Your lips, so smooth, and soft....
flowing like raindrops of red wine.
Smooth to the touch rough to the taste,
warm on the skin.
Stimulating in each sip, deadly if drunken too much.
Heaven and hell mixed together in poisonous tonic,
ready and waiting for its next victim.
You...you are my destiny, and the death of me,
my freedom and my ecstacy.
Pure, tainted, I want to drink all of you....
I want to taste utopian death.
Betrayed
You strapped me down
and you left me to bleed.
You left me naked on the ground
for the whole world to see.
You looked me in the eyes
while you touched me against my will.
You smiled the most wicked smile
when you were doing your deal.
How did I let you bring me into this hell?!
So now what am I supposed to do?!
I hope you can feel all the hate I have towards you.
What gave you the right to do this to me?!
My heart and soul locked up.....
never to be free.
You go on like nothings happened.
I curse you for what you have done to me.
I'm scarred for life.
But you are free.
You go on with no care in the world.
What goes around comes around.
So maybe one day I will be redeemed.
You deserve to burn....burn like my dreams.
Nothing
These drugs are quick.
Burning in my veins.
My nails raking my skin.
I'm driving myself insane.
The cord is tied around my neck.
Strangling my dreams.
Making me stop breathing.
Making me forget everything.
The razor that cut my wrists to bleed,
lies next to me....its feeding my disease.
Red drops of sorrow seep from me,
falling to the ground.
I'm drowning in my sea.
I'm dying.
I'm crying.
I'm falling into me.
I'm tormented and confused.
I am my own worst enemy.