| the summer is over, so i cant really call the stuff thats going on summer 2001 stuff, but just in case you happen to be interested in the boring garbage that happened in my life during that time.... 1) get help. 2) Click here |
| we're two weeks into my sophmore year and nothing really important is going on. im trying to get ok grades while at the same time....ok well thats about it. ive been hanging out at a preschool with some little kids. theyre really awesome. they run, and jump, and make noises out of boredom like i do. most importantly, they like reptar. theyre being corrupted by the minute, and i figured maybe i could speed up the process. what else? i dunno, ive decided that im going to do some research. im going to compare the theory of evolution to creation theories in a couple of the world's major religions.. im not sure which ones, but i started off with chrisianity because im most familiar with it.. it involves picking up the bible ,among other things....i hope it doesnt burn.. |
| 9-5-01 |
| 9-11-01 |
| Today the world trade center went to the little cement foundation in the sky. Also saying farewell was most of the pentegon. A beautifully planned attack caused everything in the united states to shut down (except for my peice of crap public school system). Anyone who can manage that is worthy of a bit of respect in my mind, even the enemy of the day....osama bin laden. I feel bad for the people on the planes and uhm....yeah sure i uhm feel sorta bad for the stock investor people...uhhhh yeah. also maybe the firefighters, and stupid ass people who tried to stand under the building to tape it as it fell on top of them. i feel sorta disconnected from it all. i seriously think that if mr terrorist dude wanted to screw shit up he should have targeted either media related sites (that would cause fucking chaos), and the congress. i dont know why theyd bother to hunt down our stupid ass president, not that it would have been that hard. every ten minutes the media would give the whereabouts of airforce 1 to keep the stupid americans sedated and lulled by their television |
| 9-15-01 |
| It hurts to hear stupid comments coming from the leader of the bible club at my high school.(not that i can say i didnt expect it) Out of anger and distaste for humanity that stemmed from mr walkers comments: "bomb them all".. i wrote and said a few of my own in the last couple days. i implied....ok so i blatently stated that i thought the people who died basically deserved it. i know it wasnt rational, i feel badly for the people i offened, and for some of the things i wrote on september 12 (above). i hurt my mom, and a couple other people that i care about a lot.. when you fall prey to ignorant comments it sorta hurts. if you pride yourself on rational thought, and fair judgement you start questioning everything.. i do however, still find it HORRIBLE to declare war on a third world nation just because their oppressive government harbors terrorists, just to make americans feel better. i admit that from the looks of things the president is doing a pretty good job handling people and making them feel better. i do see a huge loss of human rights in the united states, and it is this reason that i am going to begin to distance myself from some of the ideas i held before. im still looking for a couple answers. gandhi said "an eye for an eye only winds up leaving the whole world blind" |
| 12-7-01 |
| ive been having an awesome week. everything just seems so calm and perfect. it does worry me though, because when im this happy something always seems to come along and reminds me just how messed up humanity is. oh well, im not dwelling on that. ive been reading stuff in the orwell reader. orwell had some interesting things to say about a lot of stuff. i read an essay he wrote about gandhi. he was so intrigued by gandhi because there seemed to be no question he was afraid to answer. he noted that most western liberals would be scared to aproach certain questions about war, and human rights. gandhi was asked if nonviolence on the part of the state should extend to letting the german jews die during the second world war. he felt that they should have commited collective suicide, so that their lives had some purpose.. i thought it was really interesting, although suicide is forbidden in judaism, and im still fuzzy on whether i think anybody should die for war under any circumstances. it would have achieved his goal of a nonviolent solution. |
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| its been a long time. a lot happens in 2 months. lets see... today was the florida writes test. i think i did ok. i started reading the rest of the hitchhiker's guide series, and i realized how cool it actually is. im on "life, the universe, and everything." what else? i got really lost today on the way home from school cause i took a "shortcut" and all the fucking houses look alike. i came to this dead end with a house overlooking some highway. now aby is on the phone making fun of me for getting lost. im tired and sunburned from wandering around for hours completely confused with my 90 pound backpack (which happened not to contain anything of use to someone who gets lost on a sunny afternoon in the middle of suburbia) wow that was a run on sentence. oh well, it wasnt that bad...i found some cool stuff on the sidewalk after i stopped cursing my mom out to myself for not picking me up. whatever, george w bush is up for a nobel peace prize, and my school has a shooting range. welcome to our reality. :) later. |
| 2-12-02 |
| 3-25-02 well, its been a long time since i wrote stuff. nothing happened lately. tomorrow is the last day before spring break. i cant wait. im tired of school. a whole week and a half where i dont have to listen to mr walker be stupid, or be reminded that my english teacher's substitute doesnt speak english. im going to new york. i cant wait to see the national guard with guns at the airport. guns are cool. i learned that at school....wow that rhymed. hey i stayed awake through the matrix for the first time ever. its so cool. now when i tell people they dont really exist ill have atleast a small basis for argument. im obsessed with human placenta and the chicken dance. yum....placenta. |
| 4-02 got back from new york a while ago. it was cool. i didn't want to come home, and the plane ride home was kind of sad. my new goal is to live on the subway. getting used to the bland taste of florida food again, or trying anyway. the ground is flat, and everyone looks healthy here. it bothers me. damn mickey mouse clothes. i think im done complaining. i saw a space shuttle launch from the plane....it was one of the coolest things ive ever seen. i took a picture, but im not sure how well it came out yet. i saw jacob play. he was cool. i went to new jersey. i dont understand new jersey at all. oh well i guess it is what it is. it snowed---sorta. oh, and if i lived in new york id probably be catholic. my new theory is that ugly places breed ugly religion, and beautiful religion thrives in beautiful places. florida is ugly. on another note....im really getting bored with this. later. |