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Crawling in my
skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced
That it's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced
That it's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing what is real
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, confusing what is real
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It starts with one
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I
tried
I tried so hardAnd got so far
But in the endIt doesn't even matter
I had to fallTo lose it all
But in the end It doesn't even matter
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you've fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to meIn the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell
apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I
tried
I tried so hardAnd got so far
But in the end It doesn't even matter
I had to fallAnd lose it allBut in the end
It doesn't even matter
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hardAnd got so far But in the end
It doesn't even matter I had to fall
And lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter
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never opened
myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters
trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know
so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
no nothing else matters
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New blood joins this
earth
and quikly he's subdued
through constant pain disgrace
the young boy learns their rules
with time the child draws in
this whipping boy done wrong
deprived of all his thoughts
the young man struggles on and on he's known
a vow unto his own
that never from this day
his will they'll take away
what I've feltwhat I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never be never see
won't see what might have been
what I've feltwhat I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never freenever meso I dub thee unforgiven
they dedicate their lives to running all of his
he tries to please them all this bitter man he is
throughout his life the same he's battled constantly
this fight he cannot win
a tired man they see no longer cares
the old man then prepares to die regretfully
that old man here is me
what I've felt what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never be never see
won't see what might have been
what I've felt what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never free never me
so I dub thee unforgiven
you labeled me I'll label you
so I dub thee unforgiven
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