| March 28, 02: I just made another web page! Wow! Ain't that some stuff? As for school? To all u who know what's up, not much has been goin down lately. I'm sick of all this drama! Guys who threaten 2 beat up girls are NOT KOOL!! Don't you agree? March 30, 02: I just got back from the gym and I'm enjoying a nice, kool slushy. Mmmmmm!! Feelin good. No worries. I have no scanner and I need pics of my friends. Can NE one send me some? TX! April 3, 02: MAW's 18th BDay!! Hazaar!! April 5, 02: Eli Pasquale sux!! But NEway, who would have thought playing at the park at night would be so much fun? I have 2 find a book for my CCiv book report. It has 2 be read by monday. Oh well!! April 11, 02: Is it too early to be bloody sick of school? I can't take it! Talent show rehearsal is way too stressing! How can something a love doing so much make be so aggravated?! I don't care. Those few notes are all worth it! Fack fackity fack fack!! April 18, 02: Itz the closing nite of the show 2nite! I'm so excited!! I love singing! Everybody who hasn't seen the show should go see it 2nite and those who have will prolly see it again! Oh ya, and The Origin is my new favourite band! April 22, 02: I think I'm gonna use this journal entry to say that I hate school with a burning passion!! I'm so tired! How can I get out of going to post secondary education for at least another 4 years without becoming a bum?! Does NEone know? April 24, 02: Did some growing up today but I don't know what to say exactly. Hmmm.......I feel bad about the whole situation. I guess it took me a while. But NEwho, the dance is 2nite!! Should b fun! April 25, 02: U know that last entry? ... screw that!!! I think I have 2 do some tai chi just 2 calm down now! Grrr....... I'm sorry but the Sound of Music Sing-A-Long was just not worth the $15! It got a little boring at the end. Booo....urns! April 28, 02: That was quite the mini road trip last nite! 4 ppl in the backseat does NOT work! I don't care if I don't have my N, I'm just glad I don't have 2 pay 4 gas! April 29, 02: I don't know what to think about this whole Father Phil thing. I don't know about what happened in the past, but I do know what he's done for our school now and technically that shouldn't change anything, but still... I wish I never heard about this whole thing! Itz funE how news can totally change our impressions of ppl. May 1, 02: So Father Phil resigned and now I guess everyone can finally sleep at night knowing that such evil has been cast out of the Christian community. I don't know what I wanted the result to be to begin with but I know that I don't feel any better about it. It's not so much the fact that he resigned, as it is the reaction of some people. One chick in the paper acted like he was the spawn of Satan. Like c'mon, we all know what kind of person he is now and it was prolly the right thing to do to resign. But I think a little more tact and compassion is needed in this situation. I'm not justifying what happened, I just don't think we need to act like some great evil has been banished from our lives! On a "lighter" note, what's the deal w/ grad? I think on our grad night people should have the option to drink or not to drink. (no pun intended) But at the same time we shouldn't need alcohol to go to after grad. Itz not a big deal either way. May 2, 02: Water Aerobics are so much fun!! I hate it when ppl get naked in the change rooms! Like, i know itz a change room, but plz! That's just gross. May 7, 02: I hate it when ppl try 2 be a part of jokes that they have no part in!! That's all I have 2 say! May 11, 02: The gr. 7 dance was so much fun! That little gr. 7 boy was fully mackin on all the gurls! It was so precious! But yeah, grad pranks be starting soon! I can't wait! May 19, 02: I can't believe I have 2 go 2 school 4 another fackin 4+ years! I can't handle it! NEwho, Turn Aournd Day is comin up in a bit and we haven't learned R song yet! Fack! But yeah, itz gonna B fun! All talent scouts come listen 2 me sing so I won't have 2 go 2 school NEmore! May 21, 02: Itz funE how stuff comes 2gether sometimes! But yeah, I'm not excited about going 2 TO 4 WYD. Seems like no bigs. Itz not like I'll see NEone I knew & I already fackin screwed shit up by not writing 2 NEone in 4ever. Why am I so lazy? I'm fully taking boxing this summer! I need an outlet for my rage at the hos! Like that bitch who stole my hair! No u cannot pull that off! What r u thinking? BTW ppl, if I come across as all morbid n such in these, I'm not really. I'm a shy little gurl. Sometimes ppl get mad and that's what stands out most. The good stuff: not so much. May 26, 02: I really don't want 2 read my Civ book. Itz so boring! I need distractions! Some1 distract me!! That's all I have 2 say 2day. June 11, 02: This sux! My family is going away 2 Jamaica and I have 2 stay here and miss my own grandma's funeral cuz of stupid provincial exams! At least I there's only 2days of school left. I have that 2 look 4ward 2! And all that grad stuff 2. June 21, 02: Oh my gosh! I'm graduating in a week! What am I gonna do with the rest of my life? It sux cuz there's what I really want to do (which isn't bloodly likely) and what I prolly should do. Whatev, I'm sure it'll work out. I'm feeling avoided right now, in more ways than one. What did I do now? Fack it! I'm graduating! I shouldn't have 2 worry about useless junk! One of the best things about summer is u get 2 choose who u have 2 b around every day! July 5, 02: My brother Je is here from TO. Actually, he's been here for a while but I haven't got around to updating this. So...I graduated. Itz not as much of a deal as gr. 7 grad was, but whatev, itz over w/ and now I can enjoy my summer. I feel like I've already run out of things to do; u can only wander around downtown so much! At least the crack fiends are entertaining! So yeah, Flavour of the month: Sean Biggerstaff! He plays Oliver Wood in Harry Potter. (Shut up! It was a good movie!) But that's all I have to say about that. July 11, 02: DAMNIT!!! They're holding auditions for Popstars 3 at Mayfair and I just happen 2 b out of the fackin city!! I know I prolly won't go very far in the competition or whatev, but what pisses me off is that I don't even have a chance 2 try out! And now I'll nevR know! That's a bite in the ass if ever I've felt one! And Victoria's such a small city so the odds r good. Unless u don't show up! ARRGGHH! Now I'm gonna b pissed off every time I see the show! July 14, 02: ENT! I'm kinda almost getting excited about WYD in TO. I'm making a mix cd 4 the trip n everything! Wow! But yeah. I really really h8 it when ppl lie. Like what's the point? Just tell me the truth, I'm not gonna get mad at u! Itz just annoying. Do u like the new song? I do! Itz devious! July 20, 02: So yeah. My b-day was yesterday and the vast majority of my friends are away so I spent it at home. That deserves a big ENT! NEwho, I'm leaving 4 TO on the 22, 1st thing in the morning and I'm still not that excited. Meh... I wish MAW Sass and Chels didn't leave 4 TO early! Now who am I gonna talk 2 on the plane? Aug 1, 02: So I got back from TO on the 29th and I fully planned 2 take up this whole page w/ stuff that happened on my trip, but rite now it doesn't look so good cuz most of what I can remember is the not-so-peachy of the trip. Neway, I'll try 2 sum it up as best as I can. 1st of all I would just like 2 say that I was incredibly dissappointed w/ the attitude of some of the Americans on the trip.It seemed like the were mainly concerned about boasting there country as oppose 2 the real reason why we were at WYD. But that's not the worst part! During the Pope's welcoming mass as a few representatives were stating the names of various countries, I noticed a group of ignorant morons beside me, who, when Iraq was mentioned began to boo loudly. I was so incredibly shocked and apalled, but as if somehow that wasn't bad enough, I heard them say, "Let's boo Canada." and sure enough they did just that. Ok. Right then I had 2 say something, so I started going off 2 Sas and MAW about how ppl could act like that at all let alone on WYD infront of the Pope. I'm sure they heard me but I doubt they even cared. Ppl like that need 2 save it 4 their Nazi meetings and not bring that shit 2 WYD. (See, I told u this would concentrate on the bad things!) Ok let's talk about something good! Aside from those few Americans, the spirit of fellowship between everyone else was sweet! U could walk down the street and start up a convo w/ NEone even if they didn't speak ur language very well! Itz the coolest thing 2 feel so connected 2 over 300,000 ppl around ur age who share the same beliefs as u. It was so awesome! ANd I can't come back from WYD and not talk about Popey! He looked so little and frail and yet strong somehow cuz he was still making jokes about his age and serving as a leader 4 a mass of ppl. I'm not gonna talk about the antics at the school I was staying at, (Such as the ridiculous curfew, rancid muffins and kicking out the YFC) but I will say that it was really hot and there was no shelter at Downsview so I'm sure I have skin cancer now. The one nite we slept outside it had 2 rain and we got drenched. The mystery food was gross but we were so hungry we ate it NEway and the water they gave us was always warm. And the walking! My feet still hurt! But I guess it wouldn't be a pilgrimage otherwise! :) NEway it was an experience that I will never 4get! Oh yeah! I met this girl named Sarah. She was in r group and was really cool! Aug 21, 02: Ok ya, I know itz been a while! Sorry 2 keep the um..."fans" waiting. Ha! I guess that would b Emma and her multiple personalities! But ya. There's not really much 2 say about this summer except my guy friends r women and that "band" downtown was full of "crazy mutha fuckers"! Good times. Ppl get back from Spain soon. I'm excited. I miss them. I need a job! Someone hire me! K, I'm out. Wait, Austin Powers 3 is a funny, funny movie. Now I'm done Aug 27. 02: Sweetness! Got me an interview 2morrow!! I really hope I get this job or else I'm gonna b a bum 4 the rest of my life! So yeah, itz kinda a big deal. Other than that, not much has been going on lately cuz everyone (cept me) is getting ready 4 school and such. I'm all alone! Oh well, what can u do? I can't believe Tamyra got kicked off American Idol!! What r u ppl thinking? That's ridamndiculous is what it is!! Sept 01, 02: K, what day is it 2day? Sunday? Ya, so on Fri nite a bunch of us decided 2 go bowling rite, then after that while we were outside figuring out what 2 do next, these nasty lookin chicks walk by. Ofcourse Matt's gonna b the one 2 say something rite. So yadda yadda yadda, the 2 of them come after Matt and one takes a running swing at him and misses and decks her friend in the head! (highlight #1 of the evening) So then I was like, u guys better get on up outta here. And I was telling them 2 walk on and such when this nasty bitch decks me in the face! So I hit her and her friend a couple times, but I honestly couldn't tell u the extent of what I did cuz I don't really remember (it was pretty quick) but apparently I fucked em up and I only got 2 hits on me. NEway, then there were more words exchanged and then all of a sudden D goes and blows his whistle (highlight #2) and just as we get outta sight the cops show up (sez Matt) and yeah. To sum up, it wasn't my fault, she hit me first...but it felt damn good 2 get her back...yeah. Sept 17, 02: Ya, I know itz been a while but that's b/c there has been dick all going on lately and my life is dull and boring. That'll give ya something 2 marinate on. Nov 18, 02: Once again it's been fackin 4ever since I updated this shit but now I'm bored and I have nothing 2 do untill I go 2 work so I figured...why the hell not? Ok, there r some things that I fully miss about high school, like seeing my friends every day, but there is so much less drama in my life now. Naturally there is still the residual drama of the few fuck heads that u just can't 4get that easily but otherwise it's not 2 bad. So I'm not a bum NEmore. I got a job (yay Sears) and I got my N but now I have 2 pay 4 gas and insurance and monthly car payments and that kinda sux ass, but still, I am no bum! The only thing that bothers me about Sears is that mostly old ladies shop in ladies wear, no guys! Stupid Mopseys. And I hate it when ppl ask me stupid questions like, "Where can I find a pair of pants that fit good." or "How do I get out of here?" Cripes! I hate George Bush! He's stupid and he's gonna start a war and kill us all! And who chokes on a pretzel? Idiot! Dec 20, 02: So I went to see LOTR:TTT yesterday. Good fackin movie. Orlando...mmmm. But ofcourse it was good besides Orlando Bloom's hotness. But yeah, it looks like I'll b seeing it again 2morrow. I honestly can't wait. But yeah, in other news, some ppl really, really suck cuz u find out that just about everything u admired about them in the first place are lies and all ur left w/ is shit and lies and nobody likes that. And the worst part is that after u tell urself ur not going 2 deal w/ shit and lies again, u always do and end up getting pissed off, and thus the cycle continues. Ah well, my friends r back in town and I'm happy and that's all I care about! And on that note I have the best friends ever! (With some exceptions ofcourse) I'm excited 4 r Christmas thing 2nite! Woohoo! Keep the Christ in Christmas ppl! |
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