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In Need of You |
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Oh how I long to be rid of these burdens!
These burdens that life has so faithfully placed upon me are almost too much
to bear; and while easy in the eyes of the shackled prisoners hidden beneath
the walls of the city, I find this cumbersome and difficult. I find myself
wanting to give up before I begin. Their stares and fake smiles burn my eyes
and my heart, my eyes follow the ground in shame! And for what? I have done
nothing wrong! The supposed abandonment and false hopes of something greater
gleam behind their eyes and I know...I am one of them, though not yet
complete, my transformation towards the long road of solitude has begun.
Only thoughts of you have kept this day alive for me, they have sustained me
through these perilous times...it is only my first day! How many more
torturous hours must I complete before I drive myself to madness or worse?
Already, I am weak and alone and only in a few short hours. The story of my
life. Ah! The time grows near where I must part with brisk words of
apprehension. Alas, not a moments happiness is granted. For this is a
prison, the chains and bars existing solely in my heart.9.04.05
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