Dear Journal,
Todd was so hot today in Math class. He sits right in front of me now. I can't seem to get my work done now. Oh well, having Todd sit in front of me is awesome! His wavy blonde hair and his big muscular shoulders, just scream out to me, that I want to be with him.
Oh, but who am I kidding, he only dates the girls that he wants to date, he would never go out with a virgin like me. (Even though he is going out with Andrea, the Christian girl, at the moment) I wonder what's up with that.
Oh well, boys will be boys, and would I ever be comfortable with someone like Todd? I mean I want to date and all, but guys are scared because of my committment to purity.
Love ya,
Krysta
Dear Journal,
can't believe that it has been 6 months since I had Scott as my boyfriend. It seems just like yesterday, that I was dating him. It hurt a lot. It hurt my relationship with God. Thank you, God, for getting me out of that relationship. I'm afraid of going through that again. I'm afraid that my next boyfriend won't be a Christian. I don't want anything to hurt my relationship with God ever again!!!
Love ya,
Krysta
Dear Journal,
Todd is cute! I just wish he was dating me instead of Andrea. It hit me today, "I'm Christian, shouldn't I be fair game if Andrea is?" Oh well. God will show me what to do. I do really need to learn to trust in Him and lean on His own understanding. Yes I do realize that I have a strong commitment to Christ, but I feel so arrogant and hypocritical sometimes. I really should let go and let God take care of Me.
Love ya,
Krysta
I feel bad. I got into a fight with my sister today because of a conversation I had with her best friend. Her best friend thinks that I can't make it until I'm married to kiss someone and that just makes me mad!
She started kissing boys about 5 years ago and so she told my sister that made here feel inferior to me!
Oh well, as Eleanor Roosevelt said "No one can make you feel inferior, without your own consent"
Love ya,
Krysta
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