Entry 18:
I've started something else with this new Patron. Esus is a woodcutter
God, and is always represented as such. I've been looking for good ways to
worship Him, and I hit upon one that feels 'right'.
I've started to exercise. For anyone who doesn't know me, they won't be
impressed. It's been a long time since I've been active. My girlfriend laments
the loss of my biceps and the vertical lines down my stomach. Personally, I
don't think she'd notice anyway, so I'm not going to do this for her. We'll see
if I should have been doing it for her later.
For now, I'm doing pushups and sit-ups because I think it would help me in my
relationship with Esus. He's sometimes listed as a War God, too. With the
combination of someone who works with his hands for a living and a Deity whose
devotees would be soldiers, my body won't cut His worship. I hope to change
that.
If my girlfriend notices, it'll be a nice perk, but I'm doubtful of that one.
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