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i am still reeling from yesterday.

the office was dead quiet early this morning; i am the only morning person who made the cut. i suppose i am suffering survivor guilt; i need this job and need the money but so many people that were at least as qualified as i needed their jobs and their paychecks too, and are now having to do without.

it will be a rough month or so but if we can get through it, i think the company will survive.

i don't want to job hunt again, so i am indulging in major denial. listening to music that makes me happy. buying cookies for those left in the office. pinging my reluctant client to try and get him to cough up the spec for the latest round of development.

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