Dreaming Reality I wake. We are wrapped around each other, on our sides, facing each other; your face tucked into the space between my neck and shoulder. This time we really slept, exhausted by the intensity of our connection. The lovemaking was tender, gentle, and we reached a height I never knew existed. I can still feel you, not just in my arms, but in my heart and mind. I can feel you sleeping. Did you know this would happen, old man? That we would bond, connect to each other? I felt this with you before, during the double Quickening, like we became one, but this time it was in love, not violence, and it hasn�t gone away. I still feel you, I know that you�re dreaming, if I tried I think I could know what you�re dreaming. I close my eyes and I try, gently, to enter your dream. You are dreaming of me, standing in moonlight, nude, beautiful, you find me so beautiful; I can feel tears stinging behind my closed lids at the depth of beauty you find in me. You join me in the moonlight; I don�t know where we are, an open space, columns in the distance. You are as naked as I am, as beautiful to me as I am to you, breathtaking, you take my face between your long-fingered hands and you kiss me. I can feel your arousal; deep in this dreaming reality I feel it with you, as real as your sleeping body in my arms, as real as your lips on mine in the moonlight. I can feel your soft cock, the way you are wrapped around me it�s pressed against my thigh, but your dream cock is hard, straining, weeping, as is mine, in dream and reality. You want me, and I know just how you want me, and where you want me, deep inside you. Suddenly we are lying on soft grass, I can smell it, as clearly as I can smell your hair, I can feel it as real as your skin under my hands. Your skin under my hands, your body under mine, your legs wrapped around me, the dream is now more real than reality, I am in you, the heat, the tightness, the ecstasy there more real than my body shuddering, coming helplessly all over your stomach. In the dream you haven�t come, and not in reality, but the echo of my pleasure has reached you, I can feel your now-hard cock nudging my thigh. I have come, but now I need you more than before, I need to feel you in me, I need to have you feel my love for you. You must feel my need, you are stirring, moving restlessly, awakening to me. You raise your head and look into my eyes. �Please, Methos, love me.� I moan these words, moving to my knees, curling my body over them, folding my legs under me. You look at me, your eyes heavy-lidded, drugged by sleep and desire. You rise to your knees and move close behind me. I reach down to my stomach, gather your semen in my fingers and spread it on my cock, blending it with my own weeping fluid to lubricate my entry into you. It has always amazed me that you would do this, that you would let me inside you, and now I�m more amazed than ever, I can feel how much you want me inside you, how much you love to do this, how much you love me. My hands on your hips lift you to me, as I enter you I feel so much love. Is it my love for you, or your love for me? I don�t know, it�s a circle with no beginning, no end, just on and on, forever. Oh, the way this feels, my own pleasure joining together with yours, rising, converging, oh gods, I don�t know, I don�t know, where does this end, where do I end, don�t let this end�I will die if this ends. I will die if I ever lose you. That�s what I was afraid of, Duncan my love, my life, this joining is soul deep, we are both bound, we can never be parted, we are one, if one dies we both die. I can feel this knowledge hit you and I am stunned, I can feel your response to it, and you are filled with joy. Joy that we can never oppose each other, joy that you will never have to live without me, that I will never have to live without you. I am deep within you and I�m overwhelmed with ecstasy, the physical pleasure, yours and mine blending, and the rapture of your joy at knowing we can never be parted. I can�t hold all this love, it is exploding out of me, into you, all I can do is scream, then stretch over you, rubbing my cheek into your back, my arms around you, my left hand pressed flat against your chest, holding your heartbeat in my palm. Your left hand is resting palm up next to your face, and my right hand slides under your head and I take your hand, you cover our clasped hands with your other hand and rest your head on them. I have never felt such bliss. I want to stay like this forever, holding you, so close, so impossibly beautiful. We have centuries, my love, millennia, eternity, we have forever�I want forever, with you. Forever, yes old man, forever, we will never be alone again. I�m so filled with joy, I will never lose you, I will never have to fight you. I can�t believe this feeling of peace. The way you are holding me, your hand over my heart, your other hand clasped between mine, your warm weight across my back, I feel so cherished, protected, loved. I have no fear now. There is nothing more I want, nothing more I need, only you, forever, in your arms, forever, loving you, forever� ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
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