May 2, 1998  -   For a Unity leader

To the leader of the dance
To the bringer of the WAVE
My words convey my thanks
For the opportunity that you gave

To the leader of the dance
From a dancer remembering how
The WAVE awaits within our stance
When devotion does more than bow

To the leader of the dance
To the spirit that lives within her
I�m glad you took the chance
To move our bodies out of their winter

To the leader of the dance
Let�s create a place to set us free
Discerning judgment of others� glances
Discarding doubt of our unique ability

To the leader of the dance
Expressing the beauty of the soul
In each and every circumstance
Body prayers will make us whole

For the leader of the dance
For the time the Guest will enter
Our body temple, now enhanced
From true communion with our center.


February 13, 2000   at OSU�s  College of the Arts,  OSUDance performance


What is truly dance is truly alive
For only what stagnates is truly dead
A lying in wait to be born again
And what is the dance of my life?
And who is my choreographer?

And what of lighting - perception altering?
What quality of attention do I give my life?
Do I merely see the miscues and deviances?
Can I dwell in the sheer beauty of my life?
What power is there - to be truly of me?

Suspended in grace as distress floats about me
Seeking to engage a wandering thought
Seeking a home in the space of my mind
Where it might confirm the reality of its nothingness
Only adding to the further confusion of �Who Am I?�

I do sit in a sea of possibility - of potentiality
And as I chose (lighting, choreography, dancers, costumes) - the dance goes on!!

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Dance Movement

February 13, 2000  at OSU�s College of the Arts,  OSUDance performance

So much is not
what is
but only is
what is to be.
Lost in what is
We truly do not know
What is
And what is to be.

To be open to
What is to be
Is to stand in eerie silence
Non-being, while others be
From what is
Not what is to be.

Awaiting potential to unfold
The stage is now dark
Only anticipation and desire live
Awaiting what is to be.


November 20, 1999

of Dance


Moving with a group in synchronization
Mis-steps drowned in personal creativity
Surrendered to the loftier potential
Of new-found beauty and new found truths

They are me as I am they
Beatles saying, �as we are all together.�
They protrude into my rapt attention
I contain their unspent emotion

They move through emotions I wallow in
Choosing to lose myself, and losing low
In guilt, shame, loneliness and despair
OK with it, comfortable, yet beckoning

For their moves of passion, joy and zeal
To consume, overflow, and lather myself within
Textured emolience of all present acceptance
All highs change to low but return once again.


November 19, 1999   at OSUDance

Of Dancers

The hope to contain oneself within
As all life, all eyes move around thee
And as if on stage, a grand performer
Wondering if she�ll get a curtain call

The smallness of me craves recognition
To build the creature that lies indwelling
That will move in the world to leave its mark
How well it moves, a product of its nurturing.


Of Spaces Opening

Music builds the electric anticipation
Of moves to swirl and delight the fancy
Of children hidden in dark, desolate places
Awaiting the safety of artistic appreciation

He cries out in me, low moans of longing
To stretch and reach out of his cramped cave
To be the dance - the dance of rude awakening
Throwing off stresses, of his days in the darkness

To move in joy, shouting cries of liberation
Of birth and death, of creation and destruction
Pounding furious in fevered, frantic, frenzy
A soul climax, becoming itself at last!



October 16, 1999

Somber silhouettes seen as I sit alone in my room
The memory of your voice penetrates into my tomb
Hearing an early morning songbird, I awaken to what is

The darkness of the stage beckons human forms to move
While the acoustics silently await the musical beat and groove
An audience is transformed, transcending through time and space
Losing themselves in a boundless love, and in a tranquil grace.

Lifted beyond the mind, beyond body, earth and sun
Never knowing who we really are, forgetting we are one
Coming together - moving apart - the particulates slowly gel
As a smile spreads on the face of God amid the peal of a mission bell.

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March 23, 1999    of a lady at the gym

Amidst your firmness and finesse
I see myself as truly blessed
Amidst your style and your flair
I cannot help but stare

All are you, seen as firmness and style
I�ve enjoyed your vision this short while

Amidst your discipline and desire
I�m inspired to go even higher
Amidst your ethic and your form
I�ve patience to wait my turn

All are you, seen as discipline and ethic
Closer to you lifts my feeling desperate

The tranquil radiance of your natural beauty
Shines across the floor and shatters my gloom
Though we�re miles apart, for a time we�re connected
Amidst bodies and weights and a variety of tunes.


March 21, 1999  of another lady at the gym

Your body moves so graceful around the track
As muscles glisten of your firm legs and back
Your flowing dark hair seems to beg for my touch
But it�s the sparkle in your eye that I�ve missed so much

A consummate pro, you workout a tireless routine
Behind a moist smile, your pearly whites gleam
I lovingly caress your space, as I would a friend
Afraid to speak to you - awaiting my fear to end.

In quieter times, your face comes easily to mind
Such a sweet young lady; interesting, smart and kind
It�s odd that more men have not gathered around you
Like the stars in the sky above, you are a celestial view.


May 19, 2000   -   For Selayma


From the instant that we met, there broke a radiant light
Reflecting an eternal mystery concealed behind your eyes
As though dark clouds parted for beams of sunlight to shine through
Where I sensed a warmth, a childlike wonder & a wisdom within you

I intuit in you much beauty aligned with a power from within
Seemingly moving through me to you, so a reconnection could begin
As though I�m an initiate to a process and you�re a beacon of light
So I can cease my seeking to come home to your powers of the night

This night is the darkness within the body, once seen as obscure
That with practice of the movements, I�ll move from illness to the cure
Where all my stress and dysfunctions will be washed away in the moves
So my soul can see its wholeness & the higher path that I now choose

What gift could I hope to offer to a being who lights the way?
Except the thoughts within this poem, solely seeking to convey
That I honor her soul�s journey & I�m grateful that she remained
Faithful, to the One love, through her joy and through her pain

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