Saturday, January 3rd, 2009
I had a few thoughts on what I want to do with my life. One thing that I want to experience as much as having the SRS Surgery, so to raise a child. I've thought about carrying it myself, but found that i'm too emotionally unstable to do that. Then I thought about adopting. Well I had a young girl who was going to allow me to, but then she changed her mind at the last minute. Another was a little girl who's mom doesnt want her, but to get ahold of the mother is next to impossible. I'm begining to think that I wasnt meant to raise a child because of what I am. I feel like i'm not good enough to help a child. To take in a child and love him/her. To see them walk for the first time, to say their first word....Why is that such a hard request?
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