why does he walk up & down the
streets? his hair swinging back & forth in front of his
eyes... his shoulders folded in... why doesn't
get a job?
i think now i know... my brother walks those gray
streets, that haven't seen a sweeper
since the president came to town.
he walks, back & forth, up & down... and
i think i know how he feels... like a cold
silver pinball dinging against rubber bumpered
knobs...
but maybe it's his own fault? for not giving her
some of the money they should have
shared... for scaring her into not having any
friends & family & fun...
cocooning her in leaf green fibers of shame, &
fear, & loneliness... fattening her on
lies & the belief that everything bad that
happened was her fault...
juicy words dripping into her ears, "i know you're
sleeping with him, i saw you looking
at him!" sticky phrases dribbling down her chin,
"it's just a misunderstanding. i didn't
really mean to hit you..."
he should have expected the inevitible... he should
have known...
all butterflies wake eventually and the green
fibers & lies, & lines of loneliness
break...
and she is free now... slowly beating her brilliant
ornate wings... back & forth...
drying the wet tears off fragile flesh... preparing
for her first flight! |