| My Lucky Day- March 29, 2005 |
| Today didn't feel any different, but it was. I felt I had a clover in my pocket because My luck was far beyond what I dreamed. I enjoyed more and brightly beamed. I got two A's in my worst class. Populars didn't give me any sass. I drank a really big energy drink. That's what started it all, I think. Then after all, it was pay day. I was surprised because I got a raise Only ten cents, but it was so sweet. Maybe now I can make ends meet. My day was glowing all about. I called my sister to talk about The best day I've had so far. I even blared the radio in my car. Then I got a call for an interview. Were my grey skies beginning to turn blue? I was so excited, I almost got sick. I was so nervous I began to twitch With butterflies fluttering deep within Wondering how my night would end. I almost couldn't contain it all I'd told my family, who else could I call? So, I got online and sent an email To the person I care for, I wanted to yell. But thankfully emails are quaint and silent. I made the words dramatic and violent. And to my surprise I had one waiting for me. It was from the one I chose to see. I went to bed with a smile on my face. I had found my happy place! I dreamed sweet dreams and slept real good. Also hoping that others would. Yes it was my lucky day. Now what obstacles are underway? |
| My Unlucky Day- March 30, 2005 |
| I woke up today Thinking everything would be okay. I dried my clothes Thinking about who knows? But something happened from six to eight. I was happy, then I started to run late. I looked in the mirror, not once, but two times. Hoping I looked worth more than a dime. "Who cares?" I asked as I ran to my car. I'm just going to school, it isn't very far. Then I got to the end of my street. I forgot my phone on the dresser, I cringed in my seat. Well, just this once I'll forget my phone. If all else fails, my mom is still home. So, onward I drove to my school. Turning up my music, trying to be cool. I got to the lot and my speaker blew out! I just got my stereo, why this now? Then I went to park in straight. I almost got hit by someone else who was late. After all that I pulled in crooked. I got a hateful stare and my car was leakind fluid. I drove around once more to finally get it right. I still wasn't quite there, but I couldn't take all night. I got out of my car and my earring fell to the ground. I almost didn't notice because it didn't make a sound. Now I'm sitting in my second class. Nothing wrong here because I know I'll pass. This day better straighten out before my job interview. If it doesn't "HATEFUL POSSESOR, I'LL SUE YOU!" |
| I've Got To Be Me Without You- April 5, 2005 |
| I've changed my life to be with you. Should I stay? Should I go? The answers I have to know. It's time for you and I to part now. I realize you're the one who brings me down. I've got to be me without you And get my life back on track. It's not that I can't love you. I just know that I can't turn back. You should've seen your face that day. Were you happy? Were you sad? I never thought things would be this way. To my surprise, I think I'm glad. I've got to be me without you. And get my life back on track. It's not that I can't love you. I just know that I can't turn back. And now that it's over, all is said and done I know you couldn't have been the one. Was I that blind? Was I so oblivious? There was something I should've done To protect myself from this. Now I'm me without you. My life is back on track. It's not that I can't love you. It's that you didn't love me back. |
| Forever And A Day- April 29, 2005 |
| When I feel weary And want to get out of this place Everything so dreary Disappears when I see your face. When I cry I cry a pool of tears From my eye To wash away the years. But I think All my crying is done. My heart doesn't sink For you are the one Who sees me As something I thought I never could be And believe The things you cannot see. For I'm not sure I would ever cry tears for you Unless my heart's not pure And I slip up and lose you. And when I feel I can't take it anymore And my heart's will Is tired and sore I'll look to you For comfort from pain. I know that you Will give me the strength to gain Everything I need To breathe and live You'll help me succeed And to that I'll give My heart to you For what it's worth. I'm drawn to your spell. You've ended this curse. You took my pain and sent it away And when you need me I'll be there forever and a day. |
| Dissect-July 30, 2005 |
| I can't see things from far away. But I can see straight through you. I thought today might be a good day. But it wasn't, what else is new? I sit here with a smile on my face, hoping nobody can see my pain. There's really no happy ending in this place. I feel alone and it's driving me insane. To what do I owe your rudeness? Maybe my bleeding heart. I never thought you were filled with such crudeness. Your silence makes me fall apart. If under a microscope I could see you. I would dissect you end to end. To make you feel the way that I do as I stab you from within. I'd twist the scalpel more than twice so your stomach would turn to knots. The feeling from injection must feel so nice. I'll take a picture so you can see spots. Blue and red colors would spin all about. Green would follow after. You'd die slowly without a doubt and the room would fill with laughter. But as I went in for the first cut, I let go and it hit the floor. I realized I was being a nut. It was then that I shut the door. The way that you've hurt me, I wish I could've hurt you. Too bad I have a conscience right? Because that would've been the end of you. |
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