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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Sat, 6 December 2008 11:15 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Not Lowering The Ford
At the time I saw a news-photo of you at Yahoo about your questioning why the US government was considering a bailout for the Big Three US automakers when no private investor was willing to foot the bill, I thought it has nothing to do with me. But then I saw the photographer's name, Manan, is like rather similar to my name Firman. And the last name of Manan Vatsyayana sounds a little bit like Mechai Viravaidya, the man from Thailand that you gave a reward to that inspired me to write about "test", both of them have the same initial of MV. I immediately opened the related article, "Bill Gates questions bailout for Big Three automakers" by AFP. It appeared that in the article there was the sentence of ".......ratings agency Moody's announced Wednesday it had lowered its debt rating on Chrysler and General Motors to CA from CAA2, saying "the rating outlook is negative" for both companies. The agency maintained its rating for Ford................." The rating agency Moody reminded me with my painting I produced in 1995, about Maudy Koesnaedy, an Indonesian actress, which later on obtained a response from Lady Diana. The painting was about a girl in front of a frog, inspired by the story about a frog kissed by a princess then the frog becomes a prince. It was to depict my feeling of guilty for my failures in this world, making me feel like a frog who should get a kiss from a princess. But because my intention was not to become a prince, instead to move to the eternity, so the princess was represented by Maudy, because her name sounds like Indonesian word "maut" which means "die". Then came a photo of Lady Di, whose name also sounds like "die", with a pose similar to Maudy's pose in the painting.
And the sentence "......Moody's announced
it had lowered its debt rating on Chrysler and General Motors to CA
from CAA2, and maintained its rating for Ford................."
seems like having the meaning of not lowering me down, instead to move me
up to the heaven above in accordance with my consent to move to the
eternity. Because my name is Firman, whereas "fir" in Dutch or German has
the meaning of "four". So the brand of Ford can be interpreted as "four
die" or "Firman die".
Date: Sat, 6 December 2008 12:00 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Your Poses of Holding a Baby and Looking Left
Two other photos of you I found in Yahoo! News photos were intriguing. The first about your visit to the Manhica Health Research Centre in Mozambique, September 21, 2003. Although it was in the year 2003, but it appeared again at Yahoo! News photos on 27 November 2008, as if responding my letter of "A Painting Related With Historical First Afro-American U.S. President" about my painting of "Jenna in Africa" produced in year 2005. The second photo was about your urging new lawmakers to continue commitments to improve education and global health and address global poverty, Wednesday, Dec. 3, 2008, at George Washington University in Washington. Your pose, looking to the left, with the microphone on your left hand too, was like my dream of Rahma in the "Fifth "Dream Comes True", The Ring" about "......he showed me her wedding ring in her left hand, a platinum kind of ring......" and ".....then she put her left cheek to my lips, twice....". But of course I have no intention to kiss your cheek, you should not be worry about this.
Date: Sat, 6 December 2008 12:25 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Rahma's Other Green Light, Before Grave Dress
In my previous letter of 4 December 2008, I wrote ".......So my main concern now should be not about politics for my self, instead about that 2.0 which is similar to the amount I mentioned in the "test". And the "test" itself was inspired by your awarding a Thailand man. This is also another reminder for me of how serious is the "test", that even to remind me of it, there should be a huge demonstration in Thailand airport that later on ousted the Prime Minister. May God help me with this "test", for the good of human being...." A few hours later, at the same day of 4 December 2008, in the evening news of "Kabar Petang" Rahma appeared wearing green blouse inside her dark blazer, as if it was to give me the sign of her "green light" to that letter. Initially I was in doubt of writing this, since it could raise rumors that she only likes the "test", not me. But considering some huge disasters that happened whenever I failed to develop my relationship with her, I think it is relevant to write here about this, since this is about "Closing the Windows of Disasters". Maybe God wants she and I to do some important things for human beings through that "test". Yesterday evening, 5 December 2008, in the same news program, she appeared wearing white blouse with dark blazer. Now this is also important to write here. In my "Fifth 'Dream Comes True', The Ring", there was something I did not yet write, about the look of the gas pumps. There were more than one gas pumps in that dream, but most of them looked like the grave stones, only one of them looked like ordinary gas pump. Those gas pumps had the color of black and white. The part that contained name, date of birth, date of die, and so on, is white with light gray marble textures, while the other sides were black. And in her yesterday's appearance, Rahma's dress of white blouse inside and dark blazer outside looked similar to the grave stones in my dreams that served as the gas pumps. This could be a reminder for me, not to treat Rahma like what happened to Lady Di in 1997, as explained in the 15th paragraph of my previous letter "Fifth 'Dream Comes True', The Ring". After Lady Diana died in Paris, there was a huge disaster of a severe monetary crisis of 1997 in Asia. As if it was some kind of Chaos Theory of Butterfly Wings, "the flap of a butterfly’s wings in Brazil set off a tornado in Texas".
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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