~*Well here we are*~
April 4, 2005
Mood - Inspired
So, here i am once again. Looking at this blank white screen trying to think what to write. I dont even know what I'm here, there's nothing wrong with my life...theres nobody that even checks in here. However, i suppose its worth noting that i am still alive. I started thinking the other night as i tried to doze off to sleep how little time we all have together left. Soon, grade 11 will be done and me and all my friends will then be in grade 12. Soon after that we'll be graduating and then off to bigger and better things. Well no offence, but what if for once, i dont want to be off to bigger and better things. What if, i would rather spend time with my friends in the here and now. I mean, i do have that...but how much longer is it going to last? I'll be with Koby probably for another year of colledge or something, but then we'll probably go to differnt universities and our own seperate ways. I suppose that's a part of life. Seperation. Everyone you once cared about and called your friend is just going to get up, move on with thier life, and in the process leave you behind. It's saddening really. When you think about it. So that's where this takes me. Time has been moving too fast for me lately. I remember when i was little and i thought id never be in highschool, but now i here i am. And i realise now, it will take years, but once its done it will feel like its been only days until I'm an adult - with all the full responsibilites of parenthood and husbandhood or whatever gifts life should decide to bless me with. Soon after that ill be old and gray, staring out the window at my home wondering where the years went, and remembering the good ol days - these days. And where will my friends be in these years? Probably doing the same - staring out differnt windows at differnt fields remembering those days, those people who made thier life and my life what it is to that day. It really makes you wonder, where is this mixed up messed up world going to take you in the end? Nobody really knows for sure, and perhaps its best if we dont find out.

Music - silent hum of the computer

~*New Year*~
December 2, 2005
Mood - wow, this is my 2nd year using this site! Crazy! I can't believe ive actually stuck with it so long. Well not really, stick with it, but ya kno wut im trying to say. Tomorrow is back to school and im definately not looking forward to it. However, on the plus side i got all my homework done! YAY! But i guess everything has to end sometime. So now onto my evaluation of the year! Enjoy!

January - Chris Li came to the hat again, Jamie's b-day party. Driver's Ed first orded pizza from Brooks, halo parties began
Febuary - Driving portion of Driver's Ed, more Halo parties, started Jazz Band
March - Mine and Koby's b-day, lost the most recent version of Magic Wars (still haaven't caught up:P)go to teach french class, my dad's 50 b-day, lost my money, NICKELBACK!, more Halo.
April - VICTORIA! definate good times there, school soccer team, my grandpa passed away, Koby and Randee started dating also made blueprints of Titanic
May - watched gothika at derek's, wrote prophecies, first day of work, Wallball, and camping trip...for a day
June - Told alicia i liked her, more wallball, exams? Missed out on my English exam.
July - CALM in summer school, and met Tristan, uh Koby and Randee break up?
August - got my haircut, family reunion, my cousin dies, began to pick up on old english
September - Chris came down again, created team element, halo nights starts to decrease, finished reading the Count of Monte Cristo.
October - Met matt, and Levi! lol, parties at Koby's, first time going out for breakfast, Halloween Rainbow and i got a new computer.
November - More parties, release of Halo 2, recieved highest average for grade 10 award
December - Got a new dog, got my own vehicle (not paid for yet), lots of parties at my place, Meagan's b-ball games, tobaggoning, meagan's new years party.

And that is what i did this year. When i look back on it, i did ALOT! More than in previous years, and plus i had something to look back on for like january and febuary (this site) thank goodness! then i got to november which i didnt have a update for, and although it should've been fresh in my mind...it wasn't haha. But anyways, accomplished alot of differnt things. It's good. However, not once did i get close to a girl in all that time. A whole year....bah. I think i'm going to pout. Oh well, c'est la vie eh? Anyways now that that's over with, im gonna header. Cyaz all!

Music - Live a Lie by Default

~*Testing*~
December 28, 2004
Mood - Testing...ness
Hey, so i want to test this out and see what happens. It said i would die on Septemeber 18, 2088 of laziness. Also, i wont feel pain. Sweet deal! I'll be 100, i'm allowed to be lazy. Haha. Type in you're own and find out how you'll die!

~*Christmas*~
December 24, 2004
Mood - Merry
Merry Christmas all!

~*A Brooding Shadow*~
December 18, 2004
Mood - Collected
So, here we are again. I guess i'm taking a break from our little party for the moment. Everybody ran out to go buy pizzas just when i decided to get something done (because everybody was just watching stupid stuff on the cmp) and i was going to do dishes. just as i start they come up and are like, arent you gonna come? Well you jackasses, seeing as you waited till i found something meaningful to do, no...no im not. But whatever, im not bitter. I'm bored. Not much has really gone on as of late. I've been busy all the time, true...and i haven't really stopped hanging out with koby since he first joined us at Medicine Hat Buffet. So it's been a grand time. Me and Koby had a really serious talk last night about everything where our life is going. We ended up so frusterated by the whole conversation that we left Dan's game and went home. Actually we went to see matt, which lead to a whole other chain of weird events, but ya kno. I'm not going to get into that. I aslo started to wonder about something. Matt hates soooo many people in our little group, i wonder if he has that same feeling for me? Probably...oh ya! Speaking of which, im trying to be just generally a nicer person to everybody. However it's really hard with just jerkish friends who constantly always insult you. Then you insult them back to defend yourself, it's the way of the burns ya kno. But oh well. But im kind of wondering wether i should now? Cuz so far this whole life is seeming to show me that trully, nice guys finish last.

Music - Only One

~*A land where death has no name*~
December 14, 2004
Mood - Woken
You know, some people on this word - are the ones who make all the differance. Then there are the rest of us. Our only existance is to support the ones who make the difference. So we find vague meaningless existances and put emphasized importance on mundane, unimportant activiites. Don't we feel special

Kay, enough of that thought. I guess you can say i've been busy today. After school i went christmas shopping with meagan and koby. It was fun, i got a present for my dad and for faith. I didn't want to get my dad what i got him, but it was a really really good deal. So i did it anyways. Hope he likes it! lol, and faith better like what i got her, stupid dog. If not, i can give it to meagan because she specifically said she would eat them. So its all good! yay! After i got home from our adventure i came downstairs and started reading and then i feel asleep. I reawoke from my slumber by a phonecall which i never quite answered, then i turned on my computer and there was a bunch of people who had talked to me, heh. Thank goodness there was no Laurisa like normal. I tend to do that to her alot. Oh well, after i woke (at 9:00) i had some supper and did my actuall chem homework. I now im sitting here and updating and soon will probably either go off to bed/ wrap the presents/ or read some more. But i guess ill go figure out what the plan is for the little bit left of tonight. Night all!

Music - Another Perfect Day by American Hi-Fi

~*Lost*~
December 12, 2004
Mood - Pessimistic
Okay, yesterday was very eventful. I wasn't home at all yesterday. Pretty much. It was fun, in a weird sort of way. It all started at 8:30 in the morning when ross picked me up and we drove to meagan's 9:00 basketball game. She said it was in the north, but it wasn't so we sat around there for a bit, and then suddenly some guy came and totally started freaking out. I thought it was pretty funny. "Is there another gym?" "Well ya, in the south..." "No! I know there's one in the south! Is there another north gym?" "No..." lol. stupid guy. We then went and checked out the south gym and sure enough thaz where they were. Pretty crazy it was. We then went to meagan's next game at 1:30 but before then, me and ross played some halo and i cashed in my cheque. Whahoo! I have approximately $1000! Go me! Then was meagan's next game and koby, ange, and klaiber all decided to join us. Eventually Ange left like half way through the game. They ended up losing that game though. They lost horribly. And i went for a walk and to use the bathroom and i saw dan. lol, there was like 3 minutes left on the clock. Funny kid. He thought it was at 3:00, but oh well. And Koby came back at that time too. Then we went and washed ross's truck and klaibers car. It was cool. After that we had to do some running around and then we raced back to the college to catch Meagan's last game. They lost again! But it was sooo close. If Becky's 3-point buzzer shot woulda tied it up, that would've been sweet! But, c'est la vie eh? Anyways after that i went to Koby's house and we had some weird noodles with salsa for supper and some cheese stuff. Then we went to dan's hockey game. That was...weird. Never really watched any of his games before. There is alot of hitting involved. Lol, it seemed like getting the puck into the net was the 2nd priority. But oh well. After all that ross went to the mall and bought dodgeball and then we all came back to my house to watch it. It was a good time. Apparently Klaiber saw Randee, Laurisa, some other chick and Riley all at Tim Hortens together. I'm like what? After what Riley did last night he was not welcome with us at all. We figured he probably asked them to go with him, cuz i can't see either Randee or Laurisa calling Riley. or...maybe the other chick. But anways, Riley called and was like "i heard dan is there" I'm like "yupp..." i totally gave him the silent treatment. But that was also because i was in a pretty skitty mood at the time too. I was pissed off at meagan. Not that she really knew that. But oh well. It really sucked, cuz just a little bit before i was really liking meagan because we were having a really cool, serious talk. But anyways, thaz not important. We watched the movie and that was pretty much that. After that everybody went home and i went to bed. YAY FUN NIGHT!

Music - Adiemus

~*Another Chapter of my Life*~
December 10, 2004
Mood - Tired
Well, today was quite the night. Had people over again. It was the spectacle. Apparently we was supposed to phone Randee as well, and probably Laurisa after she was done babysitting. Anyways, we didnt and it ended up being, well a lot of people who came and left. It was odd. But fun, at the same time. Hung out with Koby, Riley and Dan since right after school today. Was most definately a good time. We went out for lunch (which koby paid for me - so now we're even) and then we played some halo 2. Eventually we went out to the basketball game, which was cool. Meagan didn't play much though, but it was still fun. I got to talk to roxanne and kim alot. It was cool. Apparently Mike Myers, Fred Flinstone and 2 sheep were stuck up in the air ducts. Lol, it was fun. Derek got his eye pierced, haven't seen it - dont really want to. Hmmm? What else? No idea really, people came over again after the b-ball game and we went to timmys. Twas good. Ross went and bought us chips and pop. Whatta great guy. Then riley wanted to take the stuff home. I'm like, what are you doing? I let him take chips cuz apparently he bought those, but he just started taking pop and i'm like did you pay for those? And he said "No, but ross said i could have them" Ross however said nothing of the sort and spoke up against it. Then i'm like, what do you think you're doing. You just can't take the pop. I'm the one whose been throwing all the parties! Jeebus! He got away with 2 pops though. Oh well. I guess i learned Riley can really still be a jerk. Despite having a whole bunch of bags of chips still in the back room, im going to leave them alone until the next time i have people over. they'll be snacks for the next party. And i'm going to get my parents to start buying the pop again. It's been me replenishing the fridge of late. But anyways i really gotta run. I think im going to meagan's game tomorrow morning. So ill cyaz all lata!

Music - Try Honesty

~*Running Nowhere*~
December 9, 2004
Mood - Smiling
Well, here we are again. Now it's december and i'm just updating now. What an exciting eventful life. Well, we got a dog? She's a coward, but she's kinda cool. Nothing much else new in my life. Just not getting any closer to any relationship as always. Haha, i love it, it's great. Might be doing somethign this weekend. Sounds like people want to go skating. I seriously can't skate. Nor do i have skates, so i just might have to pass this one up. Oh well, c'est la vie. If we aren't doing something tomorrow though i believe me and meagan were going to do something by ourselves, screw everybody else! lol. You know, this title gives me that really weird sense of pride and heightened happiness, i have no idea what im trying to say, but it feels like you're being lifted up. Like when something totally unexpected (and you maybe guessed it was going to happen) and ur happy about it in a movie. I think it really applies to my life right now, i feel i am seriously running nowhere. Trying to get somewhere, but i'm getting nowhere. All my marks are going downhill, i hate it. Im trying to get them back up there, but they just won't go! I keep making stupid mistakes. I'll just do really good on my finals. That'll show them. HAH! here come two more 100%s! lol, i wish. I've gotten nowhere with anyone, no new friendships, no new relationships. i really am running nowhere. Oh ya, derek is gonna get his eyebrow peirced. What an idiot. I hope he regrets it. He want's change. I know it's harmless, but it's also very stupid. I'd never do anything like that to myself. I guess i just have something against distorting the human body. If it was never supposed to be there, then it isn't going to be there! But anyways, im gonna fly. Hopefully i'll update more recently. Cyaz all!

Music - Only One by Yellowcard

~*Movie Night*~
October 24, 2004
Mood - Tired
Ever have one of those weekends where you have absolutely nothing planned...then suddenly you're busy like every single second doing something. It's pure spontanious fun. Like last night, i was suprised about the turn-out. We had a movie night at my place and the whole thing felt kind of last second ya know. But Koby, Matt, Randee, Derek, Janae, Angela, and Laurisa all showed up. Crazy eh! I didnt even invite anybody. Well i guess you could say i invited Laurisa and Randee, cuz i talked to them a lil bit about it before they actually came over. But i don't care. It was a good time. I enjoyed it. Randee kept getting mad at us cuz we were talking during the movie. Heh..i dont think i can not talk during a movie. There's gotta be some annoying kid making funny comments! It's just how movies work! And the day before yesterday we chilled out in the kinplex parking lot. That was fun. Matt sprained his ankle and he blamed it on derek. Haha, that was great. I enjoyed it profusely. But anyways, i should be off. I'll talk to ya all lata! Cyaz!

Music - One Last Breath by Creed

~*Breakfast at Perkins*~
October 21, 2004
Mood - Tired and Cranky
Don't you hate it when you try to play good at soccer but you're stuck on a line with some kid who can't play? Okay, im mean, i know...i'm a horrible person. I've said it myself a hundred times, but jesus! i want to play good, and they just pass it past me, then it's him and some other crappy dude and he's not even standing goal side! BAH! Okay, i'm done my rant now. I saw my old coach today though, that was cool. He asked me if i played on any rep teams and i said no. He asked my why not and i told him i dont like rep, too much practice. hah, he didn't laugh. I guess i wasn't playing too bad then. Well anyways, enough of my ranting. What's new with the incredible Kyle? Well if you read my title, you'd know. Today i went for breakfast at Perkins with Randee, Laurisa, Derek, Matt, Koby, Ross, Jamie, Kayla, Roxanne, and myself. It was a good time! We saw some cops and he couldn't believe that we set this up all by ourselves, he wanted to adopt us. hah, we're going to live in his garage on bunkbeds and use the garden hose as a shower. YAY! speaking of which, i need a shower. I stink. eck! Hmm? Today was the worst. I had math first period and i just couldn't think. I kept falling asleep when hider was talking and then on the questions i couldn't get the last question and alicia get's it in like a couple seconds. Grawr! Okay, ya i know alicia's smart - as smart as me or even smarter, but bah! Math is my strong point, i was even doing it the same way she did it, i just expanded mine in the first step. Stupid shortcuts screwing me over. Haha! Okay, seriously i'm done complaining now. i think we might have decided what we're going to do for halloween now. We're going to make a beautiful rainbow! And we're going to sing cuz we're beautiful. Right Randee? Haha. I'm going to be green which means i sit in the middle. Laurisa is purple, randee is pink, koby is blue and i think derek doesn't know what he's being yet...either orange or yellow...or red. But i think Randee should be considered Red. *shrugs* whatever. it'll still be fun. Maybe our rainbow can go christmas carroling. lol, that'd be sweet! Good times of definate fun. At lunch today, me and matt wrote a beautiful poem. Actually we wrote two, but i only remember the second so i'll tell you that one.
Matt - "Hickery Dickery Dock, the mouse ran up the clock"
Kyle - "The clock struck 12 + 2"
Koby - "...which equals 14"
Kyle - "Hickery Dickery Dock"
It's a math poem. Haha, but im super tired from working out and waking up early for breakfast so i'm going to header off to bed. I'll see all my loyal fans some other time! Cya guys!

Music - California

~*Metaphors on Life*~
October 18, 2004
Mood - Speculative
Life is a small dot being bounced around internally in a awkwardly rolling triangle. The thing is inverted making some impossibly complicated shape which boggles the mind to even contemplate. Yupp, that's life right there. And we're bouncing around in it.

Life is the uneaten jello from thanksgiving. It's one of the best parts until after when it gets pushed to far the back of the fridgerator and the next time anybody checks on it, it's all green and moldy.

Life is alot like juggling eggs. You have to give equal attention to each egg while you carefully guide and watch all the others to make sure none fall out of place. Sometimes you make a really big mess...but the important thing is persistance!

Life is like a an escalater ride. It's pointless, lazy and stupid. But somehow we think it's fun.

Life is a ape wearing spandex tights...no i would not like to elaborate.

Music - Meant to Live by Switchfoot

~*Glaire*~
October 17, 2004
Mood - Bored
Just so we're all clear on this, Glaire...is the white of an egg. Just thought i'd say that. ANYWAYS! Life is exciting, not really. But we can pretend. I have soccer today, and we're going to be whalloped by Meagan's team. Boohoo. i want to win this game! You just wait and see, pual will get the ball and deek everybody out...then lose it, cuz he doesn't pass. Sucks to be us. Well, this weekend was a great time! I chilled with Kobe and Dan on friday and we had some good fun. We made burgers instead of going out. It was good. it was the funniest thing ever! Dan was trying to flip one of the burgers and it fell through the grill and all the grease caught fire, and he didn't know how to get it out. Haha, me and kobe were just laughing at him from inside. Was a good time. He got it out though. But anyways, we mainly played halo for the day. And i heard there's going to be a Halo 2 tournament at the cineplex when it comes out, so i want to be part of that. Me and Kobe are gonna be in training! lol. Well that night Kobe came over again, but during that time Klaiber apparently dropped Matt off at Kobe's house without even seeing if Koby was home. So matt was stuck talking to Mr and Mrs Hitchen for like an hour. Haha, good stuff. they eventually showed up at my house after we came back from clays. Cole is funny at DDR. haha. We chilled for a little bit, but then klaiber and matt and kobe eventually all had to leave. That was bout it for that day, except i talked to sam for a little bit afterwards. The next day i didnt do much. I worked out and went to the library to get a new book. I got "The Drawing of the Three" by Stephen King, and "A Tale of Two Cities" by Charles Dickens. I figure if i want to improve my writing, i should be reading work of some of the greatest authors ever. Except i'm not exactly liking Stephen King's work. It doesn't seem that spectular. But anyways! Then was the party at Kobe's house. It was definately a good time...and i'm too lazy to talk about it, so i'll leave it at that and bid you all adieu.

Music - Brand New Day by Forty Foot Echo

~*Strugging and Stumbling*~
October 6, 2004
Mood - Wishing
People suck. They make me think about the things i don't have, and then i dwell on it, and it really really sucks. And is annoying. That too. Anyways, not a lot thats new. There was a party at Koby's house not long ago and i met two new people there. I met Matt who i think is gonna be a good friend in the future, which is really cool, and i also met Danielle and her little brother Levi. I didn't really meet Danielle until the following monday at Klaiber's youth thing. I talked to her a bit, she's pretty cool. Anyways, her little brother adored me. It sucked, he wouldn't leave me alone. Lol, not that he wasn't cool or anything, just i kinda wanted to chill with my friends too...but anyways, i felt bad for the kid cause he didnt know anybody and then he wanted to play video games so i let him play, and then i was acting all buddyish with him and i guess he took it to heart. I went outside for a bit cause i was getting a wee bit hot, and he made me jump on the trampoline with him and attack Laurisa and Randee. He just told me to punch them, i'm like, 'nooooo....we like laurisa.' and then he told me to punch randee and randee was like, 'noooo...we like randee even more.' it was funny. Me, Randee and Kobe ended up hanging out till 2 in the morning which was kind of fun and kind of surprising at the same time. Me and Randee are spiner 1A and sniper 1B and we're gonna go around to clubs and pretend we're pool sharks. lol, it'll be great. Now, there's matt. I first kinda met him on saturday at Kobe's party, but i didnt really talk to him or anything. So i chilled with him at lunch the next day and wore a plastic bag on my head. It was great. He didn't think i was too smart. Then today i told him that i was actually smart, and he was so surprised. I love it! He thought i was stupid, hahahaha!! that's great. I love me ^.^ But that's been the events in my life up to recently. There's been some other unimportant stuff, but that's not important. I want to significant improvements in my life...and soon. I'd like to get a job, and i would also like to get a girlfriend. The first is alot easier than the second, but i don't imagine either is going to happen for a long while. Soccer, for me, starts tomorrow. I'm kind of excited and kind of worried. I haven't played soccer for so long. I'm going to suck sooooooo bad! But whatever, most people in my league know me as a good defencemen now, so i don't really need to prove myself to anybody. Thanksgiving is coming up this weekend, and i've been looking forward to it for soooo long. I heard Kristen might be coming this year, and i'm like 'yay! somebody my age to chill with!' lol. plus, the first time i met her she was very hot! hahah....blah, i need a girlfriend -.- i think there's a curse on me and my friends or something. Dan almost got a girlfriend, Kobe had one...then lost her, and Klaiber almost had a girlfriend too. And yea, I'm cool! ^.^ i haven't been close! GO KYLE! lol. Well anyways, i'm not too excited about anything else in life right now, so i'll leave it there and post sometime later. I should be packing for thanksgiving anyways. Cyaz all!

Music - California

~*The Search for the Last Prime Number*~
September 18, 2004
Mood - Sitting...here
Wow, here i am. How cool? Eh? Anyways! What's new with me? Notta whole lot. I started writing the stories told of long and old part to magic wars and now i want to write the actually story about how that all happened. Would never finish, just like Magic Wars...but you know. lol. What happens is way back at the beginning of time there are two gods, a dark god and a god of light. The god of light is benevolent and brings peace and thus the people worship him. But the dark lord - the god of darkness - grows jealous and begins spreading his lies and corruption. People fall to darkness and the god of light loses like all his power until he finds the one person who darkness hasn't affected. He becomes and champion of light and fails misserably at first, but then he creates the significant elements by meeting people that control those elements and purging them of the darkness in their hearts. Then they start spreading light across their planet. By this time the god of light is so weakened that he falls to the planet and forms a mortal status. The god of darkness is furiated and starts searching for the god of light and starts just destroying his planets. Then there's only one planet left and the dark god can't crush it because the light has spread to much, so instead he just sends his armies of darkness into it to destroy it. The heroes had recruited other heroes though, mainly heros of the lesser elements. Then they all go against the dark gods forces and win battle after battle until one of their faithful allies ambushes them. He is known as the traitorous soldier and is the very first of the Forsaken. Having the heroes captured he brings them forth to the Dark Lord and the Dark Lord tries to kill them but is saved by the "glowing soldier" who is really the God of Light in his new mortal form. He frees the soldiers and together they kill off most of the dark lord's army. Then the dark lord and the traitorous soldier join the battle and the Champion of Light kills the Traitorous Soldier while the Glowing Soldier is fighting the Dark Lord. The champion of light attempts to attack the Dark Lord when he's not expecting it, but the Dark Lord expected it and killed the Champion of Light in one swift blow. This however gave the Glowing Soldier the time to attack and kill the Dark Lord, thus vanquishing evil forever - or so they thought. And that is basically the story. The very first Forsaken will most likely take Raven's spot as being the top forsaken. Sorry Raven, you were cool for awhile. Not only that, but the Champion of Light is also reborn, but not as one of the great ta'varen, ironically. Instead he's both the sage of power and the master of power - Jake Windlow. Don't you feel cool Kobe? Also, all the other heroes that joined become the sages of their corresponding elements. Ya i love it. It impresses me. But anyways what else is new? I've began a search for the Last Prime Number. No, i'm not using GIMPS, i'm just going to get Dan and probably Koby and we're going to present our expedition to the math wing. We're gonna say we want to go through the tunnels between alexandra and medicine hat high school in order to search for the last prime number. Lol. On basically the same topic i was bored so i wanted to see if i could find the last prime number. Well, in essence there is no last prime number...yet at least. I doubt that there ever could be seeing as numbers go onwards for infinity. But i learned what a messene prime number is. It's a prime that can be written as 2^P-1. P being a prime number as well. So the very first messene prime number is 3...2^2-1 is 3. and two is a prime number as well. The highest messene prime number is the 41st messene prime number and it contains over 7 000 000 digits. Ain't that crazy? If i ever got that number on like a math test or something i'd be sitting there trying to find a multiple for like the whole class to reduce it. lol, not like i would ever get that number. But ya know. Well anyways, i'm gonna header now. Probably work on Magic Wars a bit mroe. Cyaz all!

Music - One is the Lonliest Number by Three Dog Night

~*Smiles*~
September 18, 2004
Mood - Stuffed
A thought has occured to me. How many people who know my e-mail actually know what it means? Besides Bobby...damn that kid is so smart. Element Crocodile, that's it exactly! First try and everything too! lol. Anyways, its saturday. Whahoo! And i feel icky cuz i ate too much soup for lunch. So i'm just sittin round waitin for this really bloated feeling to wear off. I still have to do my homework and laundry. And now my dad wants me to vacuum. So w/e, it's all good. That's my agenda for the day. As well as sit around and be lazy. I'm actually looking forward to that part. I really don't want to do anything. Unless, there's gonna be that adventure...PLEASE I WANT A FRICKEN ADVENTURE! lol. Yesterday was kind of weird, i actually think i got along with Riley. We went down to leather and steel cuz Koby had to get his haircut near there and on the way there we had to fill up with gas. Riley wanted to pump the gas so i let him. Then i told him we should start plannin a road trip in the spring. And he said he wanted to go on a road trip that changed our lives. By that meaning we like start out with like 5 bucks we have to work for what we get. When i heard that i'm like wow, i actually have something in common with riley. That's exactly what i would love to do, but it's kind of difficult in this day and age. I realised a long time ago, i have the soul of an adventurer inside me. But there's no adventures now-a-days. It's all, settled down living in cities where we have to sacrifice parts ourselves to make it in this world. It's why i'm going to move to a small town when i grow up. I would be like you walk out the back door and suddenly you're in the woods, exploring, being an adventurer. It's not perfect, but hey! What is? So, that's my ramblings for the day. And now i'm off to find something else to do. Over and out.

Music - Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park

~*Here We Go Again*~
September 14, 2004
Mood - Tired and Sick
So, here i am again. I've caught a cold and i hate it. What's the fricken points in cold? I hate it, frankly i would so much rather prefer having a very painful scar across my arm or something. Not that i'm wishing for such. Cause then i'll have a cold and a painful scar, and that's not cool. But anyways, it's always the little things that seem to unerve you, and then when big things happen you feel overwhelmed. Well, big things have happened to me, and i've been overwhelmed, but it's all a part of growing up, and i'm glad to have experienced these things. New Topic - I've done alot of thinking lately, and i've come to a conclusions. It's that i've been so deeply denying a part of me that still longs to express itself. But i try to supress that feeling, and deny it's very existance. I suppose it isn't too healthy. And i realised alot of things about my feelings towards other people too. But anyways, i'm just sitting here now. *ponders* i hate self-reflection, everytime i seem to realise who exactly i am, it's so far away from the person that i want to be. Ironically, i want to be a stone. No need for any relation contact at all. Who knows why i'd want to be like this. Strong silent types are my idols. Not shy, i can be shy easily (yes, i can be shy) but those people who just...don't need to talk. Actions speak louder than words after all. Kind of like Lan from WoT. He's so cool. Or the Count of Monte Cristo. He's my hero. But now, it's time for bed. Gotta get rid of this cold after all. Night all!

Music - Everybody by stabilo

~*Somebody Give Me the Damn Cookie!*~
September 13, 2004
Mood - Reflective
Isn't it amazing how much one person can change in? Okay, so it's been over a year but still! It's amazing!...to me at least, not like anybody else would care. *sigh* the good ol days when people actually cared what happened with kyle. Okay, so i got a bit off of updating, so screw you guys! Anyways not long ago i was reading the oldest entries on this website and i was quite surprised. I can't believe i was like that, and so openly too...it's depressing. But now, i mean everything's all so differnt now. I couldn't be happier and yet I have no direct meaning or anything in my life, yet somehow...i don't feel as empty as i usually do. I haven't the slightest idea why. A surprisingly lot as happened in the couple of weeks since i last updated, and i could go on talking about it, and because i have nothing better to do (excluding my homework on poetry) i'm going to recite as much as i can think of. Firstly, i've gotten back into working out. It took awhile, *waves fist* damn work and soccer and having no time. But i managed. It took awhile to get used to the old routine again, but now i'm happy and i think i might actually be ready to start advancing the weights again past what i was previously doing. I'm happy! Also, Chris Li came to town and i went and chilled with him for the day. I hate to say it, but he is so horrible with women. *shakes head sadly* Koby at first ditched us to go to church, he showed up later, but i was kind of dissapointed in him. I mean, Chris was in town for one morning and Koby rather'd go to church than to go see Chris. It's odd, he's never been this religious before since him and Randee and him broke up. At first i thought he was actually going through the grief of the break-up and it being final after he waited all summer. But now it seems like he wants to become more religious like randee wants to. I think it's just to impress Randee, but what do i know? Meagan asked about it in french class and then Carly and her started arguing. I mean, i know Koby better than anyone else in that room. This brings me to another recent point of notice. Not long ago, Randee was trying to convert me. People have tried to convert me before and i'm used to the obvious excuses. Koby's had the best reasons so far, but i suppose that's only because he knows me best (not that he's really tried to convert me at all). But it was fruitless and she said she wasn't going to give up on me, but it seems she has. Then later, i thought i was going to be tried to be converted by Erin, but instead she said she doesn't like forcing her beliefs on others. And she believes that if you're a good person you'll get into heaven, despite your religion. It was refreshing to see a churchy who isn't all "you're going to hell!" Instead she said that people who try to convert me, really have insecurities of their own faith. It actually makes sense to me. Erin became my recent hero because of it. I can't quite remember if i've found a new hero. Hmm...i'm overdue. Let's see, yay! go table lamp! u provide light! ur my new hero! But otherwise, not much else new in my life, i got a suit for the football games because i wanted to look like Mr. Green. I'm so cool!!! And on the weekend me, kobe, and dan made up a halo team, team element. We're so cool! lol, Koby is Krypton, Dan was Magnesium, but now he wants to be Arsenic, and I'm Wolfram! (Tungsten) It's a good time. We let Klaiber join to, he's copper:P lol. I told wandler about our team and he said him, gomke, and sean are goin to make their own team and call themselves team death! lol. I've updated my resume, and just tonight i printed off a good copy, so i'm ready to get a job now. Just gotta cross my fingers and hope i get one at some place good. But anyways, this entry most definately got very lengthly and i'm going to shut up now. So, i'm off! Cyaz all lata!

Music - 3am

~*Fire Factory*~
August 31, 2004
Mood - Impatient
Bonjurno everybody! Tomorrow is school and i am most definately not looking forward to it. Don't you hate school? ME TOO! I'm kind of looking forward to seeing alot of people i haven't seen in a long time, but i'd prefer to still be on summer vacation. lol. Hmmm? So i guess i should explain the title of this entry. I just finished doing the Fire Factory and i looked over it, and i felt like doing a history on all the times the Elemental Warriors have fought Metal Fire Dino, so yes. That's what i'm going to do. Right now! RAWR!

1- The first time we encountered Metal Fire Dino was an insanely crappy piece of writing on my part. At that time Fire Dinos were what i called "Magicmon" lol, same were the Crodites, but i decided to change that and make the writing a bit more grown up. But at this time there were no Fire Raptors yet, and Fire Dinos were far easier to pull down than they are currently. We killed several Fire Dinos when we finally came to a curtain behind which was a trap which we fell through. After falling we fought 2 more Fire Dinos, then Metal Fire Dino came out. Now, back in this writing, the whole point of Toka was for each of the Medallions to have glowed, and for each Crodite to have evolved once. But against Metal Fire Dino, i believe it was my own medallion which glew. So this is where the Medallion of courage was. Anyways he of course beat us up as he always does and then my medallion glew and we killed him. Terrible writing! lol

2- The second time we fought him was in the Magic Wars where i wrote nearly 200 pages. I wanted to start over though, because now i actually had an idea of where i was going and i wanted to give foreshadowing and crap like that. Plus, i wanted to change all the names to fictional. Dan doesn't like it that way, but screw Dan. Geldin Voirl is a sweet name in my books. Anyways! Here the writing was a bit better. I had become injured in one of our encounters and passed out, Mythcrodite took me back to our home base and i sat there stupidly because i kept getting in the way, and not doing anything useful. At this point, there still wasn't Fire Raptors, but there were flying creatures which were called Firedactyls. Those were pretty cool. Anyways, the rest of my friends finished off the main force of Fire Dinos, and then got into a fight with Metal Fire Dino which they were losing horribly. I pulled myself out of bed and waddled my way to the fight where my medallion finally glew (mine was the last one) and we beat Metal Fire Dino with a surge of new energy.

3- The third time had Fire Raptors in it, and the Fire Dinos were alot stronger now. This was inside the newly created Magic Wars, where i had all the cool names and such. In this battle, somehow all the Fire Dinos were attracted to us and the noise of the battle, so we had our hands full just as we met up again. This time, there were two Metal Fire Dinos, but much weaker this time. At our moment of defeat, Jake, Brooke, and D'rang showed up and saved all our butts. We beat them without a big thing of flair this time. Oh ya, this is about the time where Metal Fire Dino no longer talked. lol.

4- The fourth and final time (hopefully) we met up with a group of rebels who helped us pull down a couple of Fire Dinos, but that only attracted more. Lots of Fire Raptors this time, and it became a very interesting battle. We manage to hold ourselves together, and this time instead of at the moment of defeat, Jake, Brooke and D'rang show up just in the middle of the battle, and Jake just in time to save Kai. Then we all get up and kill the remainin Fire Dinos when suddenly the wall explodes inwards. Enter, Metal Fire Dino. We attack him, but it seems hopeless until Geldin gives us a bit of hope. I show some courage, and Trevor and Blaise show some friendship and leadership respectively. We all do some super sweet attacks and kill the beast. Then it's the whole light and sparks thing and we get to hear the story of the Dark Master and the Great God. YAY!

Music - Be Like That by 3 Doors Down

~*Hither to and Henceforth*~
August 30, 2004
Mood - Collected
Well, here i am back in the hat. There's only a couple more days until school starts and i've accomplished nothing this summer. Kinda sucks. But, just because it's summer doesn't mean you have to spend it doing things! lol, but anyways last update i told you all about going to the funeral. Well now i'm back and it was as good as to be expected from a funeral. I saw my Uncle Randy for the first time in a LONG time and he has a rat tail! It's funny. Anyways, with Tanya's passing there's real trouble around there. Apparently the father of the kids wants to take them, and he's been all generous to them at the wedding at stuff, so they're all hyped. But apparently he's a deadbeat dad. Everyone is expecting Tammy to stop him, because she's his sister, but like she said. What is she going to do? Her and jon would gladly take the kids, and that then means raising 6 kids on their own. Their kid's seem to like me, lol. Travi is running around and keeps tackling me, and katyln has fun tickling me. They're cute kids. Anyways not much else went on, i went outside once at night and an owl swooped just over my head. That was freaky! At first when i felt the whoosh over top of my head, i'm like, oh it's just a bat. Then i turn around and there's a owl flying over to the lamp post. I'm like that's kinda freaky. The old street lamps there made it look like something out of a harry potter movie. lol, well until he went after a squirrel. That was entertaining. Well anyways, my main task on the funneral was reading a HUGE book, i got from the library and in all that time i hardly managed to get through any of it. Well, okay, i'm on page 500...but i still have 1000 more to go. *rolls eyes* i'm never going to finish, lol. It's called "The Count of Monte Cristo" Most of you are probably familiar with the story, or even at least the movie, but i wanted to read the actual book, and now i'm at a part where they're takin an active perspective through Franz, who i have no clue who he is. Dante has already got his fortune and escaped prison and he's rewarded those who were his allies, and now he's supposed to be punishing the evil dudes. I have no clue what this Franz guy has to do with anything, but i'm off. I'll cyaz all lata!

Music - Star of all the Planets by Ryan Malcom

~*Passing Time*~
August 25, 2004
Mood - Sad
Well, it's almost time to go back to school, and it feels like i did absolutely nothing this summer. Today's my last free day in the hat before school starts, so i asked Koby if he wanted to do something today, he didn't answer. So blah, i'll probably just spend my day at home and be a loser. *sniff* i have no friends. I still have to finish working on the fence, but my parents won't get more paint so my production has kind of halted where it is. Also, i have to run and get school supplies and i have no idea if i'll have time to do that before school starts. Kind of hecktic. Oh ya, i guess i should include why I'm going to BC...again. My cousin not long ago went off-roading and then had a little accident killing herself, and by the sounds of it paralysing my other cousin. I'll have to find out a bit more about him. It feels kinda weird, cuz i just saw them at the family reunion not long ago, and now she's dead. It was kinda weird, the way my mom described it to me, "She went off-roading, and then the road just kinda ended..." weren't the offroading? lol, there is no road! lol, but i get the drift, anyways. That's why i'm heading out to BC again. I guess it'll give me time to read the two books i got from the library. "Freedom's Choice" and "The Count of Monte Cristo" I read the book before Freedom's Choice and it was pretty good. So far Freedom's Choice isn't that bad either. I haven't started reading the Count of Monte Cristo, but it's 1500 pages long, so it'll probably take me awhile. Lol. Good stuff. But's thats my life lately. I'm surprised I never really got to meet Kristen this summer. That sucks, she was even in my CALM class, but i only saw her once. Oh well, that's all for now. This has been Kyle reporting in, over and out!

Music - Superman by Five for Fighting

~*Boring Life*~
August 9, 2004
Mood - Bored
Anyone notice how my moods just seemed to disapeer? Odd, aint it? Anyways, lifes pretty boring lately, even though i have quite a bit to do before i fly out to kelowna for the family reunion. I don't really want to do it, but whatever. Anyways what's new in the life of Kyle? I got a haircut ^.^ ya, its supershort now, i still like it. I think no matter what you do with my hair i still look hot. Lol, unless it gets put up in like ponytails with yarn. I still haven't seen those pictures! I was actually remincing about the trip early today, i forget why. I was remembering the stupid animal game we played and how long we played it. It was crazy, me and kobe were more concerned about finding an animal that starts with x than finding lunch. Lol, did we even get lunch there? Can't remember. ANYWAYS, further news in my life is that i got a new pair of shoes and new wallet as well. Also, i went to the library to update my subscription and i read both "The Hitchhiker's guid to the galaxy" and "Who moved my cheese?". They were pretty good, "The Hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy" is pretty funny, i liked it. Also, who moved my cheese was good just because it was about cheese! lol, actually it was an inspirational book based on how to be flexible and deal with change. When i started reading it reminded me of CALM, but in a sweet twist cuz it had cheese:D lol. I hooked the printer up to my computer downstairs, cleaned up the area around my computer, and defragged it. I generally just want a better computer, but my dad said he wont help me until the winter, so i'm just gonna have to sit and wait. I hope it actually works then:P. lol. But, i'm off now. I just felt like i actually had something to update about. I mean, Kyle having short hair is pretty important after having long hair for soooo long. But i'm out, cyaz all!

Music - Nothing

~*Dreams*~
July 26, 2004
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I don't like mowing my aunts lawn in the middle of the day. My shirt is literally drenched in sweat. YUCK! Also, i would like to add that our lawnmower is too heavy and should not be lifted...by me in particular:P. I can lift it sure, but there's no easy center of gravity on the thing so it topples over....grawr! Stupid lawnmowing. ANYWAYS! What im ACTUALLY here for is to tell everybody about 2 specific dreams i had lately. They were really cool...and weird. But thaz not the point. I meant to update about them right when i had them, becuz they were just so cool...but ya kno...im lazy :D! (p.s. this dream was kind of morbid so beware) So ya, the first dream was kinda like a movie...and I was in it! Anyways there was this one chick that everybody wanted to marry, she was beautiful and smart and funny and everything you could want in a woman. For some reason i don't remember wanting her, in fact...the only part i remember me bein the dream was at the very end. Well the only real part of the dream i remember is the end:P haha...neways! There was also this guy that was engaged to this other chick, but then he fell in love with the really hot chick. And i THINK that he felt he would never have her so he poisoned her so nobody else could have her. Then blah blah blah...blahedly blahedy blahedy...we come to the end. Starts with a bunch of investigators in the bottom floor in a special room in this really weird building where a bunch of people were stayin for vacation (This is where the whole dream took place). Also, this room happened to be a sacrificial chamber. And the investigators were talkin about how the woman that everybody loved was murdered and then chopped up and her organs were displayed around the room but everything that could really identify her were stored away in these weird coloured boxes. I remember one was called the pituatary box and they were talking about ovaries, but yes! Then that screen went blank and another one came up, and showed what really happened in the room. There was the guy that was supposed to be engaged and the chick that everybody loved and the chick said that she loved him and that she would marry him. Then the guy said i want to ask you one more thing, then he asked if he could chop her up into little pieces and display her organs about the room. They both knew already she was going to die. But she fried on him, i mean...he deserved it:P And then he was all calm and was like, fine i dont need you anyways. Then you saw this from a 3rd persons perspective and the guy drew a sword turned around and attacked and then the shot stopped. Then a scene opened where there was this really ugly scotsman that i saw briefly at the beginning of the dream and he was pretting himself up. He started poor, but he must have gotten rich some way along the way of the dream. He was wearing a really puffing white shirt and no pants. It was really really gross, instead of pants he had and plaid pattern burned onto his legs in the shape of a skirt. Anyways he was going to go ask the chick to marry him, and as he went along he found me...wow, where'd i come from?! lol, and he took me along as a witness to the event, or so he said, i was going to be the sacrifice because he already knew it was a sacrificial chamber. Then as we entered the room and he rounded the corner i ran away and pretty much that's where the dream ended. Yupp, i thought it was cool because it was like a movie and you had to put the pieces together and in case you couldn't what had happened was that it was instead the scotsman body parts spread about the room and the chick had in fact not died. Yupp, it was cooler because other things hapened and stuff too and yupp. Anyways the other dream me and a bunch of friends were recruited into a school for assassins. In the school you had to kill 2 of your targets in a weeks period in order to stay in the school, i got 3 assignments on the 1st day and succeeded on all 3 and then recieved 4 more assignments the next day. On the 2nd day i was beginning to worry about what was going to happen, like i could get caught and i was actually killing a person. I remember everybody else was lucky if they had 1 assignment done after the 1st day and the leaders said i was going to be a great assassin. Also, i remember the next assignment i was supposed to do is i had to high jack a scooter or something and drive up alongside a moving train then shoot some guy inside the train, also my correspondent would be sitting right next to him, so i had to make shur i aimed right. Also, i saved a little kid from getting beat up by bigger kids. Then i found out the guy i was supposed to kill was that kids dad. Also, the night on the 1st day i came back to my cabin and said hey to the chick that was in the cabin next to us and told her i finished all 3 of my assignments. Then she asked me why i didn't hit her? And i was like WHAT? and then she repeated the question and then said you kno like...and then she playfully hit me in the shoulder and i thought to myself i dont normally do that do i? And then she told me she loved me...it was weird! and then superiors at the camp came at that moment so i couldn't say anything back to her and gave me my new assignments. Yupp, so those were my dreams. Pretty interesting eh? Ya i know. Anyways i'm out. Cyaz all!

Music - Nothing

~*Time for an Update*~
July 21, 2004
Wow, long time since an update. Ya, i hope your happy justin, JEEBUS! lol, and danika would probably be very proud of me too:P. Anyways, i guess i should say what i've been up to. I'm at Koby's right now and peoples are watching TV. TV sux:P stupid TV. I decided to take this time to update. But ya, it's summer right now and we finished all our exams and stuff. I did bad on my english, but i kno thaz cuz i had to write it with a piece of paper and pencil where as everybody else got a computer, sooooooooooooo...w/e. No big deal, it dropped my english mark by 4%. But I'm good, my average was still pretty good, not as great as i would of hoped, DAMN PHYS ED! according to shaber i should've gotten 106% grrr...lol. ANYWAYS, im doing CALM right now and i hate the stupid course. It sucks so bad, and i cant wait till it's over. I have 1 section left to do, but i've gotten soooooooooooooo lazy:P. lol, i'll get it done though, i still have like 2 weeks to do it:P lol, thaz a long time. What else? Hmmm...i met Klaiber's cousin, Tristan. He's really cool! Klaiber was right, he fits in perfectly! He's just like us. Him and justin vanished now to Waterton and now there isn't much to do with Dan gone as well, just me and Kobe...and Riley i guess. And Derek...and Gomke...okay! i got lots of friends, but thaz not the point. there's still NOTHING to do:P Actually, i just don't like doing stuff when i have work to do. Today i biked to Hat high with Koby. It took sooooooooooo much energy cuz we were fighting the wind the whole way there, i need to bike more. Last year i could bike from my house to all the way across the city in cresent heights in half an hour. It was impressive. Then i got water ^.^ was the best water i ever drank:P lol. Hmmm...ya, i need a g/f. Still working on that, i'm too lazy to come up with more strategies now though, i'll try the normal one of not trying and see if some girl falls into my lap, those are usually fun:P. lol, but anyways, it's time for me to be off. So ill cyaz all lata! WHAHOO! UPDATION!

P.S. Darilyn's new name is Orleans, it's cool

Music - TV in background

~*Rebelling Against Life*~
June 3, 2004
UGH! this is makin me mad. Everytime at night i have this huge burst of creative energy and i want to do something useful with it, but i cant cuz its late and i gotta go to bed cuz i got lots of things to do the next day...*cries* WHY CAN'T LIFE JUST STOP FOR A FEW MOMENTS! *sigh* okay, im good now. Okay not really, but kinda. i did my first REAL tarot reading today. Was good, i did dan and the majority of it pointed a new relationship. I'm not shur if i read the cards right though. But if dan gets a new g/f soon thad be cool...except id be all alone without a g/f...man, i really need to work on that. Grrrrrr...okay. Life's just bein a bumm right now and tis makin me angry. But on another note i drew a cartoon! It's about Intojava! Yay for Intojava! He's cool. lol, but anyways im off...cuz its late ya know. Cyaz all!

Music - Land Downunder

~*Running With No Legs*~
June 1, 2004
Mood - Tired
You kno, i'd be really impressed if somehow somebody could relate my titles to what i actually mean. This one aint that bad, but i was looking and some seem WAY out to lunch:P. Anyways, the reason for the lack of updation, is simply...ive been REALLY REALLY busy. I hate school, honestly. I want it to die. lol, but im good. We had a soccer game today, i scored. Whohoo. Not much else, except the fact i got to eat my only real meal of the day after 9 again. I should probably start eating breakfast or something, maybe thaz why im so tired always? Hmm, could be...or the fact i have a relentless job, soccer right after on some days, and tons of homework to try and all finish. It's hard. Anyways, so ya lots has happened since the last time i updated. I dont really care nemore seein as the cats out of the bag, but i told Alicia i liked her...didnt go very well. I mean any answer would've been better than no answer, all i really wanted was an answer, but...i got a half answer. No relationship now - which i dont want right now, too much stuff to be done - but thaz bout all i got from her answer. So im exactly where i started, and thaz NOT what i wanted to gain by telling her. Bleh! But neways, c'est la vie. Ive begun taking up Tarot cards, im surprised no-ones laughed at me yet, but i read one thing about them and how the "work" and it fits right with my beliefs, it actually makes alot of sense and ive taken up a daily reading of the cards, and it actually works! or well, it has so far. Throughout my day ive seen things represented by the card. Tis trippy. Neways, thaz been life lately, busy and confusing. Is it possible to quit life? Like, not suicide...but just quit everything and actually relax for once? Heh, thad be nice. Okay, done my whinin now...and im off! VROOM VROOM!

Music - Me saying 'Sfigeramoe!'

~*Potential*~
May 9, 2004
Mood - Hoping...
Today has the potential to completely change my life, why...well ull all pretty much find out later, but i gotta feelings nothings gonna happen. YAY for boring ol' life. At any rate, i fixed the link to Dani's website and I added Dan. We made him a website last night. Kobe actually has his website up and running...we'll all see how long that lasts:P but anyways, i still need to get a new tagboard. GRAWRRR!!!...makes me mad, why do these things always have to break. W/e, kobe has a link to tagboard site, ill just go there. Hmmm, why do i still update? I dont even think anybody even comes here nemore, quite depressing really. Nobody cares bout me:( *sniff sniff* ANYWAYS! im bored, i have soccer today...twice. If we win both games i think we still hava chance at gold. Stupid Brooks. I wish i would play better...i kno i can, but bleh! I need another soccer ball now too. I should probably get on that, but i only have 5 bucks in my wallet right now, so im a lil short on cash. I gotta wait till like the end of the month to get paid from my job too. I dont even think its gonna be that much unless i work LOTS of hours on tournaments. cuz its only 2 hours 4 times a week. That aint that much...i think its more work than im gettin paid for honestly, but tis all good. Anyways seriously...i gotta run. I should be outta here in like 15 mins to go to soccer. Doesn't really matter...we're playin Eagle Butte. But still, maybe ill play a good game today. But im off, cyaz all!

Music - Land DownUnder by Men at Work

~*Tomorrow's Sun on a Differnt Horizon*~
May 8, 2004
Mood - Bored
Man, its boring around here. I phoned Kobe to see if he wants to do somethin, but he aint home yet. Eck, im tired. I want to go back to bed:P. Not gettin enough sleep. But anyways im guessin i dont have to work this weekend! YAY! I phoned Kent and somebody told me he was in Calgary for the weekend...sooooooo ya. Even if they needed me rakin fields i cant cuz i dont kno where and when to do or how to find that out. So neways i got pretty much the rest of the day off today! YIPEE!!! I really really suck at outdoor soccer. I hate it, i cant even control the ball...i did a couple nice plays, but im seriously suckin, harsh. I dont like playin like this. But w/e, all i can really do is try harder. We lost to brooks today, bad. 4 - zip. Not good, we beat them by 1 goal last time, and we wasn't really playin as a team then, we're playin even less as a team now i guess. lol, no. We had a horrible start, and they had tight defence. But s'all good. Bloody hey im tired. *yawn* and its not even noon yet. Frick todays gonna be a long day. Hmmm...somebody should come on-line right now and ask me to do something:D heh...like tha'll happen. Neways im off, i think im gonna go write some of Magic Wars and see if i can finish Fire Factory...for the wut? 5th or 6th time? JEEZ! im really startin to loathe it. But im off, cyaz all!

P.S. I'm guessin im gonna need to go find a new Tagboard again...not like nebody used it:P

Music - Are You There by Oleander

~*Looking Back*~
May 6, 2004
Mood - Awed
It never seems to amaze me at how i can change so suddenly. It's moving. Looking back i used to be quite a differnt person, i dont know where that person went, maybe its just dormant for a lil while, or maybe im actually growing. who knows, i suppose some would say its probably for the worst and they liked me the way i was, but wuts wrong with me now? I'm not a whole lot differnt, in fact. Im better ^.^, some may disagree...but thaz just a part of life. Not everybody is going to love you. Anyways, that was my whole...speech...for the day. Lol, notta whole lot happened anytime today. I had work after school, that was...workish. Now i gotta phone Kent sometime to see when i should work on the weekend cuz of my soccer tourny. You kno, people should come out to that and cheer us on...*WINK WINK*!!! ya, i kno nobodies gonna come. Whats so much more entertainin bout watchin Football neways? Football sux, the play always stops and its so boring! The only reason i went to those games was cuz other people went to those games to, and i had some real great times:P SO SERIOUSLY DUDES! COME WATCH >.
Music - My Immortal by Evanescence

~*Yesterday's an Understatement*~
May 4, 2004
Mood - Even Worse
Yupp, so...today not good. Today at school wasn't that bad, but i got out to work after school. HORRIBLE! *cries* i could've screwed up more. Kay, got to the place to pick up the Quad, theres cars in the way! GREAT! couldn't get the quad to start up, or get the trailer on. Finally got the Quad running, and then i couldn't get the trailer hooked up. I lost like a full half hour there. I had to call my dad and get him to come hook it up, i still have no idea how he did it. Anyways my dad got it hooked up for me and i was off to my first 2 fields. Did my stuff to em, didn't do one of the batting boxes tho cuz i didn't have time due to the hitch problem. Then i raced off to Lions Park and on my way there i met up with a bunch of stupid idiots who cut me off right on the hill, then came to a complete stop. THANKS A-HOLES! I slammed on the brakes and narrowly avoided a collision. My brakes squeeled like crazee. Then i finally got to Lions Park and things weren't goin well. I had to run everything into the flippin park then drive in. Not fun. so i did all that and drove off to the final two fields. By that point i only had time to rake 1 field and not line it or nething so i did that then i prepared to go home, unfortunately fate wasn't ready for me to go home yet and as i got to the bottom of the hill from crescent heights i thought to myself, "Did i secure the Quad on?" Turn the corner....nope. So the quads off in the middle of the road, i went and apologized to the person behind me, and drove the quad back on and finally drove off for home. I went to go learn to back up the stupid trailer, of course nobodys gonna help me. But i tried...jack knifed it and got us stuck. mom, helped me get the quad off and rolled the trailer into the back yard, but im still stuck with gettin the quad back onto the trailer. cuz i cant get the hitch back on. All i really feel like doing right now is crawling over into the corner and crying. There's absolutely no way im gonna be able to do this job. *sigh* but w/e, im still gonna give it a try and hope Kent doesn't wind up too dissapointed with me, but im off now. Cyaz.

Music - My Immortal

~*Notta Good Day*~
May 3, 2004
If something can go wrong it will. That right there is the story of my day. I woke up, absolutely tired, a pitiful start to a pitiful day. I can't quite remember when the social test was supposed to be, is it tomorrow at lunch? or was it today? ECK >.< I hate my social project by the way. I hate my group, they're a bunch of idiots, but w/e. TA went extra long today, which meant i had extra amount of time to sit there and be a loner. WHAHOO! GO KYLE! Then was band class, i got my piece back and i screwed up so much on it. I didn't even check it over. But w/e, we played Fugue finally, go me. I got the melody, and i didnt screw up like everybody else. Then was lunch, wasn't too bad. Got a orange from ross and some cheese from Alicia. Then i was talkin to Alicia and she glared at me, for no real reason either. I made a stupid comment on her fork. I'm guessin shes still mad that i wouldn't let her get any work done on sunday. Then was phys ed. Not too bad, i got to fence again when i didnt think i would. I won my bout easily. Then i took on Landon, Mr. Schaber told me too. Landon was the defending champ by the way. 1 point kyle, 1 point landon, 1 point landon, 1 point kyle, 1 point landon...then Landon tried to call the game at 3, with schaber we'd been playin to 4, so we went on. However Landon said the score was 3-1. WHAT? WHAT HAPPENED TO MY OTHER POINT?! so w/e, i sucked it up and moved on, another point kyle, another point kyle after a flippin 3 good jabs, my epee even bended, but ross who was the pres now, wouldn't call nething. So eventually he gave me a point and then Landon got one last point and said he won. If he did, it was tied 4-4. So yes, im crying now. Then was french....lots of notes. After French i headered off to work. I met Mr. Freed and he took me around to the fields and showed me how to drag em and line em and everything, twas fairly ez stuff, but tuesdays and thursdays r gonna be hard, just cuz i got alotta fields. I think i can make it though. After all, theres never been anything Kyle couldn't do. Heh, that was the only thing today that went fairly well. After that i rushed home, got changed then rushed off to my game. The game was tied when i got there and it was a much harder game this time. However, we played a much better game, unfortunately we had HORRIBLE refs, and i do mean HORRIBLE! Every call went to CHHS, it really made me mad. Bad enough i had to play a bad game. I couldn't do nething with the ball and it was makin me angry. I kept sliding and kept missing. But anyways, the refs gave the other team a penatly shot so they tied it up. Whatever. Then they scored again...im done now. Serioulsy, im done my crying. I could go way off topic and cry some more, but no seriously...im done.

Music - So Far Away by Staind

~*Feelings*~
May 2, 2004
Mood - Energetic
Not much happened today, okay thaz a lie, but whatever. I'm hot. Whahoo! Okay, onto something that matters. Tomorrow is my soccer game vs CHHS, its gonna be interestin to see how we do. We got a fairly good team. I dont think they cut Angel, so i dont kno y hes playin for our school, but all for the better:P ANYWAYS! I feel so close to the end of this and i have no clue why, i kno im going completely backwards. I felt shattered today, it wasn't good. I felt like a piece of glass hit by a hammer. Ya kno...pshhhhaaaaawww!! lol, great visual eh? I kno, im special. I wrote alot today. Still not done the Fire Factory. *sigh* i HATE fire factory. i just want it to finish. I dont kno how to tie in the battle now. I got all the talking over and done with, now i just need the fire dino to run in and we start a big fight. But i dont kno. I think im about at the next chapter. in which we fight with Fire Dinos and Fire Raptors. Then Metal Fire Dinos show up. We almost lose, then Jake, Brooke, Albulious, and D'rang show up and save our butts. YAY FOR THEM! we finish off the rest and its the first victory for the Elemental Warriors. then we meet up with Casper and Mario. Probably make a fool of Casper like last time and manage to get out of there. And that'll be that chapter. Then....i think its the end of those prophecies.....oh crap. I DONT WANNA WRITE NEW ONES!!! *cries* man, this bites. OH! nebody wanna read the new prophecies for the first part of the book? I think they're really good...just my thought. Here, ill post em.

“Warriors shall live, and warriors shall die. But 10 shall not, and live forever through-out eternity, the 10 Great Ta’varen."

"When dead upon winter’s crest, one shall see the light and all will be clear. Then shall be forged the paths of fate, a path of light, a path of darkness. And with these paths shall the saviours come. 9 shall rise, not of but are, to form allegiance to the light and forever vanquish shadow. To a fatal wound, shall be given love and healed, and deceit shall follow in the cover of lies. Divided, they still stand, yet falter and stumble. The clouds of the past have begun to move, parting from the sun. When north meets south, and east meets west, the army of the elements will be born. Darkness shall perish with a mighty swing of hope, and stories told of long and old shall bring new hope to a world draped in despair.”

- Quota 1: Page 1: Prophecies of the Elements.

Impressive eh? They've been really hard to write lately, but there it is. Im proud, i wrote that a long time ago actually. I'm surprised i haven't shown it off till now. NEWAYS! i gotta talk to Randee, see if shes read ne yet and see wut she thinks. Also gotta talk to some other people bout some other stuff, but my jobs startin tomorrow and i got a soccer tournament this weekend, then im rakin baseball diamonds every weekend after...its gonna be busy! I think i'll wait till things settle down a lil. ANWAYS! Im off now, so ill ttyl! Cyaz

Music - The Anthem by Good Charlotte

~*Almost Gone*~
May 1,2004
Mood - Restless
Howdidly! Another weekend's almost gone, could hardly tell it was 3 days. Funny how fast time flies, and next weekend i got a soccer tournament. Fun stuff, we're gonna win ^.^...hopefully. lol, neways its early in the morn so ill talk all about wut i did yesterday. I woke up late, or what i consider late, anyways and then i went and called Dan cuz i got bored. Dan said we should go golfin, so after Dan was done showering me and him and riley all headered out to go golfin! I won! Whahoo! 35. Not bad. After that we stopped at the pro stop and i chilled with riley and dan and talked to bob and marsha for a bit, then we headered home to drop off our clubs and get tennis rackets ^.^ yay for tennis! We went to the tennis court and we played two doubles games, Me and Riley won the first one, and then Dan and Riley won the second one. Just so you kno, Riley isn't as good as it seems:P. lol, then after that i took everyone home and ate supper, then Kobe called and we went over to his place to wait for Derek to call. Then finally Derek called and we headered over there. After arriving we found out Derek had no idea what to do:P, great party. But we finally decided on goin to BlockBluster to rent a movie. So we walked all the way to blockbuster and got Gothika. (not shur how to spell that) Derek thought itd be scary:P I also saw Wandler at Blockbuster, twas some good stuff. Then after that we headered over to 7:11 to get some pop. Derek was havin a hard time deciding on which type of pop so i lifted up a pepsi, and a 7-up. He ended up buyin those:P At the 7:11 we also saw Ashleigh, she was buyin snacks. We didn't buy any snacks cuz we had cold popcorn back at Derek's House. I didn't even get any! *cries* Then we left and headered on back to Derek's place, we then watched Gothika which i thought was goin to be one of those movies for stoners, but it actually made sense and my predicition was right. So i'm good now. As soon as i knew that my predicition was right i knew the movie was intended to make sense, not just be a whole bunch of trippy colours. Kobe said it looked trippy cuz i was lying on the floor on my back (so watchin the TV upside down) and with my sunglasses on:P. WHAHOO!!! Then we left and went back to Kobes house so that he could give me and Randee a ride home. But anyways, that was my adventurous day yesterday, and today in approximately 30 mins im going to go golfing, but i dont kno where Koby is. He said hed come on MSN, did he nooooooooooooooo. Oh well, i still need to find a shirt, cyaz all!

Music - When I am King

~*Nobody's Fool*~
April 28, 2004
Mood - Content
I figure i should probably update. That whole 2 days thing didnt seem to last did it? Well w/e, theres alot to talk about. I'm not shur if ive said i made the soccer team in here, but i have. And we played 2 games and won both of em. McCoy's team isn't very good...just for the record:P. After school on thursday dan came over, and so did Kobe and Bobby and then we went and played Wall Ball. Twas great fun, or at least until Dan kicked the ball on the roof...oh well. We hoisted Dan up onto the roof, didnt get my ball cuz it was on the gym roof, but we found a broken badminton racket:P lol, yay! so i got a broken badminton racket now, whahoo! Also yesterday after supper a bunch of peeps went to dans house and we played system link, twas great fun as usual. Hmmm, what else? Nothin really, i guess ill talk to yaz all lata tho, im gonna try to write, hopefully i wont get too bored:P cyaz all!

Music - N/A

~*In Need of Time*~
Arpril 23, 2004
Mood - Mixed
Well today has certainly been eventful. Today started off in a hurried rush, my alarm didnt ring in the mornin so i woke up with half an hour to get ready. Notta good thing! So i quickly showered and got ready in that time and then rushed off for the bus stop, however i waited there for a great deal of time for the bus to actually get there. It never did really show up, i'm still confused about what happened. Anways when i got to school i did a quick scan for the postings on who made the soccer team and came up with nothing. I then went through my classes as normal and then in TA i got my report card. It was fairly good, i dont like my phys ed mark though. But that's schaber for you. It's 10 percent less than all my other marks, lol. Anways, after that not much happened until finally the day was over and kobe came over. We worked on the titanic project for a bit and i finished A Deck as well as B deck. It's taking forever! After that was done we went to the mall to get derek a b-day present. On our way there we saw ross's truck outside McDonalds so we went in and saw Troy and Ross. Ross was supposed to come with us to get Derek a present so we went off to get him a present together. During the process me and kobe bought some jones soda and it was odd at how both directly applied to each other's lives. Mine read "your current plan is going to be succesful" and Kobe's read "A newcomer in your life is going to become much closer to you." Gotta love jones:P. Anyways, after awhile of searchin we got him some gifts then went back home. When i got home i had to eat supper then i worked on titanic a bit more getting about half of C deck done. Then Dan called and asked if i wanted to do something. I said shur and i worked out while i waited for him to call me back. Then we eventually got together and played some Halo with other people. It woulda been funner if i was actually still good at Halo, lol. Oh well. After that i came home and my dad told me Niel had called to make shur i was registered cuz i did make the soccer team. *whew* that's a relief. Now i just got to get new cleats so my feet will stop hurting. Man, will i ever run out of stuff to do? Oh well, on sadder news, my grandpa died today. At like 4:10 my mom said. So my mom's getting me the passages i have to read from the bible tomorrow so i can practice and be ready for the funeral. It's going to be on wednesday i think. Eck, so much to do >.
Music - The Reason by Hoobastank

~*Tears*~
April 20, 2004
Mood - Horrible
I need somewhere to express my emotions so of course i turned here, i mean its not like anybody reads this anyways. I guess i might as well start with a couple of things of late. On sunday i went to church, weird huh? I kno, Kyle at Church?! Go fig! I went with Koby, and the roof was fuzzy and it scared me. Then Kobe told me to stop lookin at it, and then the minister guy said to look to heaven and prey or something. It was actually kinda funny. But i suppose i shouldn't laugh right now. I'm really questionin my faith right now, am i truly athiest? I dont have the slightest, just christianity is so much work. Religion doesn't make sense to me, but i think in the deepest darkest parts of me, i believe. Or at least, i want to...i want to believe theres something more to this world. I think thats just human nature tho..anyways! I suppose i should probably tell you why im like this right now. Well ill start with school, it went fairly good and we had soccer try-outs today. I'm pretty shur im going to get cut, however id love to make the team. People were getting mad at me cuz i wouldn't keep the ball on the ground, dont really make sense to me, why cant i play the ball in the air? W/e, im done about that. After soccer i came home extremely exhausted (yes alish, there IS a difference:P) but i got home and my dad told me im gonna make the team and i dont give myself enough credit, well w/e. I then ate supper and my dad told me that my mom was at the hospital cuz my grandpa didnt look too good. So i went to see my grandpa and i did some more dimentioning at the restaurant where we met my aunt and my mom. Then we went to the place and i went to see my grandpa. He really didnt look good. He looked so frail, like he could fall apart at any moment. It wasn't pretty, anyways eventually he woke up and about that time me and my dad were going to leave. He kept mumbling stuff which i eventually interpreted to be "Please god help me" it wasn't pretty. When we went to say goodbye i thought i should go say goodbye so i went up to his bed and all i could get out was "Hey Grandpa" then i started bawling. I couldn't stand it, we left then as tears still dripped off my cheeks. I felt so stupid, yet i couldn't help myself. I've dealt with death before, both my grandmas and my grandpa roberts have all died before, and truthfully i liked all 3 of them more than grandpa bosely. He always bugged me when i was little, and i hated everything he stood for. He always believed men were superior to women. I loved my grandma, she was always so nice to me, and my other grandparents, i loved them too. But i love Grandpa Bosely too, just cuz i dont agree with who he was doesn't mean i couldn't love him. I think truly saying goodbye is the hardest thing, i never got a chance with my other grandparents. I cant see anything but my life taking a dark plunge right now. My grandpa is going to die soon, i dont think ill make the soccer team, reports are out on friday, and i think my plan is going to explode in my face. I really need some cheer in my life right now, all i really want is some good news. But anyways im crying again so im gonna leave now, ill talk to ya all lata! Cyaz!

Music - Radio

~*Victoria*~
April 18, 2004
Mood - Happy
Wow, Victoria was great. Thats where ive been for like the last week, twas great. I started doin a post last night...however it didnt work out too well and for some reason a bunch of the days got deleted and just cuz i have LOTS of time im going to try again...yupp, so here we go!

Sunday - The first part of the bus ride, wasn't much happening at the first part, but sometime in there we started playing I Spy with Randee and Laurisa and that was beginning of our lil posse. After I Spy we played the animal game and that went on for a long time, then we tried some other games. Andy also decided to take a crap on the bus and NOBODY liked him very much after that...wasn't pleasant at all. Then we arrived in Kamloops and Laurisa, Randee, Kobe, Derek, Steph, and Me. All decided to go for a walk. There we came up names for us like Lovely Laurisa, Rockin Randee, Karate Kid Koby, Dynamic Derek, Super Steph, and Kaptain Kyle. Our group kinda dwindled later on until mainly just me, kobe, laurisa, and randee were left. And Derek from time to time. But that was that day...

Monday - Monday was our second day of driving there, it wasn't as exciting as the first bus ride, i cant remember alot of it. But we arrived in Victoria this day. We also crossed on the ferry and i got lots of wind blown in my face when i went to the bow of the ship. Twas great fun, i also chilled with Alicia for a bit then shawn showed up so i left and went lookin for Kobe and them again but i got lost and wound up back where i started, so i lied down on a bench until i saw some familiar faces in the window right in front of me. Then i found Kobe again. Then when we got to Victoria we decided to exploring until supper. We were goin to take a carriage ride, but those were really expensive so instead we went into the Undersea Gardens. That was really fun, Randee decided to be cruel to some lil starfish and turned it over cuz she wanted to see it move. Then we left and went back to the hotel to eat supper. Then we went to a Imax movie called "Adrenaline Rush" it was pretty good, but i should've known all imax films are educational. Then Kobe caught a cold so went out searching for a place to find him some medicine. Other than that all in all it was a good night.

Tuesday - Tuesday we had to play our instruments at an elementary school and i screwed up horribly on my demo. It wasn't good, i felt so stupid and embarrased. But some people were supportive so it helped. After that we had lunch and Randee decided to buy some pink flowers. I think they ended up dieing...well storing them in a dark cupboard with nothing but a damp papertowel for nutrition for that long of time isn't a good way to keep flowers alive:P. We then went whale watching and it was a good time, i saw porpoises and seal and sea lions. It was great. Really cold tho too, i forgot my jacket *innocent look* oh well. After we got back we had supper then went to the hotel and went down to the "social gathering" it was pretty pathetic. I would've enjoyed it had there been actually dancing. But pretty much all it was they gave us a room where we could play music. We left tho and went out exploring and shopping and got Mr. Rappaport a present. Then we went back to the hotel and then went out to get a slush. I sat outside and then Kayla came out and walked back to the hotel without everybody else. I went into the store and asked what they did to Kayla but they had no clue so we chased her back to the hotel nva actually catchin up with her...oh well. That was that night.

Wednesday - Wednesday we played again at another elementary school. WHICH WAS REALLY REALLY FUN! You see, i actually managed to do my demo good, so i was so happy! And then Robynn said if the kids make enough noise during the next song sam would come up and dance for them. And guess what? They started screaming! It was great!! it was like we were a rock band. I remember talkin to lots of people after and lots of people quit playin cuz they couldn't outplay the yelling of the kids, they also really noticed the trombones. Cuz when they started screaming trombones just really booted it and it was SOOO much fun to play that loud, i loved it. Seriously! Then we did jazz band there too and i had to pick some lil girl to come up and stand by me while i played my trombone. Then at recess kids were running around getting us to sign there arms and stuff, it was crazee. It was like we were famous. Then we rushed over to the legislature building to play there. We played happy b-day and got into the legislature, or at least we could've. Most people left. But anyways, after that we did jazz band which went HORRIBLE. Mr. Rappaport tried to get me to do a solo, but i said no way. Apparently my first attempt at one was good, but i dont think so. Anyways after jazz band i went into the legislature and looked around, it was really fancy. Then i left and went back to the hotel where i saw Kobe, Randee, and Laurissa sittin down eating lunch. So i joined em and started eatin by the time they were finished. it was the best lunch, i had all week. Then we got our stuff together after we finished paying and headered to the crystal gardens which they wanted to close down to put up a casino! It was crazee so we signed a petition against it. There was a lil bird who untied shoelaces, it was cool. Kobe and them named it fred, but i overheard its real name was spike, so they changed to spike after. We also saw monkeys and flamingos and i got a really nice pose of a parrot. It was sweet. After the crystal gardens we decided to header back to the hotel and got ready for dinner at reymonds restaurant. I used chopsticks to eat and it was great fun, i love eatin which chopsticks! Mr Rappaport sat with us too, it was cool. Then at about that point i had everything all figured out in my head. I dont think anybody realised that, okay i dont think anybody but koby does becuz i told him. But i did. Ill get into that later. Then we went bowling and lori broke her ankle getting off the bus so our group started late. Koby had an amazing game of bowling and both me and alicia sucked. Oh well, the first game she beat me by 1 point. But then i beat her...by how much i forget. Wasn't alot tho. I only had 60. Anyways then we went back to the hotel and ran and got slushes then watched the OC. Or at least, they did. Instead i read some of my book and that pretty much brought that night to a close. Except for one last thing. Just before going to bed i talked to koby about him and Randee. This was before Kayla ever called. So i had it all figured out and i told him that Randee liked him, i already knew Kobe liked her. So it was obvious, when Kayla called it only confirmed it. And because i told him before Kayla called...Kobe, you owe me! lol, at any rate that was the majority of that night. Neat-o eh?

Thursday - The day started with a late wake-up call so we got to sleep in and then we got to go to the mall and shop. I bought a headband. it was great. I also left my camera behind at new york fries. I found it tho, so it wasn't too great a loss. We then went to the center of the universe. There was a really big telescope. Not much else...lol. Then we came back to the hotel to get ready for diner theatre. But before i went into curtis's room and stole they're shampoo and stuff as presents for the people back home:P haha, im cheap. But i was stealin their shower curtain and i put it on curtis. Then he started dancin around with it on and then someone else came into the room and he dropped it and was like "Kyle made me do it!" and i was all the way across the room. It was hilarious. But anyways curtis wrecked shawns hat too and i wrecked his pink dice so he was in quite a fizzy. It was annoying. I dont see why if shawn has a problem it has to be everyone else's problem too. Well w/e we went to the dinner theatre and it was great fun. My name was Bugsie ^.^ Me and Vinnie were partners in a crime syndicate and Stallion owned the warehouse where we put our "stuff" and fingers was the dealer. Then tommy gun became our thug, it was fun. After the dinner theatre which was hilarious we went back to our rooms packed then went to sleep.

Friday - Our first day of the trip back. It was kinda boring at first. We got onto the ferry and we ate there, then we sat in the dinning room the whole trip playing cards. i cant remember much else from the drive, we ate lunch in Merit tho. And it started to hail, twas crazee. Then we got back on the bus and kept going. This is when i started to catch my cold. Or at least, i started to feel it. But we arrived in 3 valley gap and went on a really lame tour of a "ghost" town. It wasn't even there originally. But anyways the place was really inspirational. I kinda want to do what the people who owned that hotel did. Start with like nothing, and transform it into that really nice hotel. You'd really get a sense of accomplishment. And plus its like the ideal place that id like to live...kind of. But anyways at supper koby started crying. It was funny, it was cuz his mashed potatoes were cold and had no butter. Awww poor Koby! lol then we had to give Mr. Rappaport his present and the rest of the parents theirs so we had to go up to the lobby at 7:30. Then we went to Randee and Laurisa's room and played a really weird game. i sat in the corner behind a table and called myself King Arthur and gave people points for doing stuff twas weird. I also controlled the light, it was fun. Then we went to sleep and it was then the last day of our trip.

Saturday - Okay, this has been really long updating so im gonna make this day really short and brief. My cold got worse but i maanged with what was available and we began our final drive home. i talked to laurissa for a bit and read until we eventually stopped in banff for lunch. Then we continued our ride home and everyone fell asleep around me, so i went over and sat with Alicia until we got back home. It was great, we played around with each others cell phones. And she got 3 whole calls! She's so popular, lol. Well after that was all done we were back in the hat and me and kobe went home and made ourselves some supper. Then Dan, Wandler, and Riley all come over and we played Halo. I really suck now, lol. It's only been a week too! Kinda sad. Oh well, its good to remember wut sucking is like too. But that was my band trip. And this entry is long enough already so im done and im not gonna start about today. OH YA! On saturday Kobe got a g/f! Apparently Randee told him that mornin and was mad that Kayla told him before she could, but it wouldn't really matter cuz i had it all figured out in my head anyways. After the bus ride home though, Koby went over to Randee and asked her out. YAY KOBY! But thaz the end of this entry, i hope this makes up for how many days i missed. Cyaz all!

Music - Kobes TV

~*The Pefect Misserability*~
April 2, 2004
Mood - Down
Eck, talk about all of ur rotten luck. I had to call some lady for the band trip to see if we could get moved to a differnt room cuz the list of rooms wasn't even there in band class. Kobe didnt even care today...yet he was the person all "we gotta get out of the room" kinda made me mad...ya, leave me with all the work. THANKS PAL! w/e, so i called her and apparently mike and stephen now have adam browne in their room...so we're stuck with both Brad and Andy. Neither do i like a terrible lot. *sigh* well, this could be worse...could be stuck with shawn and have to endure farting noises all night like at Eagles Nest. Ya, we'll probably just hang out in other peoples rooms alot. :D THANKS FOR THE HOSPITALITY GUYS:D lol. Uhm, not much else in the life of Kyle right now. I've been curious about some things about me as of late, like wether people actually like me. Its weird, like last night...kay i guess i can be a bad sport at times, but i find it more as defending myself, cuz thaz normally what i end up doing. Or at least i think i am, i really have no clue. I think Dan just gets way to personal over a game, but thaz just my opinion. Another point, today in french i noticed Alicia really doesn't talk to me a whole lot...im more just sitting there talking to her. Do i take that as a sign to get lost, I'm annoying? I have no clue... people are weird. But anwyays, what else? I've taken to reading again...and not just WOT. Ive been reading this other book upstairs called "Pirates and Outlaws" of Canada. It talks alot about the people in history who've been outlaws and part of Canada's history. And ive learned alot of the stuff they teach us in school for example is complete crap that isn't true. For instance, Samuel de Champlain is noted for being a great explorer right? In fact all the exploring was done by some brule guy who eventually turned on the french and lead the english into Quebec City which they then captured until the King of England decided he didnt want it anymore. Further more i remember learnin bout indians worshipping a god called Manitou...not true. Manitou is a cree word for magician. In some rougher dialects it could perhaps mean a god, but Manitou certainly wasn't the name of their god. Interesting eh? ya, not really...cuz nobody reads this:P Danika will read it when she gets back on-line in Calgary! Tha'll be cool. I also went golfing for the first time yesterday. I didnt do too bad...i got a 38. I couldn't hit the ball straight, it was making me mad. I managed to save myself alot though with chippin and good putting. Chippins using my strong point...but putting? Thats what i usually am the worst at. So it was kinda good. And 38 aint too bad for my first time out. But anyways im off, so cyaz all!

Music - Are you there by Oleander

~*The Burns of a Love*~
March 29,2004
Mood - I'm Kylish
I'm tired and should probably go to bed but i wanna do an update first. Hmm lets see..when i got home i studied then had jazz band which was difficult. And theres my day! WHAHOOO! Okay, theres more. But i'm lazy...whohoo! Let's see wut else is new in the life of kyle? Nothing okay...this post is pointless im off:P cyaz all!

Music - Breakfast at Tiffany's - Deep Blue Something

~*Soft*~
March 28, 2004
Mood - Slightly angry
Is it just me or has as of late ive been very...tempermental? Maybe its just me i have no clue, but people have just generally been pissing me off. Today it was gomke's b-day so i went over to his house to chill. It was fun, but i sean was there and i hate him more and more everytime i see him. I had to rush off to soccer to play his team, of course he didnt go. And when i told him the score when i came back he's acting like he's all good. I mean, u weren't even there, and when you are there u actually hinder their team cuz it means they have less time to have their good players on. But w/e, soccer kinda got me down already anyways. I wasn't playing too bad first period, but i guess i ate too much and slowed down and i could do skit...again. *sigh* All the defence kept challenging the ball and they'd play it right around them...and now that i think of it, in the 2nd half, they never came down on my side. Man, hate it when people get smart -.-. oh well, anyways then we was playin Halo cuz we have no lives and it wasn't too bad, but then we played a horrible snipin game which i hated and we lost bad too, and wandler ended up killing both me and kobe, cuz i wanted to go run behind the rock he was hiding behind and say "Caboose, can you please go hide behind another rock?" lol, but instead Wandler sniped us and said "ya, two guys in one shot!" and then i corrected him cuz he actually missed on the first shot, then cuz he had no better come-back he said for someone thats so smart, im offly stupid. So neways, then sean started arguing with me about how he's better than me cuz he's good at Halo. That really pissed me off, i can admit when somebody is better than me, and sean is NOT better than me. But w/e, i just sucked up his stupid comments and quit playin Halo pretty much. Then just before midnight i headered home. I still think i can't drive after midnight, and personally for the mood im in right now, if u want to see me cry...prove me wrong. *sigh* well w/e, tomorrow is my last soccer game which kinda sucks. I like indoor soccer way better than outdoor. But eh, whatcha gonna do? High School Soccer is coming up soon...im still not too shur if ill make the team. Especially with me playin the way i am. Hmm, what else to talk about? Not much, i think meagans still kinda down bout all the stuff in her life, cuz during our game i sent her a pass and she screwed up and the other team got it, then on the bench later she apologized. I mean, i wasn't doing any better out there, i feel sorry for her, i hope theres somethin to cheer her up soon. Speakin of which i wonder when my Grandpa is going to die? Of if he's died already? If u cant tell i never did have a very good relationship with him, we had our "issues" i guess. I never really talked to him face to face bout it, it just wasn't really my place, especially with such a big taboo on the topic. But w/e, thats a completely other story, that im not going to write about here. I'm so bored...i guess i might as well be off, i should go to bed so i dont play as horrible tomorrow...but no. I dont feel like it yet, night all!

Music - Be Like That by 3 Doors Down

~*Needing Reassurance*~
March 25, 2004
Mood - Lost
Dude, what happened to my moods for the last lil while? They just like disapeered! Crazee! Ur lucky i noticed they were missin, or else you all woulda had to go on for a long time without me telling u how i fell! OMG NO!!! lol, c'est vrai ^.^ ahem, neways. Today was a very very long day. Yesterday was Nickelback and it was great fun! I had a awesome time when Nickelback came out, the bands before them weren't that great. Or at least in my opinion. I also saw the chick my aunt wants me to tutor. Quite honestly, i hope she didnt do too well on her last unit exam, cuz shes GORGEOUS and i would not mind tutorin her ^.^ lol, my aunt says she likes me...but this is also my aunt talking here. Also, at the concert i saw Ange and Kayla, it was all too apparent they came over to where we was sittin to talk to Ross tho, that normally was how it was. W/e, i really dont care. They talked to me some, it was refreshing. I never really thought my hair had grown that long since i last saw them. I wonder if its gettin too long yet? I dont kno, i still like it. Kayla was surprised by the length of my hair and Ange said it looked like i curled it. Riiiiiiight, my hairs hot thank u! C'est au naturelle. ya i just kinda spelt it like i think id be spelt:P lol. But going on, after the concert we went to Tim Hortens for a bite and me and Kobe got 1/2 dozen donuts so we each got 3! yumm ^.^ There weren't many donuts to pick from tho, oh well. Then after that we went home and went to bed. The next day i was dead tired, (thad be today!) and it was a very long day. In social Ashliegh decided to attack me with her pen when i wanted to check what her answer was to tell her if it was right...i dont remember Mr. Reiger sayin nething bout the branches of government but i was half asleep so eh! But anyways she went psycho on me with her pen and it really pissed me off, i mean im dead tired...i dont need people beatin on me with their pens. Oh well, then was TA and i found out where the Senior team soccer registration was tomorrow. So thaz good. Then was band and we played some more of Russian Sailor Dance thinger...i can never remember the name. Thaz wut we did all class, we never get to play the fun songs *cries* After band class i took my trombone out the jeep cuz i got to drive to school today ^.^ whoohooo! then i went down to the table to eat. Kobe gave me a fruit thinger that didnt taste too good, but there was lots of juice and Kobe told me to watch out so i opened in Brads direction and it sprayed all over him. Then i made him thank me for makin him smell like citrus. go fig:S. Oh well, nothin else really happened at the table except i watched Alicia and Skylar try to draw on each other for awhile, then i got tired so i laid on the table until first aid. The rest of the day was pretty boring, i gave Meagan a ride home. Aint i nice? Then after i got home i went over to tutor clay again and when i got home i had to run out again to get food for me and my dad and i saw Jeff. He said it was a pretty scarry sight to see me driving and he'd have to stop walkin on the sidewalks. I laughed. Then i ate and felt like skit cuz it was fast food, and then i got to work out and now here i am on the comp...updating cuz i didnt yesterday. But thaz been the majority of happenins in my day lately. So ya...im off! CYAZ!

Music - Stacy's Mom by Fountains of Wayne

~*Renewal*~
March 23, 2004
Ya, i skipped updating yesterday...so i gotta do it today. And Dani isn't even making me! *gasps* lol, anyways, today was pretty boring. i got the day off from doin work (not really but we'll pretend:P) and i spent like an hour goin driving. I went to red cliff again ^.^ whoohooo for highway drivin! u getta use ur brights:P lol. school wasn't too exciting today...i just kinda sat back and watched the day roll by. Nick ate some really gross stuff that he himself spit in. I was very much disturbed and moved to the other side of the table. And cotrell and barton were like usin a puffer to make marks on their arm and it was weird and stupid. But ya, i just let the day roll by. Tomorrows gonna be a biggie cuz its Nickelback concert. My aunt is goin to try to hook me up with a chick there, makes me laugh:P Shes goin with this one person apparently, i forget her name...Katherine or Kaitlin or something. And apparently shes about 16 and havin trouble with math. When they were over there for supper before they were talkin bout that and my aunt said "i kno the perfect person" dont u love it when ur aunts brag about u:P but ya, my aunt told her and her mom all about me and then her mom was like "your marrying this man!" Actually as of late, ive been noticing something. I'm actually becoming somebody, it feels like im growin, and just my accomplishments and what i do, i think im actually startin to become a pretty impressive person. Before i was always...just...Kyle, but now im startin to feel like im so much more than that, I really have no idea. Anyways, back to today, i started re-writing magic wars. Long process but ill get there. I did a completely new spin on how Geldin + and the others have to leave Valere's home. First the crodites show up barking and runnin aroudn like crazy. Then 3 guards storm in and Geldin has to take care of em. So far ive got to he just kills one then runs off to save Valere (we can already tell theres a relationship formin between em...Valere isn't very subtle:P) lol, anyways i kno wut'll happen now is Geldin will get his first crossbow from like a wall or something as a decorative ordament and snipe another of the guards out with a bolt through the head. Then the last guard goes after Geldin after securing the others cuz they weren't expecting it cuz the 2nd guard got to Valere before she could warn the others, so Geldin goes up agaisnt the 3rd guard now too and the duke it out for a bit and the guards sword comes up and hit's Geldins scar ripping off the fake piece of skin and revealing the crystalized skin. However as his sword hits it, his sword shatters then Geldin finishes him off. They all then run out the back door away from Valere's home this time with her father...im thinkin her father might have a roll as bein the "wise" guardian. cuz so far i have Sycina and D'rang. Ones a ranger who concentrates on all forms of combat and just basic knowledge of the woods, and the other is an assasin who specializes in stealth and has a cool line:P. But anyways then there'll be Valere's father who will be kinda the wise one, so he'll kinda fit Tacobb's role too...and i think Tacobb and Valere's father will work together when they get to Bate. Just a thought so far tho. But i still dont kno how to flip around the Fire Facotry. I'll work on that. But thaz bout it for my entry. So im off now, and ill talk to yaz all lata! Cyaz!

Music - Be Like That by 3 Doors Down

~*Scum's Refuse*~
March 21, 2004
I hate people. Well, not all of them, but im in such a skitty mood right now its hard to differentiate. You see today was hecktic, i needed a vehicle all day long so i could go someplace and get my dad a b-day present. But nooooooo my parents decide to take off all day, then go out for supper and then i hafta go to my aunts for my cousins b-day. I wish somebody for once would tell me wut the flip is goin on around here! Jeebus! Well anyways i found a bit of time for it...i went to wal-mart. Then they closed so i had nowhere else to go so i got him a gift certificate from Blockbuster, but u kno wut, i go up to pay...and all my bloody money from my wallet is missing. Oh just bloody flippin great. I think i know how i lost it too, god damn flippin Mrs. Hamel. You kno givin us lockers in the south mighta made everybody's personal belongings a whole lot flippin safer. Grrr...well anyways im VERY pissed off cuz it had all my b-day money in there that i still had to take to the bank so i lost over $200. A-Holes! *sigh* so neways i had to pay with my bank card, and now i only have 5 bucks. I told my parents and they said they're goin to complain to the school, cuz if the phys ed people want us to change out then we should at least feel safe about leavin our clothes behind, i really dont care. The only person i blame is whoever took my damn money, and that person should go and rot in hell...and i dont care if i dont believe in it:P well im done ranting now...so i should probably header off to bed. Night

Music - Star of all the Planets by Ryan Malcolm

~*The Pleading Heart*~
March 21, 2004
Technically its March 21 right now...but i haven't done much today yet:P its 2 in the mornin after all and i just got back from my dads 50th b-day party. Twas great fun. First off it was all a big surprise for my dad so apparently he was really surprised when he got there and everybody was there...i wasn't there tho cuz i kinda...got lost *blush* heh, it was difficult. Before i headered over there tho i thought i had tons of time to kill so i went on a lil tour of Medicine Hat and managed to drive past all my ex's houses. It was awkwardly fun, ya i kno im weird:P. Then i drove out to the co-op in cresent heights and went onto the highway...well it took a long time before i eventually found the place:P i went to redcliff:P lol. but anyways, when i got there i thought of something. The Union Hall would make a GREAT place for like a get together/dance kinda thing. So ill just file that away in the back of my head and who knows, someday maybe me and my friends will set something up. But anyways, when i got there everybody was pretty much sittin around shootin the breeze and just chillin. And then as the night went on people began karrokying (sp?:P) and ya, my dad always had the mike and he was just making up songs, it was hilarious. I understand where i get my sense of humour from. I wonder if thaz wut id be like if i was drunk?:P lol, i dont wanna try it. But anyways not much else happened tonight, twas great fun tho. Especially the driving around everywhere part ^.^ lol:P but anways that was my night, so off i go. Cyaz!

Music - One Thing by Finger Eleven

~*Tomorrow's Date*~
March 19, 2004
Okay, right now im bein forced to update by Danika, so you can thank her for the update if u actaully even read this:P so far i only kno 2 people who do, but u peeps are cool high fives to ya! speakin of which i owe alicia one cuz she actually knew that in my survey i put quotes around "Running Nowhere..." cuz thats the title of my site. So i owe her a high five, lol. Wut else? Well ill start on friday. Not much ill just skip straight to french class. You see, i got to teach it ^.^ whahoo! it was great fun! i loved it, i got to go to the head of the class and teach everybody about verbs and such...we did pouvoir and devoir. i think...i can't really remember. Then later i got to give out candy ^.^ it was GREAT fun, Mrs. Nesdoly is a FUN teacher:p lol. But that was the big event. Then after school kobe came over and we played a bit of band music, and then we went to get a movie (Attack of the Clones) we both had wanted to watch that since we started playin Star Wars music in band and we got a star wars game which was great fun and we're thinkin of havin a x-box night for it with system link and such. would be great fun! ^.^ im good at it. lol, he slept over and we watched that and played that game well into the next day. It was great fun, we didnt do much else, then i had soccer tonight. I played absolutely horrible. Yet, i still could burn the whole team...i got the feeling im a better offenceman than i am a defenceman, tis weird. But anyways, i went in net the 2nd half and we caught up tons cuz joe got to go out and he scored us lots of goals ^.^ yay joe! But anyways, that was my day and im out. Happy Dani? i updated! lol, cyaz all (by all i mean Dani and Alish, lol...i need more friends:P)

Music - Red vs Blue in the background. GREAT SERIES! lol:P

~*Updation*~
March 17, 2004
Man do early wednesdays ever get ruined by band. ECK! had to go to band after school and it was stupid, we played tons of new music, and some of it was really fun so im lookin forward to learnin some of it. I'm probably gonna take it all home tomorrow and practice on the weekend. Get real good ya kno! But neways we didnt do much else, today i learned that when we went with Mrs. Hamel we were actually supposed to be finishin two units, basketball and volleyball. And for basketball we wouldn't have to do a test :D!!! but seein as everybody was horrible for the sub, she said she might tell Mr. Schaber we have to do the basketball unit with him. Heh...i hope not. I hate basketball, okay i hate all sports except soccer, but everybody already knows that. Well not all sports, golf is pretty fun. Speakin of which i wanna go golfin! ^.^ then i can suck and lose all my golf balls! WAHAHAHAHAHAH...ahem, sorry. Neways, after jazz band we ate pizza and then me and kobe walked over to his moms work and we stole the van. Then we drove to his house cuz i felt like watching Star Wars. We never did watch Star Wars. Instead we watched Nine Months, that is chick flicky man! And really confusing, ill nver understand women. lol. Then we had to go pick up kobes mom, and then we came back and finished the movie, then i got a ride home and sat around for like 5 mins when gomke called. he came over not too long after just as i finsihed colouring my stupid french poem. I CANT EVEN WRITE POEMS IN ENGLISH! how can she expect me to write nething good in french? grrrr...oh well. it sucks, i loves it. lol, but me and gomke went out and played some soccer, i beat him. BWAHAHAHA. it was stupid, i quit trying. and then i tried loading Magic Wars onto the comp and guess what?! IT DIDNT WORK!!!! GRRRRRRRRRR!!!! made me so mad, i dont kno wut to try know, so i might just have to see if kobe has the latest version? probably not...I DONT WANT TO WRITE Miekel all over again...*sigh* well ill figure something out. CYAZ ALL!

Music - Kyrptonite by 3 Doors Down

~*Jazzy*~
March 16, 2004
Okay, im making it a official goal now, to update at LEAST every other day. I wonder how long that'll last:P lol, im goin to try Dani! REALLY! lol, ahem...okay. let's see. Today was the day for Jazz Band at the Rotary Festival and it was actually pretty fun. We didnt do a whole lot once we got there, Mr Rappaport wanted to save our lips. YAY! but i just wandered around with absolutely no freinds...again. Seems like Andre keeps tryin to be friends with me. I dont kno why, but he doesnt seem to bother me as much anymore. But it doesn't matter...he was still afraid of Steve, so for that i laugh at him! HAHAHAHAHA...*ahem* Steve's cool. He gave Kobe his car to drive today, great fun. But anways the festival was running behind, by the time we were SUPPOSED to go on the cresent heights jazz band was JUST gettin on the stage. So i went up into the stands and watched like the loner i am. Then i noticed somebody, among the trumpets was the really hot chick from me and kobes drivers ed class. Im like wow! Shes in Jazz Band. Then i just sat there for a long time again:P, then when the came off and it was our time to go on she looked at me and said Hi. I was like double wow! A hot chick actually remembers me...from Drivers Ed! It was crazee, so i said hi and then i went onto the stage to play my jazz music. It was pretty easy, and then we finally got to go back to school and i hung around with my white shirt still on. I looked like a cowboy ^.^ then i went to phys ed. oh god, tomorrow is going to suck. Mrs. Hamel is going to flip out on us cuz of how everybody acted with the sub...we'll be running for the next day and as soon as we get Mr. Schaber back we'll be running for months. Running and push-ups that is. *rolls eyes* oh well. C'est la vie right? then was french, we had to come up with a slogan and i thought of a good one but i dont kno how to translate it...OOOO WHERES DANI?!?! I NEED UR HELP! lol, it goes "put a bit of zip in it" and then its a slogan for zippers. I think its good:P, then after class i was goin to the north so i figured i might wait for Alicia and walk with her to her locker. But then she told me she wasn't goin to her locker, i felt kinda stupid...just standing there until i asked if she was goin to her locker. Yea, and then she said no so i left and went to the north and met up with Kobe and Dan. And when i turned around guess who was at her locker? I was kinda like, what the hell? i thought u said u weren't goin to ur locker, it actually kinda hurt a bit. I mean, she's supposed to be my friend but she wont even walk with me? *confused look* eck, well w/e. Then Kobe gave me a lift home and i stole the front seat from Dana, made me laugh. She got offly mad at me:P, but anyways Dan insulted my driving when Kobe was driving me home he's like "Kobes a much better driving than u Kyle" cuz he started playin corners and took a really sharp left. Im like WHAT THE HELL! you dont even have ur drivers, so shut up. Like jeez, Kobe almost failed his...i only got 30 docked and 10 was cuz i didnt kno i was supposed to shouldercheck at a certain point. But w/e, i gotta feelin i aint drivin Dan much of anywhere nemore, especially if he continues to insult my driving when i do drive him places, im sorry that i dont race cars down the street dan. jeez! but anways, the whole day seemed to just wind up horribly with Alicia and Dan. But thaz the way the ball bounces sometimes, so anyways im off, ill cyaz all lata!

Music - Here I Am by Bryan Adams

~*Let's Drive*~
March 10, 2004
Wow has it been a long time, my comp was down so sorry for not updating. NEWAYS! Theres been alot thaz happened as of late and im really too lazy to write it all so skip it:p I'm just gonna start with today and fill in things if i think they're necessary. Okay! Today started with...BAND?! what?! yes, thaz correct band. I got to go to the gr 11 and 12 rehersal today in period 1 and got to miss social, it was good fun. the class was like 4 times the size of our normal class and in that time period we were able to accomplish like absolutely everything on the board:P it was amazing! i was like wow, im in a REAL band class:P then afta that was over (and we played some pieces i had nva played before and are REALLY fun) it was off to TA which i just sat there and then i went back to Band...yay...so i went to Band again and we barely finished everything on the board (>.< stupid rest of the class not knowin their parts!) i mean come on, its only like a couple more days before the rehersal and we're strugglin to do everything top speed...its really sad. its strange, before alicia was all dissin her class...but now shes makin it sound like her class is ALOT better than rs...i mean our flutes cant keep up with the tempo on molly on the shore, mr rappaport actually resorted to saying, "only play wut ur comfortable with" but *shrugs* w/e, thaz life eh? NEWAYS..then was lunch...guess wut was at lunch?! sectionals...fun...mr rappaport is so confident in our section he practiced irish tune and then we went on to the newer pieces like incantation and dance. i dont like that piece, its all over the place. Maybe when its all together itll sound better...but i dont kno. then was gym, we played volleyball and our team won ALL of our games, i won the very last game for us against the top team and it was sooooo close. so i was kinda hyped ^.^ twas great. after that was french, we did worksheets all class...i hated it, but i just cheated and worked with alicia:P lol. great fun. then after french, i went to kobes and did my language essay, its not bad actually. well the intro and conclusion. Ill have to work on it a bit more, but so far its good. Then after that was done we shot some pool and then went and had supper (tacos yumm!) then my mom dropped off the jeep for us and we went driving! GREAT FUN ^.^ we picked up dan and klaiber and went to the mall and klaiber and kobe got helium balloons, that was great:P kobes popped tho. then we went to future shop and looked at routers for the xbox linkingness...great fun. we say redvsblue on the xbox tv thinger. i was all "OMG!" it was great. then we went to the macs and got a slush and then we drove to cresent heights and then down to the library where we walked around there for a bit and looked at movies:P lol, and then we headered over to dans house and played halo for a bit and then i took kobe home and then i came home and now here i am! Oh, by the way...i got my drivers license:P lol. great fun it is. i wanna take a girl on a date now:P lol stupid not havin g/fs :P but NEWAYS, im off. so ill cyaz all!

Music - Molly on the Shore (im hummin it)

~*Cloudless Night*~
Febuary 23, 2004
Mood - VERY tired
Today has been a very long day, its a real shame i couldn't sleep last night. Must've got an hours worth of sleep, and i wanted to do when i got home was do my social homework. Read a bit of Wheel of Time then header off to bed. But guess what?! Mr. Rappaport wants me to come to Jazz Band. Blood and bloody ashes! Well i went, and i hope to bloody hey hes happy! I sucked, horribly. And everytime i started to get the piece we went on to a new one. It was horrible. Bad enough i have absolutely no friends there. But i make due. I just sat there by myself all night...yay for me! The stinky guy sat beside me again *wondering look* but hes pretty nice so i forgive the smell. Just that one day! OH GOD >.< hmm, maybe those were the onions in science? No, onions dont smell like that. Maybe he just had bad gas. Well w/e, it dont really matter. He was nice, he was my only friend...*sniff sniff* Yupp, true story. Somebody told me that i looked really freaky standing there in my "out of placeness" i laughed. I didnt kno wut else to do. Well i didnt kno wut time it ended so after it was all over i walked to safeway to use the phone and i called my dad, wouldn't u kno it but he didn't answer the phone. So i said id walk back to the school and see if he was there. No sign of him...i walk around the school and when im coming back to the east parking lot i see my dads truck and i begin racing down the street that divides our school in 2. I'm surprised i didnt slip and kill myself. But at any rate, my dad drove off and then came around the front. I saw him out of the corner of my eye then raced to the front and somehow managed to catch up to him. Nva knew i could run that fast...it was pretty cool. But that was the majority of excitement in my day. Mr. Rappaport wants me to keep going. *sigh* I guess i just have some more music to learn eh? Ya...well I guess i can handle it. After all im kyle ^.^ and theres nothing that Kyle cant do. If he puts his mind to it at least...but Kyle just might give up and quit like he normaly does. Lol. but at any rate that was the my exciting event of the day. There was other stuff...i screwed up presenting our poster for French i said "Voici ton affiche" ya, i shoulda said "Voice notre affiche" why the hey did i say this is your poster? *shrugs* oh well...nobody noticed. Mrs. Nesdoly probably did, but she didnt say anything. I felt kinda stupid after. And yes, thaz right...NOBODY noticed, or at any rate said anything. But yes, i still felt stupid. Yay for Kyle! Yupp, ive started to grow a goatee. Its pretty cool. I'm gonna take a pic of it once its all done and then shave it off so i can be clean shaven again. It'll be done by the end of the week. lol, hafta grow it for steve and dan. Dan wanted to touch it on the bus home, it was pretty sweet. lol, oh! and in other news, Jen moved by me! I mean like, just down the street. Its pretty crazee. Ya, Jens cool. But at any rate im off. I needa catch up on some sleep. Cyaz all!

Music - Breakfast at Tiffanys

~*Dreams*~
Febuary 20, 2004
Mood - Confused
Dreams are weird. Wuts the point in them? I kno they're part of your subconsious mind but what exactly are they, they cant be ur desires. Why would you ever have nightmares then? Unless secretly you want ur worst fears to come true. I should ask chris, he'd know. Probably just idle thoughts of an idle brain. Anyways, yes. I've had weird dreams as of late. I'm surprised i can remember so many of them. Hmm...anwyays. One started by me waking up in Lamanns room. It was one of those dreams that you think ur really awake, cuz it starts with you waking up. Ya, it was scary...i didn't have ne clothes on and i was lying in her bed and i was scared. Then i cant exactly remember wut all else happened...i ate rice tho. And people laughed at me for being stupid. Oh! and Mr and Mrs. Nguyen had short hair, it was weird. That was that dream, then i had a dream that i was sitting on this rock. I couldn't move, i was stuck there...but everything around me was going at a super fast speed like time had sped up. Then i think i tipped a lil bit, fell off the rock and instead of hitting the ground i went through it and fell forever. Then I had that weird dream again and i can never remember much except for like 2 + 1 weeks thing. it was like "you had 2 + 1 weeks. Now only 1 remains" and ya, that was weird. My last dream i was fighting with some guy with a sword of course ^.^ and we was fightin over who was better suited for a girl. It was a close match, but im guessin i lost seein as i think id remember winning *curious look* oh well! those were my dreams of the night. a whole 4! and i remembered them...well most of them. Some of the details are kinda gone, but i remember the main thing from them. Hey, does anybody think im goin to die in a week? cuz that would really suck. lol:P. Hmmm...nows not the time to go all supersticious kyle, lol. ANYWAYS! not much else up, i gotta clean today. no fun :(...but oh well. Other than that, pretty much nothing. We might have Halo night again, but im not shur. But neways, cyaz all lata!

Music - Kryptonite by 3 doors down

~*Competing with Perfection*~
Febuary 18, 2004
Mood - Isometric
I wanted to use that mood again! From this moment on, i am officially declaring isometric a mood. I wonder wut it means? Hmm...well i guess i should probably figure that out...it means equal measure. So like, content? Ahh..w/e ill worry bout that later. haha! Okay! And yes, i have the power to declare was a mood is. Thaz how almight i am ^.^ ahem, okay! Now that im done that tangent. Hello! How are you all doing? I'm quite good thnx. Bored more or less and confused, cuz i have no clue whats going on tonight. At any rate im going to Kobys...i think. Ahh, i have no clue. For once in a long time im the odd man out. Sweet. Ahem, yes! Today i went driving, it was pretty fun actually cuz i got to play in traffic all day long. I had to do some parking and i did my parralel parks but i had to do uphill and downhill parking and i completely forgot how. But i got it on my second try and i still passed so huraah! im goin out tomorrow again tho cuz my mom signed me up for 12 hrs instead of 10. grrrr...*sigh* well w/e. Ya, this is my frusteration streak ive had to day, that explains alicia's lil coment. Its hard to compete with perfection. But hey, im trying! Hah, gotta give me credit for that. Hmm..oh yes! Me and Koby have officially started the "No Wisdom Club" i suggested that i be head poncho and he be the turtle...but noooooo he doesn't want to be the turtle. So we'll figure out wut our rankings are later. The only qualificitions u need to join are that you have no wisdom (teeth) pretty simple. I think my code name'll be Lil Cheeser. HAHAHAHA! Okay, that was some good times at the fieldhouse. Hmmmmm..what else? OH! I'm goin to see Danika tomorrow, it should be good, at some place called steamers. I have no clue where it is but she said its near the old train station and yea, ill find it! If i dont im not Kyle Roberts! do do doooooooooooooooo! Ahem, well yes. I hafta run cuz i actually kno wuts goin on now so ill talk to yaz all lata! Cyaz!

Music - I'm just a Kid by Simple Plan

~*Single*~
Febuary 16, 2004
Mood - Bored
Theres two reasons for the title of this entry.
1) I was single on valentines
2) I realised while playin halo with a bunch of other people that was single that i REALLY was single again
So yupp, thaz the story. It was weird, im like whooo...we're all sittin here playin halo and havin no life, man im single! lol, great stuff. But neways the weekend was pretty eventful so ill talk about that

Friday - It was pretty crazee, right after school both Bobby and Koby came over and then later clay, dan, wandler and gomke joined us. It was some good fun. We played halo. Then eventually when people started to leave they got bored and came on my MSN -.-...stupid bumms. Oh well, not too much damage done...*rolls eyes* ahem, wut else? As people came back over again we ordered pizza and it was yumm yumm! u gotta love Brooks 18'' pizza! The pieces are huge! You seriously eat 2 slices and you're done and with Brooks pizza you get 2 for the price of 1! i mean, HOLY CRAP! it was good...we managed to finish it all. This time Me, Dan, Riley, Ross, Gomke, Wandler were all there and Kobe came later too. We played that till like 11:30 then Kobe and Wandler went home.

Saturday - The next day was valentines and i took in all my old 64 stuff and got 130 dollars for it and Morrowind for X-box. Goodstuff. Kobe came over later..and we played Morrowind. Great fun. And we got pizza again, some chicken club stuff or something and it tasted funny. Oh well, we also watched the end of Kangaroo Jack, that is a GOOD movie. Lol, then Kobe slept over and Kayla was being stupid so i ignored her and that was pretty much the day.

Sundary - Kobe was actually up before me, but it wasn't too much before me...when i saw him up im like, okay...time to get up. lol, then i took a shower. Great fun. Eventually we went off to soccer together and holy crap! NOT FUN!!!! I was tired from the lack of sleep the night before but not only that i had to play the whole first half and 20 mins the second half. ya, i got 5 mins rest. Heh...it was tiring and i fell over...AGAIN! grrrr, now i have an injury on each elbow! Fun stuff! They gave me a first aid kit and was like "bandage that up" then somebody was like "aint the coach supposed to do that" and he said "i dont kno first aid" and then i replied "well neither do i!" so allie bandaged me up with 3 lil bandaids. I love it ^.^ makes me laugh. Hahaha...cept it stings. oh well. Then i came home, showered then cleaned and then finally relaxed for the rest of the day. Hey! I deserved to relax! I had a busy weekend! lol

Monday - Thaz today. I didn't do much, played alot of xbox but thaz bout it. I wanted to do some drivin today seein as i haven't driven for awhile and my last class to determine if i pass Drivers Ed or not is coming up. And i found out i have selling programs tomorrow. YAY ^.^...not -.- oh well. I also found out i still look good when i dont shave. Ya, ive been too lazy as of yet to shave. Hah! Tis some great stuff. But im off, ill cyaz all lata!

Music - Do you feel by Butterfinger

~*Written for Love*~
Febuary 11, 2004
Mood - Happy
Yay for lots of work done on the site ^.^! I'm proud. All the entries from last year have been placed in their own separate page and now this main site contains only posts of 2004. Crazee eh? Took alot of work, but i managed to figure it all out, damn im good. *attempts to look cool...but fails* lol. Neways! Today, Randee was wearing a really cool shirt. It was cool, lol. I wanted to wear it, she wouldn't let me:( *sniff sniff cry cry* lol, it was like black and pink and orange. Real pretty! Then was TA and i began writing my english paragraph and then we went to a Apprenticeship orientation is language class, it wasn't very useful seeing as they didn't have engineer on it. I think you need to go through an apprenticeship though, neways that was that. She made me an engineer and said "Ok everybody this is Kyle." then I'm like "Hi!" and then everybody laughed, twas good. lol:P. "twill" hahaha, good stuff..ahem. Okay! Then was lunch and i went and borrowed 2 bucks from dan to get my Matchmaker results. Wouldn't u kno it but Alicia is my number 1! Haha, great fun. She likes me;) i dont like many people tho...my highest is 65.7...and thaz Alicia. lol, but my most compatible friends aren't even my friends and Kobe isn't on the list, therefore i kno this majiger doesn't work. But its still fun to look at. neways, then was phys ed and i worked out my legs so today at soccer is goin to be really hard. Then was french and i worked on reviewin a movie with Alicia, good stuff. I'm number 4 on her list. I'm still tryin to figure out wut this goes by...like wut determines 1 before 2 or w/e. It's confusing. But thaz been the only real exciting thing today. At first it all confused me and i was like, awww nobody likes me! Cuz i thought the "Their %" column was how much people liked u...but thaz actually how much u like the people and the "Your %" column is how much the people like you...quite confusing. but i got it now. I thought before nobody liked me, it was quite sad. Then somebody pointed out on the bus it was the other way around im like! Oh yay!!! People like me...oh wait...well 1 person likes me. And that person's alicia *nods* yupp yupp. But im off now, ill cya all lata!

Music - Are You There by Oleander

~*The Fake Lil Games*~
Febuary 8, 2004
Mood - Alot of things...
Im sorry bout the tagboard, cuz im gonna hafta find a new one, i tried last night but it was suprisingly hard. If anybody knows ne good sites it would be very muchly appreciated. But neways, I've decided to update cuz its been so long. I'll start with wuts been happenin over the last few days. Had drivers ed a bunch, it wasn't as far bad as before. In fact i had it today, but ill talk bout that later. I had soccer alot! once friday, once saturday, and once sunday. But its all good, fridays game was good, i scored ^.^ but then saturdays sucked harshly cuz we had a stupid coach. We still had a stupid coach for sunday's game, but i played good and scored a REALLY nice goal. i liked it ^.^ and plus i kept burnin cole and he got mad at me! BWAHAHAHAHA...ahem, okay today now. Started off with social, i got REALLY REALLY mad at curtis, justin, and derek cuz they was in my group and i had to write the whole social essay pretty much. It pissed me off and if it wasn't for me we wouldn't have finished *glares* oh well, i guess thaz life. There isn't much better i can find for a group in my class :( *sniff* whyd all my best friends have to take social last semester? grrrr! Ahem, okay! Then we had language and me and Koby wrote a really stupid conv between Capulet and Lady Capulet about Juliet getting married, we couldn't stop talkin bout the plugged toilet or the lost pudding. It was great:P then was lunch, lunch was pretty boring, but it had its ups. Then was phys ed and we worked out. U kno, its really hard to work out after uve had soccer all weekend:P but i managed. I really dont like havin ross as my partner tho, he wont stay on task. Everybody wants him to go spot for him and they all come around and watch ross lift stuff when they're supposed to be workin out...therefore makin it seem like im not workin out, and at the end ross started skipping so im like, w/e! and i went off and worked out by myself. Twas good. Then was french, i really like french ^.^ its fun, i getta talk to alicia all class:P it didnt turn out nearly as bad as i thought it would. Yupp yupp, we worked on our script and laughed at each other:P good times. Then was drivers ed and wholy crap! wutta horrible drive! i parralel parked behind wut she said was a really difficult one cuz it was so small, but i couldn't do the half tons! arg >.< makes me mad. but then i got to practice emergency procedures. WHAT FUN ^.^ i loves it! lol:P it was good. and then i came home and my parents when to some ice show and i had to make supper for myself. I made lasanga but when it took really long, i had to leave in the oven for over an hour and when i pulled it out it was still cold, so then i just threw it in the microwave:P it wasn't bad then. And thaz pretty much my dad. Oh! I have something else to tell everybody to:P its a really weird dream ive been havin. And i dont kno why, its crazee. I dont remember all the details all i remember is in the dream it says we have 2 and 1 weeks to live. When i tell most people they're like..."soooo three weeks." well in the dream its always referred to 2 and 1 week to live. Its really weird. And all i kno, is that when im dreamin it, im like swelled up in fear. All i really kno is the 2 and 1 week refers to this week and the week off of school and then we all die the week after the family day week on friday. Its really confusing, but its interesting...mainly cuz it always refers to it as 2 and 1 weeks. I think its kinda cool:P, but im weird so wut do i kno! But neways, im off. I'll talk to yaz all lata! Cyaz!

Music - When I Look to the Sky by Train

~*Livin One Day At A Time*~
Febuary 2, 2004
Mood - Determined
Determine dont describe my mood very well, but eh, its a start. I'm half asleep right now probably from the lack of sleep from yesterday but oh well. I'll live. Yesterday i came up with on of the greatest characters for Magic Wars. Seein as nobody seems to care, im postin him here. Read it if u want, i dont really care. Neways, his name is Mikiel and thaz all we really kno about him at first. It starts of with me washing up after a long sleep in a small stream and suddenly i turned around and see an arrow in a tree, then almost instantly another arrow hits the same tree. I begin to panic but then i hear Brooke's voice, and i get soothed until i realise that Brooke has never arched before and suddenly i realise there's a long serpantine dagger around my throat and im greeted by a very insane voice sayin "Not many in Mikiel's Wood nemore! No no! Not many at all!" and thaz about as far as i got, but i have other scenes goin through my head about Mikiel and its all so cool! Mikiel is kinda like Gollum, hes insane and likes to dance around on all fours:P. Neways, Mikiel somehow asks us to retrieve one of the daggers he lost. he tells us he used to throw them, his daggers are throwing but since he lost that one he has never thrown again. Okay w/e, we help and end up finding his "precious" dagger. It looks just like all the others except then we find out Mikiel's history. Mikiel apparently served under Carrion Goldfeather. Now excuse me for a moment while i go into a history lesson about Carrion Goldfeather cuz u really need to kno about Carrion to understand any of this. Carrion is the kinda guy that when ur little and playing heroes and villians all the kids want to be Carrion. According to the history books Carrion was a hero. He liberated lands ruled by tryants and saved countless innocents. He ruled most of the land on the west side of the great river. However then we learn wut really happened first stated by the insane Mikiel then proff both provided by Raven (the re-incarnation of Carrion) and the 4 sages. Mikiel informs us that he served under Carrion and we begin to ask his age, and wether he is actually human. He replies respectively with "Mikiel not know, it been too long for Mikiel!" and "Mikiel WAS human, Mikiel not to shur anymore" Mikiel had lived for such a long time becuz well, back to the history on Carrion. You see Mikiel was the general that had united most of the lands against the dark and denied the oppresions of darkness. Carrion was Mikiel's best student and Mikiel granted Carrion control of whole legions of Mikiel's army. Little did Mikiel know Carrion was simply a pawn of the Dark Master. So Carrion was technically the 1st Forsaken (a being who has sword to the dark master and is no longer human. Instead his body is filled with dark matter ((energy of the dark so compressed it becomes matter)) ) Now Carrion eventually ends up secretly taking more and more men onto his side and soon the whole army has turned evil from Carrion's taint and they all mutiny against Mikiel making Carrion the new general. Mikiel agrees to serving under Carrion and assists him in the new what would be called raids. The sages begin to see what is happening and move to stop Carrion. However Carrion counters and being one of the forsaken is far stronger than all the sages and seals them away in the temple of elements back in Mikiel's homeland. This infuriates Mikiel and Carrion and Mikiel face off in a heated confrontation. Mikiel managed to kill Carrion (realise, Carrion is the strongest of the forsaken meaning he is INCREDIBLY strong) Mikiel killing him is in a much weakened state and no longer strong enough to fight of the dark matter's influence. Mikiel fills with anger and begins ripping apart Carrions body and actually injests a few pieces. Mikiel now has dark matter inside of him which is what caused Mikiels odd appearance, insanity, and long life. Now when Raven is reborn after killing the Redead at the Temple of Time he says that he cannot return to full strenght seeing as part of him is inside Mikiels body and flies off to try and kill Mikiel and retain his old self. We quickly follow trying to cut Raven off and reach Mikiel before he can. We barely manage and soon Mikiel is another travelling companion. Pretty sweet huh? I like how Mikiel opens up the whole plot of Raven seeing as Raven is one of the most important characters in the novel, after all he IS the one who kills the Dark Master. I could explain that...but i'd rather not. I'm shur ur sick of reading about Magic Wars. But anyways i like the plot so there! I hope to be able to kno how i should continue tho exactly where i am, but ill worry about that later...now ONTO TODAY! HAHAHAHA...okay ahem. Today was first day in the new semester and i hate it. I dont like Social one bit, i know most of the other teachers in social and they're all so cool! But as far as i know Mr. Regier likes to give LOTS of homework. *sigh* well w/e, im make it through eventually. Always have before! HAH! I'm goin driving tomorrow with my instructer after school so im not getting home till like 5:30. Not fun, but still kinda...i like to drive! But i kinda dont want to. Hmm what else? I realised yesterday it has been exactly 1 year since i first asked Lamann out and i wondered. What have i accomplished in one year? Notta whole lot, i mean besides academics, i have achieved quite a bit there just recently. hah, thnx alicia, quite honestly i couldn't have done so well without u. But i really, haven't accomplished much more than that, i mean. I learned to always follow your heart and if you EVER undercomprimise yourself you're only bringing urself pain. And i will NEVER do that again. hmm, *thinx* theres really nothing else. But neways, i should probably go eat supper...or else Danika might end up threating me that i'll die before 30 again. HA! I'm off, cyaz all!

Music - Headstrong by Trapt

~*Halo*~
January 28, 2004
Mood - Tired
I'm not very energeticy wheneva i post eh?? Hah, oh well. I don't care, at least its a post. Neways, what's new? I'm all done my exams but i still have to run off to school to check my marks. Hopefully their good, and hopefully Mr. Hider found my math test stapled to the back of my question book...oh that was a stupid move. Oh well, it'll all work out. Hopefully...now at any rate, today was VERY eventful. I woke up and ran around and was surprised at how well i felt despite the sore throat i had the day before, so it was all good. Then at 1:30 peoples came over and it was GREAT fun. We played Halo all day long and it was fun. Except Dan's whining, hahaha, when he loses he REALLY pouts:P. Oh wellers. I normally did really good like gettin lots of the kills for my team, that is until i realised how good i was doing, then i kinda went downhill. Musta been a psychological thing, lol. Then maybe around 5:00 or so we called and ordered some pizzas from Brook's Pizza. VERY GOOD! the pieces were HUGE, they wouldn't fit on the plates. Hahaha, i loved it, then afta that bobby had to leave for guitar but eventually came back and then everybody left bout 10:30. It was a fun day, i'm just not looking forward to tomorrow. You know, I have a funny feeling that my life isn't going to slow down now. I have Drivers Ed and stuff to do with that, i have soccer and school work from language and band. Then there will be my new homework. After Driver's Ed finishes It'll be about my b-day and ill be trying to get a job at the library. So i also have to come up with a resume. I don't like this feeling, i want everything to slow down, but just now i'm realising that it can't slow down. Everything is coming so fast, so much change is so little time. Soon, i wont be able to have days like this with my friends and just hang out and play video games. Soon, i might not even be able to hang out with my friends cuz we'll be in differnt cities. Man, who got me started thinking about this? Koby? Alicia? I kno it was one of you too...and u commented on that semester 1 was almost over which means 1 more semester and we're half way through high school, and then i KNO alicia mentioned in aproximately 10 years most of our friends will be married and having or thinkin of having children. I can't believe why can't i just be a little kid again? But i guess, nows not the time to live in the past eh? But i must be off, ill talk to you all lata!

Music - Humming of the Computer Screen

~*The day's too short*~
January 24, 2003
Mood - Headache...y...
Howdy Howdy. Yea, im tryin to update more, so here we go! Today i had to get up very very early and go to Driver's Ed. Never done nething more boring in my life. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I'm not gonna like next saturday:P heh. Oh well, i have soccer tomorrow so yay! Tha'll be fun. Especially cuz im NOT playing keeper. You kno wut guys? i LOVE my coach. He's so much fun, its great. I just wish i had more friends on it, instead im being like a very social guy and talking to everybody. It's a good time. Yupp, yea, neways Drivers Ed, thnx to my mom she didnt get me signed up till the last minute so bleh...me and Koby didn't get to sit together:(. However i got a really nice chair ^.^ yay! Then at lunch me and kobe headered on over to co-op to buy lunch. Good stuff, then back over to AMA to keep learnin till 4. BLECK! slowly the time passed, but as soon as i got home i was off to Joe's for supper. It was fun but i didn't get any of the Fire Factory or my map done like i wanted to. HOWEVER i took Magic Wars to Joe's and did some revising. However then everybody was making fun of me. All i asked was is balt a word? but nooooooooo! They kept makin jokes about the word balt. And then my mom asked who she was in the story, and im like "who do you think? ur my mom!" lol:P then my aunt wanted to be in it and im like...well u can...but u get turned into a slave by Pandora...hahaha. She eventually wrote on it that "My aunt sherry is the real hero in the story" or something like that, i laughed when i read it:P hah. I gotta drive today after Driver's Ed. It was fun, however my parents are quite annoying...just cuz i haven't driven much on snow doesn't mean i can't do it. They're like "Okay take you foot off the gas"...i already had....nyea, it was stupid. But oh well! Then my dad was impressed cuz he was a hero in the story:P. I'm like...uhh yea, okay:P you have fun with that dad, seein as ur daughter hates ur guts!:P lol. I dont care if i dont hava sis either! PFFFT!!!! lol, uhm yea. Then i started havin fun on the keyboard and came with a cool melody thaz really easy to play and sounds kinda cool. It was good stuff. But that was the excitement in my day and now its like 11:30 and im wonderin where is everybody?:P haven't talked to nebody today. Cept Kayla, she told me she was drunk -.-...yay kayla! Ahem, yes...i must be off now, i'm gonna go write in my other journal cuz in there it sounds like i committed suicide:P heh...bad times *sigh* Man, i dont kno wut i'd do without all my friends. You guys are great. Like, that time you fixed that door for me Koby. HAHAHAHA!!! Good times alright, but i'll talk to you all lata! Cyaz!

Music - Halo by Oleander

~*Keeper*~
January 23, 2003
Mood - Relieved
Ok! Updation! HAHAHAHA...ahem. Yes, well soccer was eventful. I first went to the back to start practicing i didn't think i was going to have a good game...i never did find out, for my coach came up to me and was like "Kyle, ur going in net." I argued, tried to put reason in his mind. He obviously had gone insane, but i ended up in net. *grumbles* i didn't do bad first half. I didnt let in any goals and i was all "YES! GO KYLE! NO GOALS! i mean, i screwed up pretty bad a couple times and got VERY lucky, in fact the whole game was pure fluke. The only time i managed to get a good grip on the ball was when benoit booted the ball and almost slammed it into my nuts...YET AGAIN! God Benoit, do u like my nuts or something? *cries* it was still pretty cool hearing everybody in the audience all go "OOOOO!!!" it was great. Then they all laughed, fun times. Beniot eventually ended up scoring on me in the second half too, like a couple mins in. But that was cuz the defence weren't on their man. It was scarry, right through my legs...oh well. it was the only goal i let in and now my coach says we found our keeper. No...way! I am never playing net again! It was pure luck in that game. But yes, we won ^.^ heh! And Lauren on our team was getting mad at me i think cuz i kept drop kicking the ball instead of rolling it -.-...just cuz u cant control a ball thaz bouncing doesn't mean im doing anything wrong! I managed to keep a good number of goals out + i wasn't about to change my strategy any. Plus, i can do good drop kicks, right out in the center of the field and hopefully past their defence, but that means our forwards have to be ready to run. NEWAYS! that was my experience and i NEVER EVER EVER EVER want to play net again *cries* knowin our coach and his decision about democracy...grrrr...man does today ever suck! i shoulda let at least 1 more in:P lol, oh well i guess im off. OOO and i think im gonna go to drivers ed tomorrow after all, so yay! but yes, im off now. I'll cyaz all lata

Music - Someday by Nickelback

~*Nightmare Horrors*~
January 23, 2003
Mood - Loeggy
I really need to update more...neways, wut's up? I'm sitting at home right now updating my blog cuz i need to do that. Yesterday was my science final, i did not like writing it indeed, i have that same feeling about it that i did my trig test...*cries* stupid trig, it wasn't even hard. You work so hard to stay ahead someone for the whole year, then u blow it cuz 1) u screw up harsh on the last test of the year and 2) u missed 2 days cuz u sprained ur ankle and was on crutches. *sigh* Oh well, i guess we'll have to see what happens on the final exam. It'll be on tuesday, then im done my final exams for the semester, then its on to semester 2, which is going to be horrid. I get the feeling im not going to like social one bit, language/ band...nyea, i like band...heh, phys ed with mr schaber...he likes push ups -.-, but who knos maybe we'll end up playin soccer or something..and french. French aint too bad except Koby dropped out so i got nobody to do group work with. I was thinkin alicia but apparently lori's probably jumpin back in so i have nobody to do nething with. I'll be such a loner and i'll have to do all my projects by myself. *sigh* but i suppose thaz the way the ball bounces sometimes. I have soccer tonight, vs my old team. How is that the team i'm on is the one that always gets trounced? Do i suck that bad? i wouldn't think so...but. Nyea, i guess i'm in a skitty mood. I guess i might not be starting drivers ed tomorrow either cuz you kno my mom can organize things so well. "Tomorrows the 24th? Oh skit!" yea...thnx mom -.- so i gotta feelin i aint going tomorrow, well w/e. Then there was today when i was with dan and riley...i went off onto one of my usual topics then they twisted it around and it really hurt. I dont want to think of that, especially in that way. I don't know what it is, i dont even think of it that way, and im the one always thinking of it. Some things just get to me and i have no clue why. I wish my chances of certainty were alot higher than they are, but i suppose they're low cuz of who i am, and i like who i am so there's no way i'd change. I've just always had a problem with patience too, but i dont feel like even rushing this time, honestly i'm happy the way things are, until some people start sayin certain things -.- but im over it. Neways i really need to start getting ready for soccer now, we're going to get trounced i know it but w/e. When i get back i hope to finish up the section for Fire Factory. I've written it far too many times, i just want to get onto bate. That'll be fun. But i suppose i'm off. I'll talk to ya'll lata! Love ya guys! ^.^

Music - Halo by Oleander...hahaha! i got alya hooked! lol

~*Dizzy with Delight*~
January 11, 2003
Mood - Exhausted
Howdy! Yea, it's me, Kyle...updating hah...i got around to it, Danika! lol, ok uhm let's see. It's been a really long and interesting weekend. Wanna hear about it? Ok! Well it started off on friday after school and me and koby headered off to the mall to get a b-day present for jamie. I nva knew you could by so much stuff for 4 dollars. HAHAHA...id be happy with all the candy we got him. But yes, it was good then we went to safeway and bought jones soda (no pregnancy this time!!!...i think...) lol and when the change machine gave me money i was like "ooo free money" hahahahah...i laughed. It was good. Then we went home and i sat around till maybe about 8? when i went to the hat high dance. At first it looked alright and i saw alicia and dionne and daniel there right when i got there so i figured there would be lotsa people i could hang out with. After i got my coat away i went into the dance and was like "omg!" cuz there was nobody there...i went out and there was like a group of maybe 9 people on the dance floor in a group. Yea, it was pretty pathetic. But neways! I still had an ok time. My watch broke tho...oh no *sniff* oh wells! i got another one...but yes, back to the dance. There was nobody there so i couldn't blend into the crowd until a slow song. Lol, it was stupid. But when those slow songs came i was like. MY TIME TO SHINE! YAY!!! lol, i asked this one guy to dance...but nooooooooooooooooooo. wut? he got a problem with dancing with other guys? Lol, i eventually slow danced with alicia 3 times and dionne 1. It was a good night.

The next day i woke up and opened the envelope in which my money from the awards thinger was in and it said right at the top. "Not valid after 60 days." so it was off to the bank. lol, then after the bank we ran to the mall to see if i could get my watch fixed...but nooooooooo apparently the pin was broken right off and nobody carried the pin i needed. but the person at zellers said since it was a christmas present and i didnt have a receit she'd just exchange it for me. So yay! New watch ^.^ Then i sat around being lazy until 5:30 and koby came and got me and took me over to jamie's for jamie's b-day. Koby wrapped all the candy and stuff in newpaper. I laughed. But yes, then we got there and we played halo a bit and stuff...and then the pizza was ready. And i ate some and then i went into his bathroom to take a leak, i turn around and i see somebody behind me. I'm like ahhh! I didn't kno somebody else was in here! Then i realised it was a giant mirror and it was me i was looking at. Hahahaha...it scared other people too so i wasn't the only loser. Yup, at pizza and played video games all night till we decided to play board games howeva nobody really wanted to play monopoly so ross decided to drive us to koby's and my house to get mad gab, another x-box and cranium. We played mad gab and our team lost...stupid game *waves fist* lol. Then we went to play 8 man halo and it didn't work. Made me wanna hit stuff grrr!!! then we was goin to play a game capture the flag me and koby vs curtis and bryson but bryson switched onto our team with like 2 seconds left...so me being the nice guy i am i switched to curtis's team. I mean, you can't leave curtis alone...he was new to the game. So we got wholloped and i was pissed at bryson for doing that. But neways, it was all good after and we tried to play cranium but we put it away cuz nobody was really into it. and then we just sat around looking through mirrors until we eventually went home and went to bed...

Now sunday at first i thought was going to be uneventful...then i remembered i had soccer. So it was off to soccer at 12:00 and there was a 2nd game at 2:00 so i was really tired by the end of it. We played my old team and got whalloped and i got really mad at my team cuz i was the closest person that came to scoring in the 2nd half. We didn't even have forwards anymore...they just stood there. GRRRRRRRR made me so mad. Then after that it was scahills team vs u14 boys rep. but the rep team didn't show so i decided to join in there. it wasn't too envigorating...however i did miss on a open net. I laughed. Who wants to score on a open net anyways! Then we played our 2nd game and we was whalloping the u16 girls rep until they suddenly made a comeback in the 1st half...so it was tied 3 - 3 goin into the second and the scores nva changed. However i did play AMAZING! Once i got the ball and ran up the whole field beating all the girls, they couldn't even keep up to me when i had the ball! HAHAHAHAHA...but yes, then i pounded it off the boards into the middle and li got his foot on it but it went to high. so shucks. then i got the ball played around one person and wound up right up tight against the side of the boards near the net. I kicked it at the keeper and she went down. The ball was right beside her and i kicked it lightly into the net. however he didn't count it cuz "i knocked the keeper over" oh well, w/e Tie was good enough for me. even tho i woulda liked to have that goal. Our coach is great tho, im like "jeez the keeper just falls over." and then he said "I kno thaz bullskit!" hahahaha he's great! It sounded even more funny with his british accent. Then i finally got to come home and i stunk so i had a shower. i made it quick cuz my legs were aching enormously! so after i was done i hobbled downstairs and made my way to the computer...nobody was really on so i went and lay down on the coach and played x-box. Fun times. And now here i am, wondering wut time alicia is coming back tonight. She's always fun to talk to. Yupp, oh! and Kobys gonna come over later. It'll be great fun. Yupp yupp!but im off, ill cyaz all later! hopefully ill update more so i dont need such a long entry...grrr...stupid busy weekends. cyaz!

Music - His Cheeseburger! HAHAH, its great

~*Over...*~
January 4, 2003
Mood - Sad
Well, tomorrow is back to school, and that just sucks. I'll get to see all my friends again though, so yay! Uhm, but what am i going to do for the last day of christmas break? Uhm, do homework? lol...yea i know, this sucks. I think im going over to Koby's tho so it'll be fun. Me and Koby discovered a really fun way to amuse ourselves yesterday, it's called put all my songs on fast forward! YAY! lol...its amazing slow songs sound funny and fast songs sound hilarious. It's great. I'm like, I so need to have people over! Koby said i should get a dance floor...lol! yea, so im really out of things to say. I talked to Kayla last night, all to familiar scenario, i've been through that but i don't know how to advise her. I would say just ignore it, it's probably nothing, but i'm not stupid. I know that pain, i've felt that pain. You can't ignore it. However when you start feeling that pain i've learned is when you most definately start to withdraw your feelings and hope you get out in time...but then she'll get mad at you cuz ur pushing her away... nyea! Too many bad memories, not enough good ones. *shakes head* But it's a new year! Time for new memories! Wether good or bad I'm going to have a great time this year! Hanging with friends, going to victoria, probably another g/f....hopefully this one might last a bit longer -.-...ahem... OH YESETERDAY! I hung with Chris Li at the mall! It was amazing, kinda...well...strange. Dan was fun but he had to go earlier so after Dan left we ate then hung around the video arcade...yepp...fun fun. Nick Smith was there, he is so weird! He met this one chick he knows and i thought they were just friends, it would explain why it seemed Nick was attracted to her...then Koby told me they were cousins! EWWWW!!! eck..thaz durty. That brings back bad memories too...nyea! I'm never helping build a cabin again! lol:P stupid cousins...ANYWAYS! Chris took a whole bunch of pictures of us and i want him to send me most of em with me in it, im still looking for a good picture that i can use as my MSN picture instead of that old one from the trip to red deer...hah. It was funny when Koby hit his shin...lol. That was fun. Then i stole Klaiber's rapers and ran down the hall backtracked back to our room thinking Klaiber would be out trying to catch me but instead he was in the room and he stole them back...lol. Good times. But ANWAYS! i really must be off, i'm not even talking about recent happenings anymore. Lol, cyaz all! Hava great new school year! Hopefully it won't be too terribly bad -.- NYEA! cyaz all!

Music - Why I'm Here by Oleander

~*Happy New Years*~
January 1, 2004
Mood - Hopeful
Happy New Years everybody! I'm really looking forward to the new year, hopefully some more interesting stuff will happen to me. Neways, how did i celebrate new years? I had a few people over and we chilled till new years. Apparently its a tradition now, between me, Meagan, and Koby. I guess Klaiber doesn't like walking very much, lol. Good times at any rate. I'll look forward to the next one. Yepp yepp! Neways we just chilled around here, played some xbox, watched two towers with extended scenes, and then went walking until new years. Then we came back and waited for peoples rides to show up. It was good. But anyways, seein as this is a new year, it is time for my annual evaluation of the year! YAY ^.^ so much fun....ok lets begin!

January - Well there was a couple hours left of Meagans party, lol. And i met Lamann
Febuary - Asked Lamann out on the 1st. Gamecube broke *waves fist*
March - Spent day with Lamann and family for my birthday. Koby's b-day. I made him a pretty birthday card. WHOOT!
April - Uhm, i think soccer started bout here and Mr. Nguyen helped coach our team.
May - Hmm...may? I uh, can't remember. HAH! Saw Lamann a whole lot...wait, lemme count. 18 days...lol. i saw her everyday of a week once...i nva knew that.
June - OH BOY JUNE! I love the picture for june. lol, lets see, there was the father's day tournament and i was selected for Medicine Hat Allstars. And of course the party down at Kin Coulee. Good times, except people kinda came in waves...go fig.
July - Still with Lamann, yep. I can't remember otherwise.
August - Ok, Half a year with Lamann, went camping for a long time. Things started to get messed about here.
September - Grade 10 started, Lamann broke up with me on the 4th. uhh..i still have black dots on here...kyle, ura cheater! OH! Meet Kayla and Angela for the fist time on the 30th. That was the day i found out i was bein slandered too. Grrrrrr
October - Asked Angela out on the 26th, and snow day! Whoot!
November - I believe we had a party at Kobe's house. Other than that, not much.
December - Sprained my ankle, Lord of the Rings marathon, Angela broke up with me, and Party at my house for new years, and Ross can drive! Whoot!

So there you have it. My annual evaluation of the year. Now how do i say this stacks up against my past years? Well it started out great! Then everything kinda...slid downhill. HAH! It's the most adventurous year i've had ever. Whoot! Let's hope the next one is just as good! Or well...let's just hope the next one i getta g/f and keep her. Ya kno...lol! Well alrighty, i must be off now. Hope everybody has a great new year! Look forward to spending it with ya all! Cyaz everybody!

Music - Here I Am by Bryan Adams