Gone
I hate the way I feel tonight,
I hate the sight of you walking out of my life.
When I know that you will never return.
I hate the way this fire burns.
Searing my insides,
killing my heart.
Why do i let you tear me apart?
You were more than I imagined.
You were more than I dreamed.
You were more than I hoped for.
You were my everything.
This feeling drives me crazy,
dull....piercing pain.
I wish you could feel what I feel right now.
It's driving me insane.
I'm pulling on my hair....
trying to get you out of my mind.
I will do anything.
I hope you fade in time.
I wont be afraid because you dont need me.
I know this path all to well.
I've been down it many times before.
This is my permanent hell.
I tried to give you the world along with my heart.
I knew I shouldnt have....
you just ripped me apart.
You turned my world upside down and left me here to bleed.
I hope you are happy now....
cause I was the one decieved.
Jaded
You told me I was perfect.
You looked me straight in the eyes,
and then you kissed me,
made me taste your bitter lies.
It burned my lips, that jaded kiss.
The same kiss that took over my heart.
You kissed my soul, you gave me life.....
and then you ripped me apart.
You told me I was beautiful,
and then you smiled at me.
I fell for you right then and there,
I was blind before, but now I see.
It hurts so bad to want you here,
knowing that its you I fear.
The fear of again being hurt by you.
You cant even imagine of the pain you put me through.
I didnt know I would feel like this.
All because of that ONE kiss.
I curse the day your lips met mine.
Sooner or later it will fade in time.
I know I can go on without you.