03/04/03
' I'm feeling troubled coz
I don't know what I'm troubled with'
Goal-less Nellie...
ok... finally managed
to upload the files that I want... been out like the whole day.. ah.. my
brother finally decided to install Windows XP again... after his sudden desire
to use Windows ME which totally sucked... no offence to those who use that
huh? the programme seem to run slowly on my computer.. thats all.. hehehe..
the saddest thing is that the font that I like.. has disappeared.. so I had to
change the font.. and upload everything all over again... sigh... but ah
well.. am very addicted to this website now... can't survive a day without
it.. hahaha.. obsession with this website.. coz want to make it more
interesting.. want to upload more pictures... anyway due to popular demand.. I
have uploaded my naked picture... just don't get all your expectations too
high ya? hehehe.. its not that fantastic.. I mean after all whats so fantastic
bout a naked body of a two year old kid? hm.. with exception to some perverts
and pedophiles.. yup!
hm.. realised that
Paul's quite good with website stuff.. hehehe.. I'm impressed! =)
oh yah I'm so going
to proclaim myself the 'Stoning Queen'.. I actually managed to sit in front of
the computer and stone for like half an hour.. and its not just stone stone..
its really stoning! ok let me explain.. I had to accompany my dearest brother
to NTU to download some file.. and it happens that outsiders are not suppose
to use the comp.. so while my brother logged on to one computer.. I was
'abandoned' at another comp.. so there I was.. sitting in front of the comp..
feeling abandoned.. scared of being chased out of the library in front of
another few hundreds of pple... and not being able to do anything with the
comp.. can't access to the net.. can't do ANYTHING! so I sat there staring at
the screen for he next 10 minutes.. and the next 20 staring at the
screensaver... and as I did.. I got so bored that I keep anticipating where
the next picture will pop up from.. yes.. I was THAT bored... just managed to
redefine the true meaning of 'wu liao' today...
worst thing was... we
didn't even have to go to the school! He realised that he could actually do
whatever he had to do with a soft copy.. yes.. meaningless day.. even before
we got to the school we did a stupider thing.. that is.. going to JP to buy
VCDs and comics.. we ended up with none.. coz we decided that they were too ex
and Toa Payoh would sell things cheaper.. reasonable? yes.. but.. we totally
wasted our time at JP! so we left there feeling sad... and totally cheated..
yes.. we 'cheated' ourselves.. so we bought everything that we wanted to Toa
Payoh.. a place much closer to home.. hm.. but ok.. that trip was not totally
wasted.. I got to fix Paul's phone.. which could have been fixed at Bugis -
where we went later.. so ok.. bottom line.. we din plan our day well.. the
things we wanted to buy from JP were bought at Toa Payoh and the things we
wanted to buy at Toa Payoh.. well. they din have it!!! ok plain stupid...
one thing to be happy
bout it.. I managed to buy some bread from Bread Talk! yes yes.. food makes me
happy...
Daddy came back from
Japan.. very happy too! we wore masks to scare him when he got home.. hhaha..
he was like so amused.. he hit my brother on the chest playfully.. hm.. daddy
is getting cuter and cuter as the days goes by.. hehehe.. like that! he bought
lots of chocolate!!! yum yum.. I think Japanese are really good at their
packaging! even down to like small little nuts! damn nice.. damn 'sinful'...
oh and 3 shirts from Universal Studio! one for me.. one for brother and
another for his gf - erm my brother's =p cute eh? ok so now I'm feeling
'sinful'... happy and hm.. want to earn more money to buy comics and other
stuff! hm.. sounding like Lihling.. but I really want money! want to watch
lots of VCDs.. drown myself in comics...
ok... so Nellie is
back to stage one.. erm.. well almost.. called him yesterday for like a
minute.. then sorta told him I'd call back but in the end.. I fell asleep..
the next thing I know.. its 10 in the morning.. feeling calm...not much of ups
and downs now.. but erm.. thats not exactly a good sign either yeah? Nellie is
full of contradictions.. oh and I slept with the an on the whole night coz
decided that the fan was much more cooling that the aircon.. contradicting
huh? yes thats how lousy my aircon is now..
how come I feel so
empty?
hm... not coz of
Paul.. but things that I want to say but can't seem to remember what they
are.. not very happy with myself... acting like a 'da xiao jie' at times.. but
its not meant to harm pple.. just that the things I say.. are very defensive..
I don't like to be accused.. who likes? but I'll not be subtle bout being
unhappy.. is that a flaw? ya.. that is.. hm...sometimes the things pple say
are so ridiculously wrong that I can't help but tell them the right thing..
dunno how to keep big mouth shut.. ah... be nice Nellie... be nice.. cannot be
so petty... =) hm.. better now.. have to be nicer to pple.. especially to pple
whom I love...
sorrie for he
anti-climax.. but they have been attacking me for the past few days.. like
really attacking me! killed one in the toilet.. in my brother's room and
another in the living room.. so their out for revenge! really quite freaky eh
way they keep hovering in front of your face... hm.. am I being paranoid? how
come I'm the only one who gets bitten in the house? or coz they get lost in my
brother's hairy legs? heheh...I kept my bi mouth shut during dinner though my
legs felt damn Itchy.. brother asked me if I was crazy.. but then.. daddy's
friends also got bitten! so HA! I was right.. hehehe.. childish huh? hehehe..
hm.. hopefully will
get my pay soon.. only around hundred bucks.. but then better than nothing
right? hehehe.. who tell me to be so lazy? work so many jobs.. then quit
halfway.. hehee. think I have lots of experience.. but erm.. with regards to
length of working time.. hm.. not much!
must add on.. anyone
watched 'The Bachelor' yesterdae? hm.. how come I find the gals so
bitchy? hm.. the overly-sensitive gal who kept crying? argh I hate her.. she's
like so possessive already...but then the other one.. who was totally so
confident throughout the rose ceremony.. hm.. din like her too.. anyway I
think the Miss Sensitive is so going to go soon! hm.. yeeeee... mr aaron was
very erm.. 'clever'.. he kissed every gal when he got a one to one moment with
them! jerk.. hmph!
smallville was more
well.. acceptable.. hm.. season finale next week.. sigh.. dun want! want more
more more!!!!
ah Clark !!!!
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boring nellie must go
now.. must go upload more picture and drool over them.. hehehe..
ah!!!!!! big
mosquitoe~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*SLAP!!!*
*SLAp!!*
*SLap!*
*Slap...*
*S.............P*
Nel - 21:46
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COMICS COMICS COMICS
COMICS
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE
MONEY MONEY MONEY
MONEY
WORK WORK WORK WORK
NICE NICE NICE NICE
SO FAN...
Nel - 21:52
OH CONGRATS TO
KENNETH GETTING HIS DRIVING LICENSE!
GOOD LUCK TO PAUL'S
INTERVIEW TODAY! MAKE ME PROUD! =)
Nel - 21:54
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