subjects on your birthday. Then when i thought id get to enjoy my birthday during lunch, i had to play secretary to Mr.Vancamp. So, even though Lisa and Chantal kept coming to recollect me i wasnt able to visit. Sorry about that Cyrus. :(... However the one good thing about this birthday is i got through the entire day without any embarassing singing!! I even talked my parents out of it at dinner!! Ha! :D

Oh yes and we were all cast today. I'm still directing Mary Girard, but I was also put in Lisa's play The Bald Soprano (eeeeee Lisa's got a play!!) with Sean, Harris and Lucy. best. play. EVER! And I also got a part in The Laramie Project... what it is, I'm yet to find out. I'll post the casting for MAry Girard later. But all i can say is this... I hope to God Jaspal can carry an entire play... :S

click here and click here! The second one comes courtesy of Cyrus.

hero of the moment : Paige and Lucy

I've found one good use of having Carly in my play... I get to parade her around like a sideshow freak :). Seems I have a list of people wanting to come to a rehearsal to watch her *ahem* act. And possibly yell (w00t Harris!).

Well lets recap with what happened this weekend... 1) We got a new/working computer (dude, we got a dell) 2)I GOT A FRIGGIN CAR!!! A red 98 Ford Taurus SE sedan to be exact. :D heh heh 3) hung out with the almighty duo Paige and Cyrus, involved much screaming at people from Rhinox ("LEFT! LEFT!") and various british accents 4)walked two miles with Paige and Kirby to settle a bet, only to get lost... somehow 5) WATCHED DEATHCREASE!! eff yeah. now i wanna see Jack's Summer Deal lol.

So yeah, we had to bring in poems today and perform "Gypsies" style. Amazingly my group got honourable mention... even though we pulled it out of our asses. w00t! For my group, Mark, Chantal, Matt and Harris. And so now we must write our own halloween play *rolls eyes*. Chantal and I came up with a kickass idea, its just going to be a bitch to adapt.

Birthday Countdown Clock: 3 days!!

hero of the moment : Matt, Harris and Mark

Well for those who dont know we had Back to School Night tonight where we drama students are paaded around like freaks in a sideshow for parents to gawk at. and to kill two birds with one stone vancamp held another round of atuditions if you will. I got to work on my play im directing The Insanity of Mary Girard with a "cast" which was not definate and 4 out of 7 people were newbies. Who pretty much all of them really suprised me. Some of them are friggin amazing and i feel sorta for making em run before they could crawl. aka. i made them do 3/4 of the play italiano so we could get through the whole thing. haha. oh well, they managed. i didnt get any of my "dream cast" but hell the people i got did good if not better than what i expected from my dream cast. so, kudos to Jaspal (Mary), Grae (Mr.Girard/Fury), Danielle (Polly Kenton/Fury), Ylonna (Mrs.Hatcher/Fury), Kelsey (Mrs.Lum/Fury), and Bryce (Mr.Phillips/Fury). of course there was one other "cast member" but im not going to mention said person because I DO NOT TOLERATE INSUBORDINATION!!! Everyone who was there knows who i mean... and so do those who have seen my msn name. I hoping vc doesnt actually plan on keeping her in it. because then... i may be forced to kill something. *twitches*

I don't usually pray, but please God... make Carly Heal good. Or if not make everyone else's plays bad.

Birthday Countdown Clock: 1 week!!

hero of the moment : Jaspal

Well i thought it was high-time to update. I should really be working on my essay, but o course i am the procrastination queen! moowahahahahaha. well, i cant think of anything credible... or even interesting to say anymore. i had a noggin-full of thoughts but alli remember was newlyweds playing in the distance... crazy. so yeah, i have a real hankering to watch some real stupid movies( *cough* lisa and paige *nudge*nudge*wink*wink*). yeah so anyways, this is for you paige:

Why does my Pepsi can have me with a soulpatch when everyone knows i shaved it off for the "Dont Tell Your Papa Video"? This is whickety-whack Wyatt. -Marco from Josie and the Pussycats

OH! and i set up Paige with a blog of her own! Forbidden Fruit, everyone go take a looksee. shes done a very good job *sniff* im so proud! :)

Birthday Countdown Clock: 12 days!!

hero of the moment : Lisa and Cyrus

Guess what?! That's right, my computer has crashed... AGAIN! Its in these troubled times when I realize how much i hate technology at times. whatever.

Paige, Lisa and I did our dialogue in class the other day. To my knowledge it went off without a hitch. w00t! and today we were preparing to see the rest of the monologues today after school. unfortunately only one of the newbies went. poor showmanship, but that one kid has moxie!!

Birthday Countdown Clock: 3 weeks!!

hero of the moment : Harris and Maeva

Merciful Zeus! I've been a busy little beaver.... And right now i cant believe i just said that... So yes, I've finally got the archive done. I plan on updating the gallery any day now, I've returned to SDSS and I've had to start plans for my birthday... Thankfully Paige has taken on the noble deed of being my party planner. Bravo Paige, bravo.

So here are my courses for the following year:
A English 11 » Reimer/ De Raad: Ok, here's the scoop. first half the year is Reimer. Then once English Kwantlen is finished we switch to De Raad, then me and Paige have Stu in our class. w00t! Stu!

B Socials 11 » Brown: I'll give info as soon as i can.

C TP11: Acting » Vancamp (der!): EVERYBODY'S IN THIS CLASS! I LOVE IT!!

D Chemistry » Tanaka: From what I've heard, im in for quite the year *sigh* whats worse is he knows my family! GAH!

E Prnc Math: Outerbridge » Lisa seems to like him alright enough

F Media Arts: Scurr » I'll probly just sneak into Dawsons room everyday

G French: Davidson » Finally! A french teacher thats not a fat cow that doesnt know what shes talking about

H Biology!?: Brasnett » HOW DO YOU CONFUSE BIO WITH STAGECRAFT?! HOW?! Oh well, im dropping this course and taking either Directing 11, Stagecraft 11, or *groan* Film and Tv 11. DON'T YOU SAY A WORD! (you know who you are)

X XTheatre Production11: Vancamp » huzzah! Another year of XBlock drama

Birthday Countdown Clock: 1 month!!

hero of the moment : Chantal and Frances

so yes. today marks the return of my computer to me. huzzah. although the speakers are still non-operational. blast! oh well. c'est la vie. and what do i do with this monumentous return of my computer. i go through people's profiles, send out stupid surveys (which, i expect to get back btw) and updat my blog. glory!

paige and i shall go shopping tomorrow and buy many a shiny thing. w00t! also many of the senior (should really stop saying that seeing as the "juniors" are pretty much seniors now) personage are off to college in 2 days. or in will's case, 3! have fun. and dont forget your cards. lol.

today paige came over and i dyed her hair and we watched what remained of schindler's list. i've seen the movie beore i dont know why i keep watching it. i mean, its a good movie but so freaking depressing. although i should study it for the solo. bah!

hero of the moment : Gillian, Hayley, Korey, Stu, Paige and Cyrus

I've come to a conclusion. You can never escape the past. You think the lowest low of you life... one that may scar you... and shit just keep piling up on top of it. You cant escape it. Never.

You're all probly wondering what im rambling on about. Well, after i left Cyrus's last night i was nearly mugged by some 20 some odd neanderthal who was plastered out of his mind. One of the scarier experiences of my life. Especially when you have some stranger grab you by the collar of your coat and whirl you around into them and hold you quite fiercely by the arms. Needless to say, i got away pretty much unscathed. And i am so very thankful for that. Now i know, you guys might remember i left with sam and nicole. Well, cheers to friends. They ditched me and went on their own merry way not a block away from Cyrus's.

Anyways, it wasnt until i got home and was putting bandages on my feet and seeing if i could cover up the bruise on my arm when i suddenly recalled the incident at open house. Dont get me wrong, i dont hold any grudges or harbour any ill will of any kind towards the party involved, but dammit that scared the shit out of me. And im not ashamed to admit i had nightmares for 2 months and if ever i encountered anything to do with said person i'd get flashbacks of what happened and other stuff too. Its hard to explain and even worse to recall. Then once i believed i had gotten over that (as much as possible anyway), i learn that a close friend of mine had commited suicide, only this information had been witheld from me by her parents because they had believed i influenced her in some way. I chose not to tell anyone this up until one unfortunate night when i blew up at Will and broke down infront of Gillian and Lisa (sorry bout that Will). And now this happens. Not to say i've completely gotten over my friend's death or the open house thing, but i seem to have the worst luck with keeping what remains of my sanity in tact.

And to end with some more cheerful news so that everyone doesnt think i'm entirely dreary. Belated Happy Birthday Lisa! Glad you like all of your presents!!

hero of the moment : Lilo and Katie G

new layout. certainly took me less time to switch it up with the Ghosts one than the Cruel Intentions one. I suppose its because i just hated having to look at that picture of me whenever i came here.

Shout out to Ray and Cyrus! Cyrus I hope you feel better soon and Ray you're just too cool. :)

Later:OK NOW IM PISSED!!! in the process of coding the layout i deleted the first 9 posts i made, not that anyone but me read them but c'mon. thats it im gonna make an archive!!!

hero of the moment : Ray and Cyrus

So with this post marks the return of my parental units and the end of my reign of freedom. twas good while it lasted. never felt more alive. whatever...

Got a new set of tarot cards, i lost my old ones years ago and of course i've forgotten what all of them mean now. I can tell the difference between King of Pentacles and The Hanged Man. Its bad, i know. Anyways, now i have a sudden urge to do henna tattoos. but i cant for the life of me figure out where I'd find the henna powder. but i'll find it. I know i will...

TOOTHPICKS!!

hero of the moment : Paige, Crystal, Lisa, and Nicole

I'M COMING HOME!!!

I can't wait to see you guys, I will be staying with Chantal so you probly wont be able to reach me at home, so call my cell. :)

Vernon was ok, pretty uneventful with the crappy weather. Although Chantal and i passed the time... by watching about 5 movies a day. That and running ofver Hair and JCS again and again to point out flaws and stuff. Mostly just to laugh at you all. ;)

So yeah we did that and about two days ago we went to a Psychic Fair that was in town. I got a reading done, it was pretty cool. anyways i'll see you guys soon.

hero of the moment : Mark and his magnificent pictures :P