Dear Journal,
I have been to one to many weddings this month!!! I had one last weekend and one this weekend. I think I have wedding fever, making my focus not really on God lately because of it! I just think about what I want to look like on my wedding day!
It seems selfish but it is true! I honestly can't wait for my wedding day (even though I believe that I wont be getting married for about 10 years).
Love ya,
Krysta
Dear Journal,
Should I crawl in a hole and die? Someone told me today that since I have Cerebral Palsy that I shouldn't be alive right now, because I cant live a full life. It was vert traumatic, then as soon as they said it they felt bad, but they did still mean it? Should I not have a chance at life because of my disability?
Why can't I be a normal teenager? Why cant I just sit back and relax and not have to worry about all the physical therapies? I wanna cry right now!
So I haven't had a lot of fun today, since all that happened. But oh well what can I say, I must rise above them and help them see the truth.
Love ya,
Krysta
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