Sunlight
The sun moved just in the short time it took to go to the house and come back.  Time passes so quickly.  Life is almost like the blink of an eye.  It's so beautiful and so real.  I almost think it's a picture, but I can go there.  Maybe that's why I never felt I was much good at art.  I knew I could never capture true beauty.  A picture is so limited.  Nothing can compare to being there.

The smell of fresh air.  The feeling of breathing in life itself.  The sounds of birds chirping.  Seeing little gnats flying around in the sunlight, like little sparkles in the air.  Sparkling, like the little bits of water on the grass.  I can move.  I can step all over and ever single step is at a slightly different height.  The randomness of grass is so amazing.  The sunlight is captivating.  I never want to walk on flat floor again!  The sky is such a deep blue.  It's beautiful.  Everything's so random and yet so perfect.  There are no walls.  There are no limits.  Everything is everywhere.  Everything is alive.  Life is everywhere.

Almost unnoticed, the sunlight moved about ten feet.  Every moment is so fragile, like an amazingly beautiful flower.  A bee just flew past me.  That made me laugh.  I don't know why.  Oh.  There he went again.  Hehe!  Life is amazing.

Distant hills, full of more trees.  The top of the leaves near me are blue, perfectly reflecting the sunlight, but only from this angle.  Only this moment.  There is one leafless tree, beautifully white, contrasting with the amazing complexity of the green trees, yet having complexity of it's own.  Sunlight now making the tops of the weeds white.  Reflections are so beautiful.  I love sunlight.  There went Mr. Bee again.  Sparkling beads of water.  Within the white of the sunlight, even reflecting on my pen, are all the colors of the rainbow.  Every color is right there.  That's why it's so beautiful.  Everything has a character of it's own.  Everything has a life of it's own.  I don't want to leave, but the sunlight went past the edge.  Are the things that I deem important in my life really important?  Or is this all that matters?  Living as God's creation in God's creation.  There's so much beauty everywhere.  I can still feel the warmth of the sun on my face, but my legs are cold.  Even my back's now cold.  It was nice and warm in the sun.  Why does time go by so fast?  Why is the place I want to be alone, with God, when I know my place in the world is to help others?  What's life all about?  To live love then give love?  Just to show everyone what's right in front of them?  But is it?  They trapped themselves in another world, a world of walls, ceilings, and schedules.  That's not life.  Life is living.  Life is loving every moment.  Life is like the sunlight.  It passes us by, almost unnoticed.  Savor every moment.  Life is too beautiful and too frail to let pass you by.

That is a wonderful smell.  It's too bad it's so cold.  Maybe a jacket.  Or maybe I can go online now.  Is that life?  Well, I've go to think of others too.  It's always here, right?  Ha!  I sound like I'm taking things for granted now!  Hehe!  I'll have way more days like this.  I can remember many, many times feeling overwhelmed by the beauty of nature.  I can't help but feel that way again.

Sunlight makes everything beautiful, even spider webs...

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