This Love- By Sarah C.

Stone cold face
I can't escape this fate
This mold of who I am.....
Hollow and empty
Did You even hear me?
Hear my cry?

I lie awake in fear
Waiting for the tears
That don't come......
I'm dry, dusty
Calloused, thirsty
Please set me free. Set me free...

  Chorus: As I stand amidst the truth
My heart just can't deny
This love that runs so deep
Inside my veins

As I stare upon the face
As I look into Your eyes
Feel the blood from the
Wounds that saved my life

Bridge:
As I stand amidst the truth
My heart just can't deny
This Savior that was sacrificed
This love that saved my life...

That saved my life......
You saved my life...
My life...
Jesus, You saved my life...

(Repeat chorus again.)
Fighting- By SLC

Fighting to change the way
I see myself
Perceive myself
I'm not winning this battle
This tug of war game
Between flesh and spirit
Lie's and truth.
No one wins.

I try to fight the enemy
It pulls me down
Into this pit,
I can't escape
I can't breathe
It won't let go
Until it's destroyed me.

Fighting this disease
As it eats away
At my heart
Stripped bare
Until there is nothing left inside
Deep within myself, my soul.

I'm fighting to break these chains
This mold,
This reflection of me
That's cast in stone
Cannot be broken
Cannot be changed.
I'm helpless, hopeless

I try to fight against this evil,
I'm all alone
I lose or, I die
I can't save myself
From this death,
Only HE can.

Blood spattered on a cross
Screams of pain
This mockery,
This shame,
Cries of hope,
Cries of glory
Of the life to come,
In the Risen one.
I leave this life behind- By, SLC

You've been where I've been,
Walked in my shoes.
Followed my path.
Confused,
And mentally abused,
So sick of living this lie.

Nothing but selfishness and pride
Beneath this disguise,
Of self absorbed pity,
That's blinding me.
Corrupting my vision,
Exposing my soul for what it really is
Sinful, deceitful, undesirable.

In this light I see before me,
Shining down on me
I'm unworthy of any association
With this holiness
Love so pure
That my senses are overwhelmed,
Next to this mirror
Image of myself,
I'm ashamed, numb, cold.

I cover my eyes
But I can still see Your face
Blessed, eternal life
Holding out your hands
Calling to me.
I can't take this anymore
Help me to escape
Break the shackles that bind me
To all these filthy lies
I leave this life behind

I succumb to a higher existence of meaning
That this world just can't understand
Until they're shown
What I know to be true
Love unfailing, forgiving,
This Savior that died for me
Rescued me, from myself.
He is the all consuming fire
That blazes within me
Lights the path before me.
I leave this world behind
.
Surrender, Subside- By, SLC

Numb, cold, broken, beaten
Worthless, and defeated...
Struck down with this affliction,
Introspection fuels this addiction, 

Selfishness and pride,
Hiding underneath, this disgrace
Not one can understand,
Why you cover your face... 

(Chorus)
Forgotten, rejected.
Crushed and dejected,
Give it all up, let it all go
Surrender, subside,
Let Him inside
Peace of heart, peace of mind,
Peace... you will find. 

In spite of yourself, you've lost direction,
Faced with loneliness and rejection
Helpless, powerless,
Fighting against your own  flesh 

Mentally and physically,
Unfree from this injury,
Blind, and self absorbed,
Drowning in your own misery... 

(Chorus)
Forgotten, rejected.
Crushed and dejected,
Give it all up, let it all go
Surrender, subside,
Let Him inside
Peace of heart, peace of mind,
Peace... you will find.
All poems, songs & writing are property of: Sarah Lynn C. Please do not copy. 2005
I've moved on- By, SLC


You build me up,
You knock me down
I'm tired of being pushed around
I'm tired of playing your games.
Of being used, my heart abused.
I'm trying to find the real me
Not the me you wanted me to be.

All I ever saw was a perfect picture.
But it was distorted, and broken
You weren't who I thought you were
And you never really wanted me
Still I was strung along
Caught up by your words
I kept coming back for more.
Why couldn't I let you go?

It's only now I see
How we were never meant to be.
If only I had seen it back then
I would have spared myself
The heartache, the pain
The things we can never take back

It's over, and I've let you go
Depsite the scar it left behind

I'm stronger than I was before...
I've learned from my mistakes...
I've moved on....
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Watching over me
By, Sarah Lynn Clydesdale 2004

Verse 1: I close my eyes, I still can't hide
Myself away from You.
Like every breath of air,
You're everywhere
You're presence follows me there.

Chorus: 2x's:

And I....
Know You're here with me
Here with me
And I....
Know You're watching over
Watching over me

Verse 2:  And I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
And by the rising of the sun
You're there before my days begun

(Chorus again 2x's)

Bridge: And Lord, I feel You,
I feel You, watching over me.
And Lord, I need You, I need You,
I need you here with me.

(Chorus again 1x)
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