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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Mon, 22 December 2008 10:58 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: The Painters With "Ander"
My previous letter of "The First Goal By Nemanja And The Failed Goal By Anderson" was written on Friday 19 December 2008 at 13:38 o'clock, after I went to a Friday afternoon prayer at the mosque. Or it was still early small hours after midnight of Friday in U.S. time. Yet its upload to the Internet was postponed, because sometimes I needed to digest my own writings to make sure nothing was left or miswritten. The upload took place on the next day. On Saturday morning, I browsed Yahoo News Photos to find president George W. Bush photos, after the last time I did it on 16 December 2008 about the shoe. And what a surprise for me to find that on Friday 19 December 2008 president George W. Bush had an event of unveiling his portrait, painted by Robert Anderson, at the National Portrait Gallery in Washington. While the painting of First-lady Laura Bush, unveiled on the same day, was painted by Aleksander Titovets. Secretary of the Smithsonian Institution, G. Wayne Clough, was also there to help the unveiling of the President's and First Lady's paintings. Both of the painters have the names that contain "ander", Robert Anderson and Aleksander Titovets. As if related with my letter "The First Goal By Nemanja And The Failed Goal By Anderson" about "......Anderson's name sounds like 'under, so end', as if a message for me that if I went to the event at Dijan Kemang on that 18 December 2008, in which 18 is like the CD license plate for Australian corps diplomatic cars in Jakarta, and Australia is known as the 'down under', it would be like my ending my consent to move to the eternity. Just like when Anderson failed to make a goal...."
Date: Mon, 22 December 2008 11:33 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: President Bush Under The Crossing-Lines Ceiling
There is something important about president Bush' photo under the crossing-lines ceiling during the unveiling of his portrait at the National Portrait Gallery in Washington, December 19, 2008. It reminds me to make another explanation regarding the possibility that my having "the consent to move to the eternity for the good of human being" raised the notion that I am only searching for popularity by acting like Jesus the savior of the world. I have explained about this in my letter to president Bush on 2 March 2004 with the title "Far Below Jesus" whereas I mentioned ".....I am nothing but an ordinary human being, far below Jesus Christ. I have no ability to raise the death, or to heal the blind, or to make a shape of bird and turn it into a real bird. It is all far beyond my reach...." The reason for me of having the consent to move to the eternity for the good of human being is like I mentioned in "Closing the Window of Disaster": because my previous experiences make me feel as if I often became like a bait that trigger huge disasters. As a human, of course I still have a choice, so I choose to move to the eternity if my existence in this world was only to become the bait that trigger huge disasters. Besides, I prefer not to be considered as another kind of Jesus because as far as I know, Jesus would only return to this world approaching the doomsday. If I let my self to become some kind of reincarnation of Jesus, it means I would become the trigger of the doomsday.
Date: Mon, 22 December 2008 11:59 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Sixth Dream Comes True, The 10000 Knocking At The Door
This sixth dream comes true causes me to have a doubt of whether I should write it or not. It happened on Friday night, or it must had been early Saturday after midnight, 20 December 2008. At that moment I was alone in the house, my sister and my brother in law were staying in their apartment in central Jakarta. It was just a short dream, about a huge paper currency of ten thousand Rupiahs leaning to the right, knocking at my door. It was so weird that I immediately woke up and stared at the window where some part of the folded curtain was shaped like that paper currency leaning to the right. A few hours later approaching the dusk, Rahma Sarita appeared in the news program of "Kabar Petang" wearing a black blazer outside and a blouse inside that, to my surprise, had the same color with the paper currency of ten thousand Rupiahs. The strange moments of this dream was not yet over when this morning I browsed the Internet to find your photos at Yahoo News Photos, after I did not do that for several days. And I found your photo with Hebrew University President Menachem Magidor. His last name Magidor sounds like containing the word "door", as if related with my dream of a huge paper currency of ten thousand Rupiahs leaning to the right, knocking at my door. I have no idea about what could be God's message with this dream. But probably still about my consent to move to the eternity. In Rupiahs paper currency, there are three kinds with four zeros, the 10000, the 20000 and the 50000. With the appearance of only the 10000 in my strange dream, followed by Rahma's appearance wearing a blouse with the same color, the message could be that I should be the only one to move to the eternity in accordance with my consent. Because my name is Firman, whereas in Dutch or German "fir" has the meaning of "four". So the 10000 can be interpreted as "one four zeros", or "only one Firman who should be zero".
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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