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| Should I wait for you to come back? Or should I move on? Should I believe that one day my dreams would come true? Or should I just try to get over you? I don't know what to think, and I don't know what to say. Is there any way I can make this pain go away? I keep trying to get over this, I don't know what to do, maybe it's just that I'm still in love with you. I want to get over everything, everything you used to say, like that you wanted to marry me one day. We were foolish, we were bad, but in the end, it was very sad. We've grown apart, I can't deny, I'm tired of living such a lie. Now make a wish, and close your eyes, sorry but, there's no suprise... ~Citlali |
Secret I can't say a word, all I can do is gaze, I can't tell a single soul, my love is all a haze, no one knows, and I will never tell, I can't speak, my heart for you does dwell, I can't help the way i feel, it just so happens to be, I can't get over you, I wish you would be with me, I act so no one will know, this secret eats me up inside, the truth to me does hurt, so all I can do is hide, emotions are controlling me, I hate the feeing of not having you so much, I tried to get over this, but I long for the warmth of your touch, no one will know, no one will ever find out, I can't let the truth be told, I try my best to not cry out, what I do and what I don't say, I take this secret to my grave, no one will know my wish, my love for you will be saved, it hurts me to see you happy, it hurts me to see you cry, I just want you to be with me, I'm tired of living a lie, I can't ever say anything, I can't even utter a word, I want this feeling to pass by, without being overheard, I will keep this to myself, no one has to know, I hope this soon will be over, and this feeling won't ever grow, I love you way too much, I don't know what to say, but I will keep it to myself, and get over this day by day... ~Citlali |
Why? Why is it over? Why I can't I be with you? Is it because you're older? Or was our love just not true? If our love was not true, why were we together? I wish could've known what to do, how we could've made it better, I thought you loved me, you thought I loved you, I guess we couldn't see, that our love wasn't really true. Our love was blind. Why was this so? What went through your mind? That made you stoop so low. So tell me again, why is it over? Explain. Why can't I be with you? Was it because you're older? Or was our love just not true? ~ Citlali |
| "Hurting" Why am I hurting? Tell me please, oh why. What's this feeling in me burning? Why do I want to cry? How do I make it go away?, I'm such a wreck, I want this feeling gone, put me in check, How come I couldn't get up after I fell? Why am I in emotional hell? Why do I feel helpless and lost? Make me all betterm I will pay the cost. What's wrong with me? What can I do? I'm insignificant like an old chewed up shoe, make me better, I don't want this pain, help me feel like I have something to gain, after all the battles of everyday life, sometimes I just want to end it with a knife. Take away these suicidal thoughts, but I don't want any therapists or stupid cops, I want to be me again when I was young, everything to happy melodies that were sung. Because now all I have is great pain, looking at my scars I see great shame; in myself, all I had were lies, I dare not look in the mirror, fore my eyes; hold all the bruises and scars, on my face a dazed look surrounded by stars, that show me what I could've been, evil surrounds me like a great shark fin. I'm drowning in my own tears, all that control me are emotions and fears, I dunno what to do, I dunno where to go; how the hell is anyone gunna know, how I feel there's nothing for me, but to steal and try to be free. I should run away, go somewhere else; seems like everyone is determined to make my life living hell. Can't anyone see I just don't wanna hurt; I don't wanna be stepped on like dirt. I'm tired of change, I want help because; I want things to be the way they used to be, I don't want fiery waves crashing over me; I'm drowning in the tears I made into a sea. I just want to be with my friend; that I know will help me til the pain ends. |
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