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| YUCK, have I had one of the worst couple of days! Nothing bad has happend to me it's just that I have been so stressed out and overtired that today I just wanted to put a bullet in about everybody's brain. If you didn't have the pleasure of talking to me today consider your self lucky, as I'm sure most of you do anyways. Well Tonya's birthday party was fun. We tubed and kneeboarded all weekend long. Everyone got a little color, we played all the corny camp games, and laughed our asses off every time something stupid happened. It was normal. I was kinda pissed off though, I had to babysit today. I thought that maybe today would be my chance to catch up on everything, update this thing, sleep, study a little, and sleep some more. But ... no of course not. I got a call from my Aunt saying she wanted me to watch her kids. They are great kids don't get me wrong but I WANTED TO SLEEP DAMN IT ALL. Anywho moving on... If you were up to camp this weekend you may have heard my bitching about what real music is. But for those unfortunate souls who couldn't hear my complaining here you go. To me real music is something that is both played and written by the preformer, whether it be a group or solo singer. Take the band Live for instance: they write all of their own music, they play all of their own music. You have all of this pop shit now a days that couldn't write out the lyrics to "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" much less their own music, and who would just stare drooling at a guitare, or set of drums in awe and wonder. It just gets right under my skin to hear this music. To me music is emotion, passion, and tons of feeling. How can you get that from some stereotyped complete production of what is now considered music. These "boybands" and shit are basicly human products of a multi-million dollar pop making assembly line. It is so pathetic. Then they act all emotional, and into a song that is thrown in front of them two days before it is released into mainstreame. I hate it. I used to be into the whole pop scene, but now it just makes me sick. The music is just made to be played to the beat of what is going on in pop culture. Hence the name Pop Music. And the ''musicians'' if you so choose to call them that, and just eyecandy for a horny and rapidly growing teenybopper generation. Well that is my bitching for one evening. So Long QOD::"If you want a guarantee, buy a toaster"--Clint Eastwood |
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| August 21,2001 10:22pm |
| Five legged frogs, and getting our asses kicked |
| Oh yeah the past week has been well, for the lack of a better term, interesting. Had some people up to camp, its all good. Justin, Magen, Amanda, Ben, and I all up to my camp. Very fun. Some other people could have come up but didnt, sucks to be all of you, cause we had fun and you didnt! Justin kicked, mine, Magen's, and Amanda's asses and by the way Justin, watch your back, I know where you live... I just have a coulple of things to say, 5 legged frogs, alcohol abuse, SHUT THE HELL UP!, and an hour of knock knock jokes. Yes interesting indeed. Well for once I am at peace with the world, no bitching for one evening, dont worry though I'm sure that something will piss me off sooner or later. Lata. QOD::"Most people are about as happy as they make their minds up to be" |
| Well this week was as boring as they come. I did absolutely nothing, well nothing of imoprtance anyways. I babysat made myself some money. I went school shopping and got all of my supplies. Then yesterday I was forced into going to one of my parents friends camp. Boring as hell. I did get to jetski though that was fun. Then I got really sick and came home and I went to bed as soon as i got home yesterday and just woke up about 40 minuets ago. So now for once in my life I'm not on sleep deprivation as I normally am. It seems once again that this is another short little entry, that is due to the uneventfulness of my life. Lata QOD::"Most people never listen."-- Ernest Hemingway |
| A week of semi - solitude |
| August 26,2001 4:25pm |
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| Has that ever happened to anyone? Ever felt like you were being pulled in about a billion different directions and no matter what you did you end up hurting some one? Well as always that happened to me. Only this time I hurt one of my bestfriends. I suppose it's just cause I'm so damn good at it that it always happens to me. And as always It's my fault. And it seriously is this time. I just wish I knew what to do to fix it. On another depressing note school is starting up again on Wednesday. That should be interesting to say the very least. I hate school. It sucks so bad. I think that when I go back I will just start rumors about myself so that when people stare at me they will at least have a reason to. I hate being depressed. I seriously feel like my world is crumbling all around me.... |
| Pushed to the Limit |
| September 01,2001 8:36 |
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