| " Friendship" I'm wearing the scars my friends gave me, crying the tears that run out to sea, wondering if the friendship we had was meant to be... ~Citlali |
| "I Miss You" I miss your smile, I miss your live, I miss you being in denial, I miss you trying to be tough, I miss your face, I miss your talk, I miss your grace, I miss your walk, I miss you as much, I miss you as nearly, I miss your touch. ~Citlali |
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| "I Cry" I cry when I'm lonely, I cry when I'm sad, I cry when I'm homely, I cry when I'm mad, I cry when I'm not with you, I cry when I'm "blind", I cry when I'm blue, I cry when I lose my mind, I cry when I'm happy, I cry when I'm cross. I cry when I see something sappy, I cry when I'm lost. ~Citlali |
| "|-|!G|-|" Bright Lights everywhere, not ever giving a care, I can fly, oh so high, I can do anything I want to do, things are jumping out at me yelling "Boo!" I can't think straight, this takes up time i can't wait, to do it again, over and over, I should also try to get sober, but I don't wanna, this feeling is great, there's no pain, it's probably fate, for me to get this and do this, for all i care everyone can piss themselves, I can do anything, when I have too much my eyes sting, my life is getting crappier, but I don't care `cause I couldn't be happier, this stuff works wonders for me, I can be anything I wanna be, I see dots, I see spots, they're so pretty, pretty like flashing colors, colors of everything, everything in my own little world, my own little world consists of stuff, the stuff that helps me when I've had enough, of life and it's shit. Broken glass, a shattered heart, I need a flashlight everything's dark, dark as a night without stars, as deep as the wounds of my scars, scars that were given to me, when I was out of my mind, when I was little i thought the world was kind, but now I see how I was blind, all I know is that I am right, and forever I'll look at the bright lights, that are all nice,pretty and bright... ~Citlali |
| "Over" First a spark, then a flame, we had a love, no one could tame, he told me lies, he made me cry, I thought he would never cheat, but near the end he had me beat, I was wrong, my friends were strong, they were with me through the thick and the thin, and in the end I did win. ~Citlali |
| "Reality" Out of my mind I must be, suddenly coming closer I did see, caring seemed out of the question, all i could hear was a solid suggestion, reality has finally hit me. ~Citlali |
| "Once Upon a Time" Once upon a time, you became mine, I thought I was happy, our love was so sappy, it took me awhile to realize, I had to get past all the lies, breaking up seemed out of the question, I wish someone else made the suggestion, we tried, I cried, it wasn't working, the love we had was to be lurking, you didn't stay true, I wasn't in love with you, all this i tried to hidem but our relationship slowly tore me up inside. ~Citlali |
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