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No. We shouldn't give up what we love for what we are expected to do. Of course there'll be some exceptions that we can't avoid. Like when the safety of the country is at stake, or financial problems or something that may deter you from your dreams. Ultimately, the choice's yours. And I hope u'll remember, that no matter what you choose, u yourself are the only one you have to be answerable to.

In life, there are so many possibilities you can choose. That's why life's never predictable. So many things i want to do, but i only have so limited time, limited abilities that i can to do them.
I have never regretted anything i've done so far, and i don't plan on starting to have regrets now or ever.

I've learnt alot from my friends' experiences & my own experiences(be it from reading or from doing). I'm still learning right at this moment about life. I remember once my friend asked me," What is life, means to you?"

I know so many things others said that can describe life but not even one of those can fully summarise it. That moment, i was at a loss. Truly, what does life means to me? I hadn't thought about it until she asked. And now here I am, i ask you, my friends, 'What does life truly means to you?" Is it something for you to punish yourself in misery and agony? Or is it something for you to learn?

I urge you my friends, to think over this carefully. I don't have all the life's answers to all the questions everyone has about everything. However at least I know for myself, know what i want and to continue learning what i havent known.

Children have it easy because they are still too young and too naive to understand the true harshness of the reality in life. But we can teach them how to survive in life, rather than keep saying that they can't understand it. Sometimes its frustrating that others keep a secret from you, just because they think you can't understand what they are going through. Granted you can't exactly feel what they are going through, but at least you are willing to let them make you understand what they are having problems with.

The harder the blow's, the harder one can recover from it. One can't always depends on himself. Often enough, you can't spot yourself mistakes or weakness or that something which keep you from recovering. Admitting you need help doesn't mean you are coward or you are troubling others. This applies to both females and males. You may not know it yourself, but when you are hurting, your loved ones around you'll also feel your hurt, will cry with you if you allow them to share with you your burdens and will help you to stand up.

I admit that often i turn inwards to myself for the strength i hope & believe i have in me when i'm hurt or confused or depressed. Everyone has their own pillars of strengths or is finding one. I'm still finding mine. My own strength has been supporting me all these while but i know someday or possibly one day i may not have enough strength to recover. I don't know who i'll find the pillar of strength in, but i want my Goddess to be my constant pillar of strength. For now, i'm fully aware of my own feelings and thoughts.

Hurt, Anger, Hate and Jealousy are negative feelings that can hinter us from loving openly and whole-heartedly. My hurt's still there and it has numbed my heart. I don't know. Maybe i shouldn't focus so much on the hurt, then it can fade. Remember your true friends for they are rare. =)

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