Ramblings4

I know I prolly sound like a major whine ass but at this point I could care less. You see people have always let me down or disappointed me or it's the other way around I disappoint them or let them down. I seriously am not a good person. If you think that I am you are seriously screwed up, cause I'm not. Whether it be on purpose or accident I always find a way to hurt some one I love or care about. Maybe I'm just talking out of my ass or maybe I really am as psychotic as I have been told I am. I just wish I could take a pill or go to sleep wake up and everything in my life would be right. Everything that has been screwed up better, and everything lost returned again. Its too much to ask for. It's not realistic. But its my wish. Maybe I just need therapy. Well it's off to watch a movie I go. Adios and Goodbye.

QOD::"I'm sorry, you seem to have mistaken me for someone who cares"--Annony

Well this week has been, to be completely honest, terrible. It's only the third day of school and I hate it. Sure seeing all of my friends is ok, but I don't want to be there. I could be doing more important stuff like sleeping, or..... sleeping. Classes suck and so don't 99.8% of the male population at the "Number one school in the state" South Lewis High School. (I didn't say .9 or 100% because there are some guys who are alright, and who aren't concieted assholes who think that they are god and walk around the school with thier thumbs up thier asses... anywho moving on...) Sorry I get a little caught up on some subjects. Well I suppose this is all for me for one day. I'll check back lata if I feel like it. I'm out.

QOD::"I know that love is blind, but does it have to be deaf, dumb and stupid?--Annony

Wow, I can not believe it has been this long since the last I have written. School still sucks, but not as bad as it did before. Guys also still suck, but thats not unusual. I hate it. There is not one decent guy in our school. Well there are actually quite a few decent guys in my school, but like anyone of them would ever consider me for anything. I'm not what you would call Date-Material. It pisses me off SOO MUCH because there are some really great guys in my school, and most of them single, they are just so damn picky about every girl that they see, that that is the reason they are single! Guys confuse me. Even more than Chemistry does. See Magen and I are the score-keepers of the guys Varsity soccer team, and you would think being around the guys I wouldn't be as confused. WRONG. They are all just smelly, and very very odd. I'm not even going to go into detail. Then there are the slutty girls that attend my school. Oh my sweet Jesus I am not going to get into that earlier. Lemme just say that almost the ENTIRE population of girls at South Lewis are sluts, there is just no other comparison. They dress like they are hot shit, they have the I.Q's of eggplants, and if you rid them of their make-up they loose thirty pounds and look like chickens! It is a sad sad story really. But as I said I won't go into explicit detail. Ok now moving onward.
Well I would love to stay and bitch somemore but I have to update this stupid thing so bye bye for now...

QOD::"Shut Up I am more important than you!"--Annonymous