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| "Revenge" Revenge, sweet revenge, seeing what I want, knowing I'd do whatever it takes to get it, Pain, blood, I want it all, I want someone to sufffer, to bleed, to go through the pain, to know what it feels like to be hurt, how it is to have their life shatter in a million pieces, Inflicting thoughts run through my head, as I think of a plan, a plan of revenge is what i seek. It is what I need, I have anger built up I need to release it, if I don't I'll explode. Revenge is sweet, blood is bitter [so what's the outcome?] is it worth going through all this to get what I want? Someone needs to suffer. I will never get the pain I went through, I'm mad, I need vengeance. But in the end it'll probably be bitter sweet, to make ends meet. ~Citlali |
| "Death" I walk by, a sense of greif takes over me, I break down and cry, I wonder why God took you away from me. No one knows what I'm going through. I wish I died instead, This is too much I can't take it, I went to go back in time, I wanna tell you how much I love you, I would've spent more time with you, I would've listened to youradvice, I now realize life is too short, You always told me to live life to the fullest, I'll never forget that, I'll remember the times we laughed and cried, You were always there for me, and you're gone I dunno what to do. I regret all the times I fought with you, Now your gone, but you're still with me. You'll be in my heart forever, fore "memories last forever, never do they die, true friends stay together and never say goodbye." ~Citlali |
| "Suicidal" It's too easy, but it's too hard, I see the gun in the drawer, I look at the knife right next to it, I glance at the pills across the room, Everything is there, no one knows, no one cares, I'm all alone, I think to myself "Do it, just do it, get over it, the pain will end soon enough." ANother part of says, "Are you insane?" There's a fight in my head. Everything seems to be going wrong. Why not do it? You hear about it all the time, it's no big deal. I take the bottle of pills, they make me dizzy, it'll be over soon. My body is numb, my hands quiver, my feet twitch. Thought go through my head, my heart's racing. As I begin to slowly cut open my wrists, blood gushes out, I can't feel pain. I'm going to pass out soon. But soon isn;t enough, I put the gun to my head, I ask God for forgiveness this is my only way out, I don't want to live anymore, I pull the trigger, everything's black... |
| "Betrayal" You hurt me, you felt the need to lie, when I asked you if you did itm you'd just deny. I can't believe this, I thought you were above this. But obviously you aren't. You backstabbed me, some friend you are. I can't trust you, I can't even stand the sight of you. I wish it was a dream, so it wouldn't be as bad as it seems. When I found out I cried; all I could do was wonder why. What went through your mind? I want to know. I thought you were kind. You have to go. It's to late for excuses. I don't need to hear them, so forget it, regret it. I hope you know what you lost, your evil deed has a cost. You lost a trust, you lost a friend, you're going to live with this, til the very end. ~Citlali |
| "My Heart" My heart says yes, my mind says know, My heart says to stop, my mind says go, My heart trusts him, my mind know I'll get hurt, My heart is dazed, my mind alert, My heart is confused, my mind doesn't know what to do, My heart was wrong, my mind was strong, My heart doesn't know, my mind knows not, My heart has won, my mind has lost, My heart bleeds, my mind knew the cost, My heart came to it's sense after being battered, my mind's love for him shattered, My heart knows heartbreak, my mind knows none, My heart finally awakes, my mind goes numb... ~Citlali |
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