Changes
As I said before, I think I went through alot of changes. I believe I've grown up...
The way I think has matured in its own unique way. I've experienced things which have taught me how to be what I am today.
I've become more choosy. Not only with who I see, but with my friends. I've decided to not become dependent on anyone. Not to share everything I experience with the world. It comes down to a great disappointment in the long run.
I've become more independent. I'm more careful with who I trust nowadays. It always backfires...
I've decided not to look for love. I've been cursed. haha. I see it that if I stick with one person and try to develop things from there, I get hurt..
I once went out with someone and met someone else. I didn't want anything to develop between me and that someone else because I was already spoken for. We broke up, and I lost all opportunity there.
Back to my point, I try to seek my options before going into anything serious. Don't want to rush anything. I'm still young.
I can't stand 'fakeness'. I see it everywhere I go. If you don't like someone, don't hide it. It makes no sense!
I don't have a best friend. I have close friends, not a best one.. why? You can't trust anyone cause they just stab you anyway.
I stopped trying to impress people. I'm just erika.. plain and simple.
No real enemies for me. I can't stay mad at someone. Never could. Here's Typical me: I get into a fight and I always run back to apologize. I personally hate it when someone's mad at me.
AsIaN PrIdE TiL i DiE.... SO NOT ME! Thats just pure bopper. I try to stay away from the ebonics... yucks
I tend to crush more often... I've become more 'boy crazy'. Ironic isn't it. I speak as if I've matured, but I still love guys.. its the horomones I tell you!
I'm LIVING a whole lot more. i feel super young again. i love life!
I've become more open with my sexuality thanks to Mandy.. I'm so not shy... so if I ever see you at the bar and I walk up to you and grab your ass, sorry... but thats just me =)
Okay.. enough babbling...