The Lord brought it to my attention today that I've been going to the wrong people for affection. Instead of going to him for everything I need, I've been going to my friends hoping that they'll fill that void. It was amazing how he brought it to my attention. I thought that I was completely satisfied with him and that he supplied everything I need, but obviously not. Whether I realize it or not, I do want to be wanted by someone. Since I haven't received that from anyone one person in at least a year I've been trying to get that from numerous people who are in my life. I think everyone wants to be wanted by someone, but why am I always so oblivious to my wants and needs?