OK, so this is the first of my songs that I wrote and I actually liked... well, for a beginner at least. What's it about? Well, it's about me being torn between two guys--I forgot which two exactly, but all I know is that I was torn--and I didn't want to deal with that crap anymore because it was turning me into a person I didn't want to be. Because of love, I was becoming a darker person, ironically. Therefore, "love is my downfall."
Oh yeah, and "love" can be interpreted in any way you want it to be.
With nothing to care about
Or nothing to think about
The dark vortex slowly consumes me
My heart was torn between the two
That it no longer exists
I sit here all alone in my room
Enjoying my loneliness
Chorus
I don't want to deal with issues
I have better things to do
I have lost more than gained
That's why love is my downfall
I was naive, I wanted to know
The mysteries of a guy
But curiosity killed the cat
That's why love is my downfall
Two different people
Two tough decisions
Losing no matter what
I'm left out in the cold
And I welcome the fear
The insanity, the knowledge
My ultimate failure
Chorus
My life is torn
I'm so confused
I hunger for my past
My life is shattered
Darkness swallows me
Don't want this to last
Chorus
