FRAGMENTS in the MIRROR

_JUST LOSING ONE STEP
_SFINGE APPARI
_MEDAGLIE AL MERITO
_TWENTY-SEVEN
_IF NOBODY CARES
_JANUAR WIE APRIL

 # from SILVER-GRAY PURGATORY 2006 #
_SINCRETICO e in SEDIMENTAZIONE
_DECALOGO +1
_LAMENTO DIURNO di un TRADUTTORE ERRANTE per L'AERE
_HARD WORDS
_5 MIN
_BORING DAYS

 # from NO TIME TO WASTE IT 2005 #
_ES IST AUS
_TIME IS UP!
_CONTRO-TEMPO
_CAN'T YOU SEE?
_FRAGMENTS FROM AN UNFAIR SUMMER
_SCHWEIGEN WIRD GOLDEN
_FERNWEH NACH BERLIN

 # from GREAT BLEEDING SUPERNOVA 2004 #
_KOSOVARIAN COFFEE
_WHILE THE THINGS KEEP ON GOIN'ON
_TIME TO RIDE
_SILENT RUNNING
_IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN
_MR. JACK IS ALRIGHT
_TASTE OF SICILY
_BRIGHT SUPERNOVA
_DON'T SAY MY NAME
_HIDDEN CONNECTION

 # from RAYS of LIGHT 2003/04 #
_JUST FEW SHORT BLEEDING STORIES...
_RUNNING OVER WITH YOU BABE
_KRAFTIGER TAG IN HAMBURG 
_EASY WAY FOR SAYING SOME HEAVY THINGS
_SHORT DANCING ILLUSION #2 (xxx)
_TOMORROW IS MY TODAY

 # from LIVING ON THE EDGE 2003 #
_SLAPDASH
_OVER AGAIN [ from Reality to Virtuality ]

 # from SHORT FABULOUS ILLUSION - 2002 #
_ANNO in DIVENIRE
_RUNNIN'THROUGH [ or ON MY SIDE ]
_THINK WHAT A FOOL I'VE BEEN [ xxx ]
_NOT ENOUGH [ about a special Friend ]
_SEPTEMBER 11TH,1 year later [ to my american bros ]
_FRENCH COUNTRYSIDE [ from Chevreaux! ]
_STARRY SKY [ or you wild cat ]
_BLITZ_BESUCH [ foolin'around with Otmar ]

 # from NEW VISIONS of HOPE - SPRING 2002 #
_MY WORLD 
_F***ING BEAST
_BABELE [Fragments from Hell ]
_SWEET NIGHT
_MORTAL ENEMY
_RED FIRE
-HEY NASTY MUPPET! [ dedicated to ...]

 # from "AUTUMN 2001" #
_PANDORA  -italian Version-
_REBIRTH  
_PIOGGIA & FREDDO
_OHNE GEFUHL  
_QUESTO E'IL MONDO DOVE VIVO  
_ZERO_*_UNO [ "Frammenti" ]

talking in the desert
 smiling for nothing

turning deaf ears
 and seeing right through you
anyone can see

hey people
 can you hear me?
hey people
 can you answer me?

watching these days
 going so fast
being in hurry
 when nobody cares/laughs

____________

 JÄNNER WIE APRIL [19.01.07]

"Januar wie April"
 you blow without envy
my cap now is green
 there's no winter here, but spring
 (that covers some fears)
 
as the wise prophets says
 another train brings me away
my step maybe goes slowly, anyway
 here an European spirit is still burnin'

____________

 SINCRETICO e in SEDIMENTAZIONE

[ unendliche Suche ]
[ scalpo a metà ] 27.03.06
[ anarchia leonardo ]
[ navigo a vista ] 29.04.06
[ chico cosmopolita ]
[ brandelli e frammenti ] 06.04.06
[ ognun x sè ]
[ relazioni interrotte ] 15.04.06
[ sincretico ] 01.05.06
[ incontro al bujo ]
[ remoto ]
[ per capriccio degli dei ] 25.06.06
[ del vuoto intorno a sè ]
[ crogiolandosi ]
[ canti di cicale ]
[ NO_NO_NO ] 17.07.06
[ senza essere il migliore ] 20.07.06
[ rincorsa e rimonta ] 12.08.06
[ che viene da lontano ]
[ soliloquio irruento ] 20.09.06
[ troppe motivazioni ]
[ febbre ] 14.10.06
[ eccesso di ambizioni] 30.09.06
[ di transito e di passaggio ] 31.11.06

____________

 DECALOGO +1 [02.08.06]

 1. so di poter affrontare bene ogni prova
 2. credo nelle mie forze e capacità
 3. vivo sempre con lo spirito di Berlino
 4. ho rispetto di tutti,
      mi motivo insieme alle persone che sostengono le mie scelte
 5. penso positivo
 6. mi sento Europeo fino al midollo
     e ambasciatore del mio paese
 7. risolvo tutti i problemi uno alla volta,
    ma con decisione e fermezza
 8. resto aperto alle critiche costruttive
    e alle provocazioni reagisco con un sorriso di sfida
 9. sono qui per dare sempre il meglio,
    migliorarmi e andare oltre
  * sapere non basta, noi dobbiamo capirlo;
    volere non basta, noi dobbiamo farlo
 11. "coelum, non animum mutant, qui trans mare currunt"

 LAMENTO DIURNO DI UN TRADUTTORE ERRANTE PER L'AERE [28.06.06]

Trasparente e cristallino
 resto a osservare
  il mondo alla finestra
baloccandomi nei miei pensieri
 come un solerte bambino
  col suo trenino semovente

E fluttuando nell'aere
 attorno a tanti bla-bla-bla
  amaro mastico foglie di cicoria
in un tempo ingrato coi tenaci
 e con chi affannosamente
  cerca
senza trovar
 il conforto
  di una gentil risposta

Qua e là raccolgo
 lontane parole barbare e
  frammenti in sedimentazione
sì aspri e duri
 a orecchio latino
  che difficilmente può comprendere

Forse che anche questa dolce favella
 giunge criptica ed enigmatica
  per essere da te colta?

Affogherò allora
 tanta amarezza in compagnia
  di qualche vecchio amico
sognando una serata
 dall'atmosfera ipnotica
  che sa di sapore alcolico
sospeso e immerso nell'aere
 intrisa di profumo
  come fumo buono

____________

 HARD WORDS [01.05.06]
[to a very close friend]

it's a changing phasis
 my dear you should be careful
but finally I can face you
 in this friday night

yes I know, everything evolves
 and it goes on
but try to listen
 what I want to tell you

you never answer
 you never write
you hardly smile
 I wonder why

now it sounds like
 you just want to stand out from the people
now it sounds like
 you always have something better to do
I'll tell you, everyone is busy
 but you're not the only one

(these words seem hard maybe)
 think it over
if I couldn't care
 I'd keep the silence
if I couldn't care
 I'd be not a friend

just think it over
 (I want to believe you)

____________

 5_min  [14.03.06]
 [scritta in 5_sec, P.za Mattetotti alla fermata del bus]

spirto attivo
 (nervosismo relativo)
spirto cattivo
 (nervosismo positivo)

con fare inquieto
 e gonfio di pretese
 (attese)

quello che prelude
 a nuove grandi imprese

____________

 BORING DAYS [??.02.06]
- (4 stralci di 1 vanesio) -

"give me a feed-back, please!"
alla radio c'è
 un idiota che sparla

per strada
 inquieto si aggira
un guappo bardato
 come un cane sciolto

e la radio biascica
 "it's your everlasting waiting, man"
te come la vedi?

segnali capta il guappo per osmosi
 forse smania, certo non in simbiosi
soltanto serve basso profilo e tempra
 nessun'altra alternativa, così sembra

____________

 ES  IST  AUS  [18.12.05]

viele Sachen
 viele Erlebnisse
schöne Bekannschaft
es war doch wunderbar
 du schon in meinen Träumen
auch die Nacht hatte dich geträumt
 und dann, wer konnte es wissen ?

aber es stimmt etwas nicht
 etwas hat nicht funktioniert
unsere Charaktere so verschieden
 und wir auch grundverschieden


die gemeinsame Zeit ist schnell vergangen
 keine Lust mehr nachzudenken
alles ist einfach vorbei
 alles ist einfach vorbei

aber wieso ein Abschied so frech ?
- ich bin nicht du! und ich kenne mich wohll -
aber wieso ein Abschied so sauer ?
- deine Art hat mich sehr wütend gemaccht -
warum hast du dich auf diese Art verabschiedet ?
- du hörst nix, was du nicht hören willst -
und jetzt, was soll ich glauben ?


die verbrachte Zeit ist weggegangen
 keine Lust mehr nachzudenken
es ist aus, wie du willst
 es ist aus, wie das Schicksal es will

____________

 TIME IS UP!  [01.12.05]

it's
the same
feeling

unquiet
and
adrenalinic

ready to
fight?
run
and overrun!

____________

 CONTRO-TEMPO [??.11.05]

con ghigno ribelle
 beffe ti fai
 degli spetttri del passato

e contro-mano/contro-tempo
 un freddo brivido
 si ripercuote in ogni membro

sfasato, contro-mano/contro-tempo
 eppure mai fuori-tempo

____________

 CAN'T YOU SEE? [09.10.05]

today
I speak
with my silence
again

but
don't you worry
I'm really
really
ok

I just
think that
I don't like
that girl

so well
my friend
you should
be careful

oh no
sometimes
you look so
selfish...

____________

 FRAGMENTS from an UNFAIR SUMMER [Summer 05]

 [Fragment of June]
< dentro la mente / un danno permanente /
uno sguardo intorno / non mi accorgo di niente >

 [Fragment of July]
< un altro viaggio / evolve il mio linguaggio >

 [Fragment of August]
< inesorabile / forse lento >

 [Fragments of September]
Fragment #1: < degli animi nobili / è solitudine / condanna >
Fragment #2: < oggi tempo non ne ho >

____________

 SCHWEIGEN WIRD GOLDEN  [27.04.05]
- an K gewidmet -

Ich war endlich in Berlin
 eigentlich nicht so fern von ihr
ein elektrischer Herbst war Teil von mir...
 ...aber noch nichts war passiert

Sie war wie ein farbiges Wort
 eine Stimme so leicht und frisch doch...
(unvollständig)
 ... einfach eine Frohnatur

ein einsamer Winter ist vorbei
 obwohl das Wetter „nein!“ zu sagen scheint
so viele Wörter ungesagt
 und das Schweigen ist golden, auch im Frühjahr

und vielleicht wird es dir klar
 wie verwandt unsere Seelen sind
vielleicht an einem Sommertag
 und das Schweigen wird golden, weißt du das ?

so jetzt bin ich endlich hier
 und du guckst mit deinem cleverem Gesicht 
du sagst nur einen Wort
 und eine süße Sehnsucht kommt wieder bei mir 

weißt du, ich könnte mich einfach irren
 sechzig Stunden sind so schnell verflogen
hab nur einen Eindruck...
 ...bei dir ist vielleicht etwas vorgekommen

und jetzt bin ich nicht mehr bei dir
 ein komisches Gefühl macht mich ein bisschen ungewiss
fühl’ mich einfach allein
 wer weiß, wie könnte es sein...

und dir wird es vielleicht klar:
 wir sind einfach Seelenverwandt 
vielleicht in einer Sommernacht 
 und das Schweigen wird golden, weißt du das ?

 xxx

____________

 SCHNEEFALL IN NORDITALIEN (03.03.05)
--[ FERNWEH NACH BERLIN ]--
_ inspiriert von Kerstin ;-* _

Intro_Zitat :[ Ich möchte außerdem das Wort FERNWEH
in die Liste der schonsten Wörter aufnehmen... ]

Es schneit nochmals
 in Norditalien
so muß ich bald
 nach Hause fahren
Ein kalter Winter
 schneidet wie Gift
plötzlich fühl’ich mich
 wieder in Berlin

Jetzt hör bitte mal her
 sollte ich in der Heimat bleiben?
eine sehnsüchtige Welle
 flüstert mir etwas anderes
Jetzt hör bitte mal her
 mußte ich alte Wunden zeigen?
Es wäre besser wieder
 in der U-Bahn schwarz zu fahren

Auf der Straße wander’ich
 in der frischen Luft
mit einem schwarz- u. weiß-
 Gemischtgefühl
Als wenn ich
 in einem Fernwehturm wäre
weißt du, vielleicht
 bin ich einfach Selbstbewußt, eben

____________

 KOSOVARIAN COFFEE (09/08/04)

there lovely kids
 runnin' come to me
on their eyes
 sun, hopes and dreams
deep inside
 colours and hopes
through gray-yellow
 fields of corn

here nice people
 young like me
on their eyes
 high pride and tears
deep inside
 look their steps
through gray-yellow
 fields of dead


so just please
 stay all with me
drinking together
 black coffee and tea
'cos now well
 I don't wanna sleep
just share smiles
 despite the fears

____________

 WHILE THE THINGS KEEP ON GOIN'ON (30/07/04)

the change
  is through
guess I feel
  enough good

oh good Lord
  you know
the events
  are changing
  and breaking

that's full of
  unbelievable evidence
so thank you for all
  your magnificence

but please
  don't leave me alone
while the things
  keep on goin'on

____________

 TIME TO RIDE (28/07/04)
[ _rhymed_in_beatsie_style_ ]

well now c'mon
  somethin's goin'on
can't you see ?
  good mornin' Mr.G!

movin' situation
  it's time to get in action
that could be no conventional
  surely emotional & intentional

ah ah they say you're outside
  your answer well, just a smile
and hey, don't you know why ?
  coz it's simply time to ride

____________

 SILENT RUNNING (02/07/04)
[ SILENCE IS GOLDEN ]

your best friends are far away
 but you're running on your way

close to you
a little river
whispers
bitter-sweet words
 unspoken

and evergreen fields
keep good company
 all around
for your growing ambitious
 so precious

____________

 IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN (22/05/04)

hey unreachable girl
I simply wonder
 where you are
-  maybe very far -
at least for what can I do
 to meet you again

Oh lord
 it's happening again...
I feel so alone sometime
 just trying to survive
 without her

can't you hear my call ?
my voice is like a scream
 in a desert place
lady loneliness
 my only company
in the end

oh no, not easy
 staying here
I'd better go away
 again in searching for
somethin'new
 long this bleeding way

____________

 MR. JACK IS ALRIGHT (16/05/04)
    -inspired from " The HITMAN " -

Shipments from Far East
 in contact with Key West
Hey a new Offer is next
 "I'm very very glad!"

Jack  his Name
 he wants the Price
but hey this Mr., men
 pretends to know the Size

Listen here, people
 he's been to a Business-School
Who he really is
 Nobody knows

And now he gets the Shots
 -that it's sure-
bleeding Cowbov as alter Ego
 into a world-wide Show

 TASTE OF SICILY (27/04/04)
- incomplete -

another trip
 far away
hardly building
 here my way
from the raining North
 to the sunny South
it's a trippin' april
 yeah this month

mother Sicily knows
 that someone's bleedin'
between melancholy and hope

he feels so lonely
 and get so low
what he needs
 is a pill of love

____________

 BRIGHT SUPERNOVA (17/04/04)

 psychedelic brightness...

 ready for the sting?
well no doubt
 now I do the change now
for every shot
 another score
can't you see?
 feel I won't misfire

they tell you
 people talk about me
others seem to think
 I'm simply overstating
but it's hardly hearing
 even you look so surprised

I'll tell you,
 they might fear for my reason
 -guess you should know-
'cause the events are goin'on

just girls breaking up myself
in these brighting days
    mea Vita Nova 
  like a Supernova 

____________

  DON'T SAY MY NAME (09/04/04)

 Hellow celestial girl...

what I did
 was already
 nominated

oh no
 just don't say
 my name


my name is all
 you know about me...
...fear you may
 get it wrong

so please
 don't say
 my name


what I do
 is daily
 nominated

it's hard to admite
 but what you know
about me
 seems just
 my name

so please,
 don't say
 my name

____________

  HIDE CONNECTION (13/03/04) 

uh good mornin'
 sir "mark whites"
 clever smiles
one shot
 ein tor
so was your show
 one stroke!

you like a god
 but of course
 on the block
huh-nuke that sucker
uh uh huh
 that mother-fucker
you always purple-black
 yeah no time for the jerks
ok, that's right
 one bleeding smile
 it's alright!

trips in the east
 trips in the west
wild concerts
 with cool people
 -like a beast-
  for the rest
ever in searching for
 a new...
       infection?!?

you know
    I don't know when...
you know
    I don't know how...
...but one day
maybe you'll realize how
 we were equally damaged

for all we were
    in those old crazy days...
for all we will be
    in this green and purple world...

underneath
 this velvet_screwed
hidden
and deep

connection

***

____________

 JUST FEW SHORT BLEEDING STORIES... (21/02/04)

*[ she was so beautiful /
    but plenty of paranoja /
    6 months lived day by day /
    for remaining left and alone ]

I might believe in Heaven
 I would not care to say
You were the apple of my Eyes
 But in the End I had to say good-bye

                                xxx

* [ upset cowbov comes to Turkey /
     looking for a new.../
     and dancing dirty dances /
     steals just one German kiss ]

Well you just took me for a Ride
 No matters for my Life
I might ask you Why
 Your answer...just a Smile

                                   ...

*[ being touch with another one /
    just in time for spending /
    few sweet moment with her /
    I simply rushed headlong /
    so our game was over ]

With her I've been not a Sucker but a Jerks
 So she kicked my ass
Just think what a fool I've been
 so please forget what I did

                                    ...

*[ better go-on staying /
    in the French countryside /
    she lives so far /
    from the other side the world /
    and all we can do is /
    surrender each other ]

That Sky over us was always starlit
 it simply was a good Relationship
and like 2 wild Animals
 those nights were like some hot Shows

                                    xxx

*[ then cowbov comes to Italy back /
   I wonder how for a while /
   I've been engaged with her /
   but oh well ]


She was so complicated
 Making me rather/almost desperated
Better stay alone babe
 For you don't wanna going crazy

                                    ...

*[ In only one long long night by train /
  I get a travel to the South/
  Running over/
  her big bambyes eyes ]

Good Lord what a Trip
 what a Kiss
Well we had all the Ride together
 I wish it could last forever

                                    xxx

*[ bailar latin dances /
    maybe was dangerous for her /
    she prefers to stop that game /
    leaving me inside the 2nd /
    short dancing illusion ]

Ok I'm just a nasty bleeding Boy
 but now try to listen here my Voice
You liked to use me like a Toy
 so I tell you ohi Fool ohi

                                        ...

*[ and there in the North /
    against that cold cold place outside /
    fun means sharing sweet polish emotions /
    inside a such spiritual atmosphere ]

Guess those Songs from the Stars
 were only written for both of us
you smart and me sweetheart
 foolin' around through the "Stadt"

xxx

____________

 RUNNING OVER WITH YOU BABE (17/01/04)

Hey never forget
when I saw you the first Time
I promise to myself
I had to meet you
- yes I did it! -

Hey never forget
when I met you babe
in that far and cold-cold Place
and only God knows
how I much I hoped
to talk with You babe
- and in the end yes I did it! -

Hearing your lovely Voice
and that Smile, so naiv
Your cool smily Eyes
looking at me
Oh no don't ask me
how much I like you Babe
you and your Sweeetness
I like it - I like it
your cherry Lips
and that fashionable Smile
I like it
I like it

You know
can't wait to see you again babe
my bleeding Eyes need stopping
cryin' bitter-sweet Tears
plenty of bloody Illusions...
my bleeding Hands are
lookin' for yours
lookin' for one magic touch
lookin' for a new...

If I could only reach you...
I'd serenade for you
even in that German
you talk so good
mein Schatz

Oh well, soon
I shall see your Smile again
You mysterious-rising Sun

please just let me stay a while
with you Honey
you & I finally together
spending time by our own together
'cause all I can do is
Surrender...
to any moments
just surrender...

Hey are you ready for another Trip
as I am baby?
my bleeding Heart is just
waiting for a Sign
guess you should do it
do it - do it

So tie your long braun Hair babe
we're gonna Run one Day
we're gonna Run one Night
don't tell me no
you Babe
just let me be your Guy

Running over one cold-windy Night
Running over one fabulous-starry Sky

____________________________

 KRAFTIGER TAG IN HAMBURG (30/12/03)
 - BRAVE DAY IN HBG -

7 o'clock
 wake up!
 kleiner frùstuck bei frau Herrmann
 sehr nette Person
Alle zusammen zur Kirche
 talking about life-experiences
 we young Europeans
With polish Girl
 foolin' around in Hamburg down-town
 'na ja, viel spass gehabt ich mag euch alle
Runnin' to the Messe-Halle nummer 3
 screaming to 600 people european experiences
 super-spitze-klasse I'll never forget it
 always keep in Heart
 und du Sabrina warst so schon u.lieblich...
JUST TELL ME WHY THE ITALIAN GIRLS
 DON'T WANNA DO THE SAME!?!

Working dead on time
 for security
 with proud croatians
 in the cold outside
Watching a running european Crowd
 sprechen auf English mit den Deutschen
 speaking German with funny singing Italians
 ah crazy Denglish!
Singing heaven's songs
 with polish Girls oh yeah
 praying-talking-smiling
 always with her
 so special...
SOMEONE CAN YOU TELL ME WHY THE ITALIAN WOMEN
 DON'T WANNA BE THE SAME?!?

Sitting in a Stamm-Tisch
 sharing a good beer all-together
 am Ende
 auch der Betrunker war kapituliert
Gute Nacht schone Welt
 fur Heute das ist Alles

______________

 easy way for saying some heavy things (15/12/03)
 ( yeah bleeding cowbov is back )

my apologies
just wanna say
Wat'cha-Want
have enough
of some people
and their envy
had enough
of some people
and their ridiculous
way to be

we say
you narrow-minded
and lies-tellers
honestly
don't really care
around you all
'cos they receive
what they are...
ah! they talk
from the a**
and live
in the idiocy
[e quanta merda
m'han tirato addosso
nn mi son mosso
e ho risposto]

well daily feedbacks whisper
good news in the air
showìng many different aspects
I didn't consider before

I know who's on my side
and that's what matters
to my way now
some cool special friends
fighting at the same side

that's what it takes to me
that's what it takes to me now

yeah bleeding
cowbov is back
and keeps on
still tryin'

_______________  

 TEO TORRIATTE
 ( japanese part from A day at the races, Queen )

Teo torriatte
konomama aiko
Aisuruhito yo
Shizukana yoi ni
Hikario tomoshi
Itoshiki oshieo
Idaki

__________________

 TOMORROW IS MY TODAY (09/12/03)

I just feel sad Today
 damaged no more honestly
Confident that Tomorrow
 I'll get better

...I thought you were special...
...I thought you should know...
maybe I was wrong


so pretty soon you'll be
 just a bitter-sweet Memory
-mi "osbecion"-
and finding you again
 when I look on my back
just a bleeding Smile will show you
 how much I care now...

maybe I already forgot you babe

___________________

 JE HE HEYA! (07/12/03)
 ( AT SKABA_&_WLADY PARTY)

He_he_heya
all_Vicentinity_
is_here_tonight
He_he_heya
good_old_friends_
&_pissed_drunk_people
everybody_is_here_this_Night
feel_till_next_early_mornin'_
can't_stop_messin'

        *__*

guess_
we_all_
will_be_
hung-over
_tomorrow

_____________

 LIVING ON THE EDGE 2003

_______________________________________

 NO MORE (10/10/03)
-incomplete-

No more Tears on my ever_green Eyes
 No more Fears inside of Me
Life is a long Show
 and I feel so cool...

I feel in Control

***

_________________

 SLAPDASH (24/09/03)

Your World is a little bit troubled and
Your Stories are a little bit chaotic
I think you just should  find a Remedy
I guess you just should  have a good Reaction
But all you are is
to be Slapdash
(and God knows how many complications you're creating!)

Your Way is a little bit tricky and
Your Game doesn't work now
Please, don't get so low
Please,don't let yourself go
(If you could only catch What’s goin’ on...)
But all you do is
to keep losing your Remote Control
(and honestly Nobody cares!)

I guess your Life needs a Driver
I think your Life needs a Navigator
So please come back to smile
(and drive!)
Come back to the Life
(and fight!)
Till you are in Time
 

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 SHORT FABOLOUS ILLUSION - 2002 part second

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_ANNO_IN_DIVENIRE_ (31/12/02)

Testardo_Ragazzo_
_Sorriso_Beffardo_

Animo_Inquieto_
_di_Zavorra_Gagliardo_

E_Vive_per_

Giorno_che_Verrà_
_Anno_in_Divenire_

Dentro_Rinnovato_
_Spirto_Antico_

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 HEY NASTY MUPPET ! (15/12/02)
(or YOU NARROW-MINDED...)

Hello nasty Muppet, Hey Hey Hey
I really don't wanna know how you're doin'
 but now try to listen, for just one Minute...

I know you hate me
yeah, I can see that in your jealous face
-that bloody Jealousy inside your eyes-
> (uh, I should hate you too, but I don't care)
and I just can tell you
I like to think -for just 1 Second-
 you eating up with Envy

Oh well, you don't have Idea what do I care
I mean you may think that I don't care
 and honestly yeah, it's so in the end

Oh I don't f***ing care about you
 About you & your bloody way to be
 About you & your little nasty world
 About you & that stupid horse-laugh plenty of your Idiocy
You Narrow-Minded

Actually when I try hard to speak with you
-and no one knows how much is hard for me!--
(Hey freak-guy, with those ridiculous shoes
I guess you should go to the Circus eh eh eh)
I'm sure you'll never realize what I tell you
 just because your little mind is unable to dream
 so oppressed and overwhelmed with a secret and deep Envy
-yeah I can feel it,ooh if I can feel it Heey Hey Hey-
(cervello_di_marmo_buono_solo_a_mentire!)

So don't try to look a friend with me
-you know well you'll never be -
and watch out! -Hey Hey Hey!-
If you could only try to face me
 well before make sure to be ready Sucker!
but you'd better keep on stayin'Away from me

So good bye you mean person
 here there's no place for Losers or Cheapskates
and actually there's no Second to waste
Next time see you into your Nightmares ...

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RUNNING THROUGH (29/11/02)
(or ON MY SIDE)
-thanks to Lydia Witt!-

Oh well I feel in pretty good Shape
 in these Days
Just sometimes I get so low...
 ...so I just have to Run-through

RUNNING THROUGH...
 ...away from my bad Troubles
 ...away from this fucking Place
 ...away from some bloody-narrow-minded Fools


Thank God I run on the right Track now,
 and what I know is
 my Friends are ON MY SIDE with me
and if something is wrong oh well...
 ...all I know is
  I just have to Run


Keep on Running through this Life
Keep on Riding through this Why
 with my Friends on my Side
 with my Fire on this Tide

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BLITZ_BESUCH (27/10/02)
(at Lugano Lake with Otmar)

Looking at his clever Face
 and his smart Eyes
Watching the "goods" of the walking Beauties
 around the Street
Laughing for our funny Way
 and the sense of Humor
Remembering the gold-old Times
 in Munich, you German Guy
Talking about Europe
 we have in Mind
Yeah it's always cool

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THINK WHAT A FOOL I'VE BEEN (17/10/02)

Going crazy for you babe
 that's what happened to me
Just a fool for your Love
 so I was that time

Hey, I need your care and comprehension
 you used to tell me
Actually you were just a Slave of your ego
 so worried to contemplate your beautiful face
 in a mirror

And watching your golden Hair
 and that sexy smile
 so innocent
Yeah, think what a Fool
 I've been
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NOT ENOUGH (14/10/02)
-dedicated to a special friend of mine-

People get him wrong sometime
 just because he's complicated
 playing really cool
 surprising everyone...
Maybe this is the Reason why
 the World is not enough

He can hurt sometime
 just because he looks anarchic and complicated
 shocking with a cynical speech
 shaking with a bizarre act...
Probably this is the Why
 the World is not enough

But deep inside his black-white soul
 as a matter of fact
 he's simply shy
 scared to let you show his mysterious emotions...
That's the Reason why
 his World is not enough

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ABOUT A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE
(by a very close friend of mine)

he spins in a world of white and black soda
he walks with his fears
he smiles when you wave at him
he thinks of his future
his only consolation a noise
should he part his hair behind?
no it does not matter to him

he spins in a world of immobility
he tries hard but he falls
he tries to play the part of the Unplayable
he's good but he misses one step
he creates the Free Prufrock Project
it's said he's on a mission
to destroy the solar system
finally at once
finally at once
finally at once

in the room women come and go
talking of Michelangelo

and no one notices that he smiles back at them

****

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MY FRIENDS
(by Red Hot Chili Peppers)

My friends are so depressed
I feel the question
Of your loneliness
Confide... `cause I'll be on your side
You know I will, you know I will

X Girlfriend called me up
Alone and desperate
On the prison phone
They want... to give her 7 years
For being sad

Chorus :
I love all of you
Hurt by the cold
So hard and lonely too
When you don't know yourself

My friends are so distressed
And standing on
The brink of emptiness
No words... I know of to express
This emptiness

Chorus :
Imagine me taught by tragedy
Release is peace

I heard a little girl
And what she said
Was something beautiful
To give... your love
No matter what
And what she said

I love all of you
Hurt by the cold
So hard and lonely too
When you don't know yourself
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SEPTEMBER 11th (09/09/02)
-1 year later-

Empty spaces in Ground Zero
 just filled by our deep Sorrow,
when a sudden Tragedy has
 shaken and shocked
 the Conscience of
 the Western Civilization.
What's happened cannot be forgotten but...

But the Life does still go on
 'cause something has changed
 and now going on.
Showing everything
 from a different Point of View
 the Patience will be our wise Friend
and, rebuilding piece after piece,
 We will keep on smiling,
 covered by far Dreams of a new World,
 underneath blurred Visions of Hope & Peace

(dedicated to my american friends)
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RENDEZVOUS (27/08/02)
(MACBETH-Act I, Scene I-...Revisited:
no witches, just one guy & one girl ...)

I When shall we Two meet again?

II  In sunshine or stormy Weather
all I know is
I wish I reached You again

I  In thunder,lightning,or in rain?

II  In Rain or Shine
sooner or later
I only hope
to see you again Babe

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STARRY SKY (21/08/02)
(or YOU WILD CATT)

Under a starlit Sky
I feel so good

The Night is cold
but you make me hot
and every single Touch of you
is just like a shooting Star
in a windy Night.

Please don't stop to
Ride this starry Sky with me
oh my wild Catt

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NEW VISIONS of HOPE - SPRING 2002

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BACK (09/05/02)

Sono Tornato
Sempre più Inkasinato
Amato o Odiato 
Evitato o Perseguitato

Comunque 
Sono Tornato

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FUCKING BEAST(09/05/02)

Fottuta Bestia Nera
che vivi dentro Me
Assorbi ogni mia Energia
Facendomi vagare Inquieto per la Via
Togliendo Gioje per darmi Noje
Distruggendo Glorie per farmi Storie

Fottuta Bestia Nera
che ti annidi dentro Me
Vuoi farmi spalare Merda
Lasciandomi vivere giorni da Tregenda
Tenendo la mia Fiamma spenta
Urlando alla mia Mente attenta

Ieri ti ho vomitata fuori
per vederti strisciante
E poi ti ho presa a calci
per vederti sanguinante
Con te non c'è Tregua 
Ma non c'è Resa...

Ora la Belva sono Io

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MACBETH, Act I, Scene I
(by William Shakespeare)

I   When shall we three meet againe?
In Thunder, Lightning, or in Raine?
II     When the Hurley-burley's done,
When the battailes lost and wonne.
III    That will be ere the set os Sunne,

I   Where the place?
II   Upon the Heath.
III    There to meet with MACBETH.
I  I come, Gray-Malkin.
ALL   Padock calls anon: faire is foule, and foule is faire,
Hover through the fogge and filthy ayre. (Exeunt)

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STABILE-INSTABILE (11/04/02)

E mi ritrovo qui
 carico di Zavorra
Io Naufrago superstite
 di un Mare
 non più in Burrasca

E sono qui
 tra le Acque ondeggianti
 aggrappato a una Zattera
 che condurrò per nuovi Lidi

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MY WORLD (18/03/02)

Playing Volley on Mondays & Wednesdays
(Trying to call her on Friday)
Teaching thai Girls Italian
Keeping in contact by e-mail with an American Soldier from U.S.
Worked in a Factory for awhile
...
Reading books on Nights before sleep
Organizing the next Trip abroad
Studying Thermodynamics at University every day

---

Watching Volleymatch on Saturdays
(Going out with her on Fridays)
Teaching Guys from Marrakech Italian
Keeping in touch by phone with my Sister in the U.K.
Having a little Job in a Pizzeria
...
Writing Fragments before sleep
Hoping to go far another time
Studying Electrotechnics at home every day

---
Living in a new World
& Trusting in the Future
Living in a new World
& Learning every single minute 
of my Life

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FABULOUS MORNING (17/03/02)

Breathing fresh Air
 in this wonderful Morning...
A white Sunrise lights your Way

Remembering old and new real Friends
 in this sunday Morning...
Let your Dreams be your Guide
 through Knowledge 

Fairytales of Yesterday 
 will grow up but never die...
Feeling so good 
I need to cry for Happiness...
 And I cry!

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BABELE (15/03/02)

Il tuo futuro ...
...impressionata ...
...continuare a farti pare...
...coglioni pieni di studiare...
Crisi passeggera...
...paranoje paure e tristezze...
...prove dure...
...stesso "problema"...
...sta merdaccia che hai dentro...
Life is crazy as it is...
...il tuo dubbio...
...sottrarsi dalle pressioni...
Idee strane...
...tempo infame e prodigo amico...
...profondissima depressione...
...fase di passaaggio lunga e difficile...

Lavora...
...l'unica è lavorare...
...as much as you can hang in there...
Esperienze di vita...
...prendere le distanze...
...imparare la pazienza...
Motivazioni e forza di volontà...
...giusta causa...
....focalizza il problema...
Don't lose hope for a solution...
...cambiamento prolungato d'ambiente...
...lascia perdere...
...it will come ...
...concederti una pausa...
Tieni duro...
...panta rei...
...le novità che la vita riserva...
...not come exatly when you want it...
...schiarisci le idee...
Cosa decidi...
...passerà anche questo momento...
...be strong man...

Tirato fuori dalla merda...
...un'altra ottica...
...the difference in the End...
Più forte...
....conquiste da rinnovare...
...scambio reciproco...
How you broke through your troubled Time...
...risposte che ti attendevano...
...the Answer is in your Own..

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WHAT YOU DO (11/03/02)

You Think & Fall
You Love
 You Burn

You Teach & Learn
You Work
 You Grow


You Play & Joke
You Pray
 You Hope

You Sleep & Scream
You Write
 You Dream

You Cry & Dream
You Live 
 You Learn

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MONDNACHT
(by Joseph von Eichendorff)

Es war, als haett' der Himmel
die Erde still gekuesst,
dass sie im Bluetenschimmer
von ihm nur traemen muesst.

Die Luft ging durch die Felder,
die Ahren wogten sacht,
es rauschten leis die Walder,
so sternklar war die Nacht.

Und meine Seele spannte
weit ihre Pfluegel aus,
flog durch die stillen Lande
als floege sie nach Haus

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6 MESI (10/03/02)

Sei mesi che sembrano cent'anni
Tra ciò che è stato...
... e ciò che sarà
In mezzo l'Abisso

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SWEET NIGHT (06/03/02)

Deep Night,
 the Rain is falling
 and wonderful Thoughts keep me awake

Sweet Night,
 the Wind is blowing
 and fabulous Dreams lead me away

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CHI E'IN GRADO DI RAGGIUNGERE LE STELLE
(by Oscar Wilde)

Siamo tutti nati nel fango, 
ma alcuni di noi 
guardano alle stelle

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AFTER THE HELL (02/03/02)

I wake up
 Feel just fine
I open the Window
 to look Outside

Finally your Mind is free now
Thank God now 
 You've realized 
 Who you are
A white Sun is rising 
 and guides your Way

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RED FIRE (25/02/02)

Don't lose your Head and 
 Be always Cool!
I'll give the Will 
 That will destroy your Madness

Follow your Destiny and
 Hang on!
I have the Love 
 That will fight your Sadness

Live with your coscience and
 Let love be your Energy!
I am the Hope 
 That builds your Dreams

I shall beat your dark Side 'cause 
 I burn inside your Soul 

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A GREAT DAY FOR MY DESTINY (19/02/02)

Black Nights and bad Thoughts
 Fabulous Dreams crash into a black Hole
So deep, so deep
 I'm going crazy, I could die
...
...
But Something has changed now
Thank God I'm still alive
 I'm still in one piece
...
From the Pointbreak to the Matchpoint
BACK TO THE LIGHT

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AUTUMN 2001

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PANDORA (21/11/01)
-italian Version-

Dentro una stanza
 dalle cieche mura
 raccolgo i cocci 
 di un vaso distrutto

Qua & là 
 Pandora imperversa
 mentre fuori 
 va di scena la tempesta
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*_*  (25/11/01)

Every Night
 & every Day
a heavy Storm is falling
 on Myself

I'm looking for a new Door
Where's the Key?
Am I blind now 
or 
are there just empty Spaces around me?
Waiting for the Pointbreak

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MR. SELF DESTRUCTION
(by Nine Inch Nails)

I'm the Voice inside your Head
I'm the Lover in your Bed
I am the Sex that you provide
I am the Hate you try to hyde
 and I control you

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Senza titolo, incompleta(18/11/01)

In una torre d'avorio vivo
 ora di serenità privo
 isolato e della gente schivo
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HERESY
(by Nine Inch Nails)

Your God is dead and no-one cares
If there's a Hell
I will see you there

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IN LIBERO STILE (17/11/01)

Parole liquide
 espressione danno
 a frammenti di pensiero
In libero stile 
 ovunque vanno
 e fluiscono 
 senza trarre in inganno

_______________________________

I DO NOT WANT THIS 
(by Nine Inch Nails)

Don't you tell me 
 How I feel
You don't know
 Just how I feel

    _____________________________

MECCANISMO INCEPPATO (17/11/01)

Dura rialzarsi, dopo un tragico risveglio
 perpetuo travaglio nel mio Ego
 Inquietante alienazione dal Panta Rei
e rinchiuso in una dimensione senza tempo
 il mio Essere si trasfigura

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A CALCI IN CULO (15/11/01)

Parole come projettili
 mi scavano dentro
eterna lotta dentro me

Spalo merda, e zitto incasso
 ma recupererò con il mio passo

Tempi duri, momenti oscuri
 testardo proseguirò per la mia strada

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PIOGGIA e FREDDO (03/11/01)

Freddo sento 
 mentre fuori sibila il vento
Chiudo la porta sbattendo
 eppure piove anche dentro
...
Cerco a fatica una via d'uscita
 ma la strada si fa sempre più in salita
Cerco un riparo in sortita
 prima che finisca anche questa partita
---
Dolci illusioni di ieri 
 spezzate dai cattivi pensieri di oggi
Nuove speranze cercano di farsi largo
 ma intanto in un mare in tempesta m'imbarco


Torno fuori sotto la pioggia battente
 fermo a fissare nuvole nere insistente
Dal cielo io aspetto un segno impaziente 
 bloccato dal freddo e da una paura latente
...
Dal falò della notte precedente
 una piccola fiamma resiste e arde tenacemente
Qualcosa scatta nella mia mente
 per rinfiammare quel fuoco morente
---
Lacrime amare di tristezza 
 si mescolano alle gocce di pioggia acida
Agli spettri del presente si sovrappongono 
 visioni di una nuova rinascita

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REBIRTH (29/10/01)

Another Black Night
 when I can't sleep
My Dreams are Nightmares now
 and I can't breathe
Tears roll down from my evergreen Eyes
 Tears roll down on my lonely Face

Another crucial Day shakes my Mind
A neverending Fight rules inside Me
 What's Done cannot be Undone

Here comes the Future and all I need is to be patient
I just gotta be strong and believe in myself
 forgiving all my Sadness
 cos Love is all we need

A real good Time is over
 but something powerful is coming
Another Goal has to be reached
Finally a  brand new Hope fills my Heart
It's time to Change, it's time to Grow
 and No-one can stop me
Despite your Sadness be happy and hang on
 cos then you'll become Strong

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QUESTIONE DI TEMPO (14/10/01)

Un altra giornata di merda
 Tutto ti sembra tramare contro
Delusione nel tuo volto
 Sconforto nel tuo cuore
E allora ti guardi dentro 
 La tua PARTE NERA senti che sparla
Visioni orribili per il futuro
 Tormenti e sconfitte ti mostra beffarda

Aiuto e consiglio ancora cerco nel MIO FUOCO
Fuoco guerriero perchè dormi? 
 Fuoco guerriero perchè hai deposto l'ascia?
Ti prego, illiminami in questa oscurità
 Ti prego, il mio orgoglio riscalda e le mie forze tempra
Ormai è tempo di rialzarsi 
 Ormai è tempo di combattere
So che non mi lascerai

Non lontano è il giorno della rinascita
Verranno giorni migliori
E allora sii sereno
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APATIA (13/10/01)

Non mi va di parlare
 Non mi va di lottare
Tristezza grigia e indifferenza
 Noja ovunque e fottuta indolenza
Voglia di niente
 Frega un kazzo di niente
. . .
(Silenzio)
When the Hurly-burly's done
 Anche tutto questo finirà

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NOSTALGIA (13/10/01)

Ripenso al tempo passato
 Proprio ora che tutto si è fermato
Oh sì, è stato tutto un bel sentire
 Ma ora non so proprio dove andrò a finire
Nostalgia per quel che è stato
 Io prigioniero del passato
Il cuore si strugge
 E l'animo dal presente fugge
Aspetto un segno dalle stelle
 Presto una nuova era mi ridarà certezze
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QUESTO E'IL MONDO DOVE VIVO (13/10/01)

Sonno inquieto 
 Dolori ovunque
Sguardo scosso e occhi gonfi
 Dentro di me urla e pianti

Paura e angoscia per 'sto KasinoDiMondo
 Tremore e rabbia fino allo spasmo
Ma in giro c'è chi fa finta di non sentire
 In giro c'è ancora chi non vuol capire

Prego ma non credo
 Piango ma è tutto inutile
...
Siamo nati per soffrire
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TRA CUORE & PSICHE (12/10/01)

Solo deserti di solitudine attorno a me 
Il mio fuoco ora non brucia
 E un vento freddo il mio animo gela
Sanguina e langue il mio cuore
 (Black Heart rules)
Sanguina e soffre il mio cuore, 
 (hey,ma batte ancora)

Cattivi pensieri nella mia mente
Rabbia è ciò che provo
 E il rumore il cervello spacca
Chi non combatte schiatta
 E una voce urla "Scappa scappa!"...

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PARANOJA ( FRAMMENTI 2) (12/10/01)

Notte & Incubo
Risveglio & Delirio
Angoscia & Paura
Parole mute & Silenzio assordante

Paranoja
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OHNE GEFUHL (12/10/01)

Hell in my tricky Mind
Empty Spaces in my black Soul
Deep Sorrow inside my lonely Heart
Tears on my blind Eyes

No Words could explain

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NOTTE (09/10/01)

Notte, perchè mi tradisci?
Chiedo quiete, e angoscia porti 
Inseguo un sogno, ma di incubi vivo

Nelle tenebre tu fai da matrona 
E solo in questa oscurità io mi sento 
Ma un nuovo Sole sento che sorge
Un altro Giorno mi ridarà le forze

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SHOCK (09/10/01)

A volte mi piglia un nervoso
 e mi si vede ombroso
Sale l'acido, nello stomaco
 e l'unica cosa che vorrei
E' scomparire

E più ci penso e più non ci sto dentro
 (There's Nothin' you can do about it)
La notte mi assale e io non dormo
 (Wake up in the middle of the Night)
Mi vien da urlare e il respiro si fa corto
 (You can't breathe but you're screaming)
La nausea mi trafigge
 (Argh!)
I don't know how it goes
 All I know is Ain't no escaping 

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ZERO*UNO ( FRAMMENTI ) (09/10/01)

Piacere & Follìa
Gioia & Gloria
Noja & Paranoja
Nostalgìa & Malinconìa
Tristezza & Rabbia
Orgoglio & Riscatto

Zero Uno

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The Author