Dear Mr. Gates:

 

 

 

 

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Date:  Fri, 6 March 2009  9:59 WesternIndonesiaTime

Subject:  Messages For My Consent From Oscar 2009 "Slumdog Millionaire"

 

 

 

 

 

 

British director Danny Boyle holds the Oscar for best director for his work on 'Slumdog Millionaire' during the 81st Academy Awards Sunday, Feb. 22, 2009, in the Hollywood section of Los Angeles.

(AP Photo/Matt Sayles)

Mon Feb 23, 12:35 AM ET

 

"Slumdog Millionaire" actresses Rubina Ali (R) and Freida Pinto hold their Oscar at the Governors Ball during the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California February 22, 2009.

REUTERS/Lucas Jackson

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-BALL)

Mon Feb 23, 3:56 AM ET

 

 

 

"Slumdog Millionaire" producer Christian Colson (L) holds the Oscar for best film next to presenter Stephen Spielberg backstage at the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California, February 22, 2009.

REUTERS/Mike Blake

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-BACKSTAGE)

Mon Feb 23, 1:35 AM ET

 

Writer Simon Beaufoy poses with his award for best adapted screenplay for "Slumdog Millionaire" backstage at the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California, February 22, 2009.

REUTERS/Mike Blake

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-BACKSTAGE)

Mon Feb 23, 3:34 AM ET

 

 

 

Composer A.R. Rahman displays the Oscars for achievement in music for both original song and original score for his work on the film "Slumdog Millionaire" at the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California, February 22, 2009.

REUTERS/Mike Blake

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-BACKSTAGE)

Mon Feb 23, 1:05 AM ET

 

Composer A.R. Rahman performs Oscar nominated original song "O Saya" from "Slumdog Millionaire" during the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California February 22, 2009.

REUTERS/Gary Hershorn

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-SHOW)

Mon Feb 23,12:48 AM ET

 

 

 

Ian Tapp (L), Richard Pryke (C) and Resul Pookutty celebrate with their Oscars for achievement in sound mixing for "Slumdog Millionaire" backstage at the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California, February 22, 2009.

REUTERS/Mike Blake

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-BACKSTAGE)

Mon Feb 23, 3:45 AM ET

 

Anthony Dod Mantle poses with his Oscar for achievement in cinematography for "Slumdog Millionaire" at the Governors Ball during the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California February 22, 2009.

REUTERS/Lucas Jackson

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-BALL)

Mon Feb 23, 3:47 AM ET

 

 

 

'Slumdog Millionaire' child actor Azharuddin Mohammed Ismail looks up as somebody takes his photo, in his home in a slum in Bandra, suburban Mumbai, India, Thursday, Feb. 26, 2009. The child stars of the Oscar-winning 'Slumdog Millionaire' have returned to India to a chaotic, but rousing, heroes' welcome, following their appearance on the red carpet at the recent Oscar ceremony, where the movie 'Slumdog Millionaire,' a tale of hope amid adversity set in Mumbai, was awarded eight Oscars, including best picture and best director for Danny Boyle.

(AP Photo/Gautam Singh)

Thu Feb 26, 2:28 PM ET

 

Chris Dickens holds his Oscar for achievement in film editing for "Slumdog Millionaire" backstage at the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California, February 22, 2009.

REUTERS/Mike Blake

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-BACKSTAGE)

Mon Feb 23,12:07 AM ET

 

 

 

 

After successfully won 4 awards at the 66th annual Golden Globe 2009, the Slumdog Millionaire again achieving another even more successful moment by obtaining 8 Oscar awards in the 81st Academy Awards 2009 including the prestigious Best Picture, along with the other seven Oscars for Best Director, Best Adapted Screenplay, Cinematography, Sound Mixing, Film Editing, Best Original Score and Best Original Song.

For me it becomes another kind of message related with my consent to move out of this world to the eternity. Like mentioned in my previous letter "Golden Globe 2009 ‘Slumdog Millionaire’ ", if my moving out of this world should be after your helping me realize the "test", I surely would become some kind of "Slumdog Millionaire", since I have been living with the support of my brother and sister for many years.

In that movie the actress is Freida Pinto, whose first name sounds like Mrs. Frieda my counter-sales manager when I worked at Toyota cars showroom of Astra. So it is like related with my plan to make land journey through out Indonesia as a part of the 'test'.

Other persons in the Slumdog Millionaire movie that seem related with my consent are: A.R. Rahman who won for Best Original Score, his name reminds me with Rahma’s name. Writer Simon Beaufoy for Best Adapted Screenplay, his first name sounds like "Si Monyong" related with my rather protruded mouth which in Indonesian called "monyong". Jai Ho for Best Original Song, the first word "Jai" is like my old friend Syahrial, now a police officer, whose nick name is Jay. Anthony Dod Mantle for Cinematography, his name Dod Mantle is like reminding me with Doddy Al Fayed who died in the car accident with Lady Diana. Chris Dickens for Film Editing, he posed by holding his Oscar on top of his head like to remind me to move up to the eternity. Ian Tapp, Richard Pryke and Resul Pookutty for Sound Mixing, like about "rich art".

Moreover, the 8 Oscars achieved as compared to the 4 achieved in Golden Globe, becoming like a message about My 2009 Resolution, From Single Four To Double Four, because 8 is double four.

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

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Date:  Fri, 6 March 2009  10:15 WesternIndonesiaTime

Subject:  Also From Oscar 2009 Best Actor/Actress And The Supportings

 

 

 

 

 

 

British actress Kate Winslet holds the Oscar for best actress for her work in 'The Reader' during the 81st Academy Awards Sunday, Feb. 22, 2009, in the Hollywood section of Los Angeles.

(AP Photo/Matt Sayles)

Mon Feb 23, 12:06 AM ET

 

Sean Penn poses with his best actor Oscar for "Milk" backstage during the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California, February 22, 2009. REUTERS/Mike Blake

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-BACKSTAGE)

Mon Feb 23,12:45 AM ET

 

 

 

Actress Kate Winslet and husband director Sam Mendes arrive at the Vanity Fair Oscar party with her Oscar for Best Actress on Sunday, Feb. 22, 2009, in West Hollywood, Calif.

(AP Photo/Evan Agostini)

Mon Feb 23, 5:47 AM ET

 

Sean Penn, nominated for an Oscar for best actor in a leading role for his work in 'Milk,' and his wife Robin Wright Penn arrive for the 81st Academy Awards Sunday, Feb. 22, 2009, in the Hollywood section of Los Angeles.

(AP Photo/Matt Sayles)

Sun Feb 22, 7:36 PM ET

 

 

 

Sean Penn, fourth from left, holds the Oscar for best actor for his work in 'Milk' during the 81st Academy Awards Sunday, Feb. 22, 2009, in the Hollywood section of Los Angeles. He is joined by past best actor winners British actor Ben Kingsley, left, Robert De Niro, second from left, Adrien Brody, third from left, Michael Douglas, second from right, and British actor Anthony Hopkins, right.

(AP Photo/Matt Sayles)

Mon Feb 23, 12:25 AM ET

 

From left, British actress Kate Winslet holds the Oscar for best actress for her work in 'The Reader', Sean Penn holds the Oscar for best actor for his work in 'Milk', and Spanish actress Penelope Cruz holds the Oscar for best supporting actress for her work in 'Vicky Cristina Barcelona' during the 81st Academy Awards Sunday, Feb. 22, 2009, in the Hollywood section of Los Angeles.

(AP Photo/Matt Sayles)

Mon Feb 23, 1:28 AM ET

 

 

 

Former Oscar winners from left, Joel Grey, Kevin Kline, Alan Arkin, Christopher Walken and Cuba Gooding Jr., make the award presentation for best supporting actor, won by the late Heath Ledger, during the 81st Academy Awards Sunday, Feb. 22, 2009, in the Hollywood section of Los Angeles. (AP Photo/Mark J. Terrill)

Mon Feb 23, 1:12 AM ET

 

Actress Penelope Cruz poses backstage with her Oscar after winning best supporting actress at the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California, February 22, 2009.

REUTERS/Mike Blake

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-BACKSTAGE)

Mon Feb 23,12:37 AM ET

 

 

 

The family of Heath Ledger, mother Sally Bell (L), father Kim Ledger and sister Kate Ledger, pose with the Oscar for best supporting actor for "The Dark Knight" backstage at the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California, February 22, 2009.

REUTERS/Mike Blake

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-BACKSTAGE)

Mon Feb 23, 3:45 AM ET

 

Spanish actress Penelope Cruz arrives at the Vanity Fair Oscar party with her Oscar for Best Supporting Actress on Sunday, Feb. 22, 2009, in West Hollywood, Calif.

(AP Photo/Evan Agostini)

Mon Feb 23, 5:50 AM ET

 

 

 

 

Message about my consent also comes from the Oscar 2009 Best Actor/Actress and Best Supporting Actor/Actress.

Oscar 2009 Best Actor is Sean Penn. His last name “Penn” is like the word “pen”, a famous tool for writing, like related with my writing this Closing the Windows of Disasters. Sean Penn’s wife is actress Robin Wright, whose last name “Wright” sounds like the word “write”.

Oscar 2009 Best Actress is Kate Winslet. Part of her first and last name can become “Ka Win”, like Indonesian word “kawin” which means “married”, like related with My 2009 Resolution, From Single Four To Double Four to get married in this year before I die. Her husband is director Sam Mendes, whose name sounds like “as A.M., me end”.

Oscar 2009 Best Supporting Actress is Penelope Cruz. When she first became popular around year 2001, it was at the time I began my approach to Rahma Sarita. And Penelope Cruz’ Spanish look is rather similar to Rahma Sarita’s Middle East look, I mentioned it to Rahma in one of my letters.

And, this is the most important thing, Oscar 2009 Best Supporting Actor is the late Heath Ledger, who died after playing as Joker in his successful movie Batman Dark Knight. So you can see the connection, Penelope Cruz who has the rather similar look with Rahma, is paired with the death actor Heath Ledger, for Oscar Best Supporting Actor/Actress in 2009. It is like to remind me that I should marry Rahma Sarita whereas she would become like my aunt Emma who still alive after her husband died many years ago.

Also the message is about Joker, I should keep cheer up, keep happy, although I should meet the end of my life soon, for the good of human being in this world.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

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Date:  Fri, 6 March 2009  14:45 WesternIndonesiaTime

Subject:  Failure of "O Saya" By "Jai Ho"

 

 

 

 

Music director A.R. Rahman holds his two Oscar award trophies at his residence in the southern Indian city of Chennai February 26, 2009. Rahman won the Oscars for achievement in music for both original song and original score for his work on the film 'Slumdog Millionaire'.

REUTERS/Babu (INDIA)

Thu Feb 26, 1:22 AM ET

 

 

 

A.R. Rahman performs during the 81st Academy Awards Sunday, Feb. 22, 2009, in the Hollywood section of Los Angeles. Rahman won the Oscar for best original song 'Jai Ho' from the motion picture 'Slumdog Millionaire.'

(AP Photo/Mark J. Terrill)

Mon Feb 23, 12:07 AM ET

 

Composer A.R. Rahman performs Oscar nominated original song "O Saya" from "Slumdog Millionaire" during the 81st Academy Awards in Hollywood, California February 22, 2009.

REUTERS/Gary Hershorn

(UNITED STATES)

(OSCARS-SHOW)

Mon Feb 23,12:47 AM ET

 

 

 

 

Something interesting about A.R. Rahman, who obtained the Oscars for achievement in music for both original song and original score from his work on the film "Slumdog Millionaire".

Actually there were two songs of him that entered the nomination, "O Saya" and "Jai Ho". But later on it was "Jai Ho" that won the Oscar for original song. Besides his name A.R. Rahman that sounds a little bit like Rahma Sarita's name, his two songs nominated for the Oscar also seem like related with my relationship with Rahma Sarita.

"O Saya", is like having the meaning of "zero me" or "I die". Because "saya" in Indonesian word has the meaning of "I" or "me".

While his other song "Jai Ho", its first word "Jai" is like the name of my old friend Syahrial, whose nick name is "Jay" and works as a police officer.

It becomes like related with my relationship with Rahma in 2001, whereas after my failure to get her, she married a police officer. As if, "Jai Ho" won against "O Saya" in 2001. And in fact, it was "Jai Ho" that won Oscar 2009 for original song.

But the important thing from this matter is about my consent. My suffering from sever broken heart in 2001 could have easily caused me to die, yet I still alive, probably because it was not the first time of such broken heart, I had experienced it more than once before.

Since now I have the consent to move to the eternity, I think there should be an effort of turning it the other way around. No longer as a man with no much money that suffer from broken heart again, but as a man with million dollars having beautiful wife, going through the "test". I never had this experience before, so it might cause me to die from a heart attack. As long as it will be for the good of human being in this world, I think I should take this chance of having the "test". So please help me realize the "test", for the good of this world and the human being living in this world.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 


 

 

Thank's,

A.M. Firmansyah

[email protected]

Tel. +62812 183 1538

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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