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| A rainy day... I loath it when i'm not within the comfort of my shelter... Time for transition... Ultimately the answers to your doubts are in you... Useless... Sendimental... Pessimistic? Bullshit. Then what are the hopes for? Why do you wish for better future? Why do you long for restoration of faith? Was is so convincing you stayed? Is it so arduous to turn away? Will it be just another child's play? Once again, that's for you to find out... Even if you know the answers you may not succumb to them... Because you are a person with thoughts and hopes... Are you doing this for the reasons you perceive to be? Or is it only a form of verification of your capability? People play games.. Usually they dislike losing... they detest defeat... But then again what constitutes losing? You lost... you did not get what you wanted... you did not feel satisfied... you can never gain the person's trust... You won... you get the attention seeked... you felt good being honoured... you crushed another's world... I prefer losing in this case... at least i won't hurt another person... Games have to be played... they are here to stay... Do you even know you are in this game? Perhaps not when you're blinded by arrogance, overwhelmed by the watchfulness... Whether you win or lose in this game is none of my concern... Just a reminder that you can be the manipulator or the manipulated... The choice is yours... How are you playing your game? |