Ok so we're about 3 weeks into the summer, and i thought i should probably document this one so id remember it. its really a cool summer. i finally feel like im at the end of my confused stage that lasted since 6th grade. im starting to understand the ideas and beliefs ive always had fer the first time. i know who my friends are, and i know who matters, and what is important. everything is in perspective, and its all so great. except for the fact that my beliefs include the extinction of the human race.
Yesterday was the 4th of july, and it was cool. I went to jacob's and we were swimming for most of the day. When it got dark we ran to central park. all these people had their own fucking bombs. it was sort of frightening. When we got to the park the fireworks had just started so we ran to the closest point where they were allowing people, and we found a dirt mound. After declaring the dirt mound our new country, we sat there and watched the fireworks to sickening patriotic music. When the fireworks ended this little kid invaded our country, and we waged war against him. after that got old we just played with him. so then we ran home through the sounds of explosions yelling "everyone to the shelters". 4th of july was cool, and knowing that the 4 yearold and i have settled on an agreement has given me a new sort of hope for the future. |