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"walk with your head up", exercise
gurus say. but when i walk, i always find my gaze
drifting back to the ground.
i see the weeds, i see the prairie dog holes, and i see the
footprints of people that have
walked here before me. so many kinds of footprints. so many
kinds of shoes. sometimes there
is a single trail of a single person that chose to walk
alone. sometimes there are a
mess of trails crossing over & over.
and when i see people, i look
at their shoes, and i wonder... what would this person
think about when they walk?
would they see the same weeds, would they see the same prairie
dog holes that i do?
today it is raining. female rain
coming down. running down the sides of tree trunks.
rivulets coursing across the
pavement. the cars are all gathered around a muddy pond in the
center of the lot, like colorful
horses getting a drink.
so tomorrow when i walk across
the yellow-grey flat open areas, kicking pebbles, kicking
sticks, and stepping over empty
brown bottles of poison. when i walk on the sidewalk at
the school, all the footprints
in the dust, all the footprints in the places where people
cut across, will be washed away.
and someone will have to take that first step, to make
their mark, and to make the
trails again. |