im in such a good mood today :o) i don't know why, i think im just really excited bout bdo, its next saturday so there's only like 6 days left. queensland had their bdo today, i wonder how it went. i didn't even realise till the otherday that murderdolls are preforming at bdo. MoRbIdMikE would be excited bout that, he's got an infatuation with joey jordison who's their bass player (i think its bass anyway) id never even herd of murderdolls until i started talking to Mike. anyway i had a pretty interesting day yesterday, well not really interesting but all lot of stuff happened. after work i went and picked up belinda and we went shopping for some stuff for bdo i bought play docter stuff, you know the thing they use to hear you breath or whatever and stuff like that, they're really cute! he he he i also saw barney at the plaza *blushes* he's so hot!!!! after the plaza we wenr for a bit of a drive and to get petrol but it was soooooooooo bloody hot, i literaly had sweat dripping off my forhead, ive never had that happen to me! so i went home and cooled down. at bout 9 i went to jennifer's and we had a late night swim to cool down, yesterday the tepreture was 45 degrees!, and then afterwards we went up to barneys house cuz simone was there by herself (they were all at a party; barney, gerome, draco etc etc))) and she didn't want to be alone. as soon as we got there though gerome and a few of the other guys had just got home so we all hung out for a while. gerome had the shits with barney majorly cuz he said something mean while he was off his face (really really drunk), and it made shaz cry, i really wanna know what he said. anyway when barney came home from the party, (gerome drove off without him and left with without his shoes, wallet and fone and extremly intoxicated) gerome started yelling at him (barmey) while he was passing out on the lounge and they almost got into a punch up. quite a sight to break the bordom i tell you! we left shortly after that though cuz it was like 2am and i had to still drive 25mins to jen's house and then back to my house and i had to start work at 8am this morning. i didn't do much today, i just spent the day alseep, quite fun tit was. i was feeling really nauses from the lack of sleep. i went out on friday night as well and didn't get home till after 3 and had to start work at 8am, so doing that two nights in row without chatching up on the sleep kinda gets to you.
barney looked so cute yesterday *blushes* he's going to bdo with simone and gerome and draco and all the gang so hopfully we'll all meet up, i think we're supposed to so that'll be good. trina if your reading this, where were you yesterday afternoon? i tried calling you so you could come shopping with me and belinda to buy ur nurse stuff but you didn't answer! im driving to bdo cuz i got my licence on wednesday YAY!!!! i was really happy bout that cuz i hate depending on ppl or having to ask ppl for stuff, it pisses me off im too independt. yuk! tap water tastes like shit if it's been sititng in a bottle for a day eeerrrr yuky! i just tried r to get the timetable for bdo but it wont work,ggggrrrr anyway im gonna go now, check out the wall pappers page cuz im adding some more now. ok tata
listening to: Peeping Tom, PLACEBO
im in a tad of a shitty mood today, actually its more of an upset mood. i've been on a diet for a while and i've been exersing in the hope of losing some weight so that i could crowd surf at bdo or any of the many concerts i've been to/ going to this summer. see i've never crowd surfed before, for these three reasons 1) i didn't want the ppl under neigth me to think i was too heavy 2) i don't want to lose any shoes and 3) i didn't want to fall on my head. most of my concern went to the first one, and still does. anyway i went to looking for some boardshorts this afternoon cos im going to the beach with jennifer tomorrow. but to my horror i couldn't fit into my size and had to go for a bigger size. i got the shits and didn't buy anything. now im going to have to go to the beach in normal shorts and not swim. i wasn't really planning on swimming anyway, but i don;t care. i shouldn't be getting fatter, it should be the other way round!
i keep seeing ian everywhere i go lately! he got this huge tattoo on hs shoulder, and im sorry to say, but i don't like it. its a speedo (yes like the one thats in the car) and its got ian written i it somewhere up the top. like i said before, i don't like it. mez got a cool tattoo though, its a little red heart on her hip. i was thinking of getting something, but it would have to be little and somewhere where my mum would never see it. she said if i got a tatto i'd have to get out of the house. i didn't think that was very nice! my brother's gf kelly's got a tat of a flower on her hip and when you met her and egt to know her, you ger a tad suprise, cos she's really............um............i don't know how to put this...............................delicate? well she can't take pain very well. a headach is the end of the wold for her, put it that way. and she's soooooooooo quiet. she just doesn't seem the type to have a tatto. and she's getting another one done. i might get a little purpal star done at bdo. apparantly there's going to be tattoist there this year. anyway its getting wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy past my bed time. so goodnight/day whatever it is for ya.
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im in a bit of a shitty mood today. i have a very bad habbit of doing everything for my friends. im alwasy there for them when they need me and i never turn away, or dog them. i try my best to help them, even if that means getting in trouble myself. which i don't mind cos im used to it, but what really pisses me off if not being appriciated for all the shit you've been througth with them and for them, like when you do heaps for someone, but then they go to other ppl with all the good stuff. they wouldn't have even done an eigth of what you've done for this person, yet they are held higher than you. that really pisses me off and it is really unfair. so thats it, i've had enough, for my friends out there who treat me how i treat you, kudos to you, i will continue treating you the same, but for those very few who have just taken my generosity for granted, this is it, no more. your on your one so don't bother coming to me for help anymore cos all im going to give you is a lame excuse.
enough of that, i think i've put my msg across as best as i could. did i tell you jennifer's back? well guess what?! JENNIFERS BACK, YAY! we went out on saturday that just passed, but we didn't have much of a "wild time", she was still jet lagged (she got home firday night), and i had only had bout 5 hours sleep in the last 48 hours, so we just went to panthers and sat down most of the night and talked to ppl. we're going out this friday though, hopefully we'll have more energy than this weekend just gone passed. she brought me back home this gorgouse (i can't spell i know) silver bracelet, i love it! mmmmmmmm what am i going to get her for her birthday? i can't believe im turning 19 this yr, im getting so old! i have to start looking towards the "future", i don't know if i've said this before, but the future is soooooo over rated! crap im going to have to look for a job now, dame! oh well till next time ppls.
don't forget, PUNKS NEVER DIE
holy crap, its 2003! i can't belive xmas and new year have already gone past! im going to be 19 this year AAAAAAAAAAarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggg im going to be old! i wish i could go back to being about 15. oh those were the days, not having to work, not having any commitments, not having to be "responsible" and all the stuff. i loved it, i used to go to school, do nothing, come home then go out with my friends, and that was it. i was happy and content with that. now i have to work, and pay bills (self inflicted bill's ie fone bill) , think bout the "future" (the future is sooooooo overated!) and try and find my "life partner" at the same time. oh crap!
Jennifer is coming back on friday, YAY! i can't believe its been a year since she left. i pretty excited, i hope she hasn't changed much, i love the jennifer i know, she's soooooooo funny, i love hanging out with her! my mum said she going to drive me to the airport to see her off the plane, i wish i could take her out afterwards, but she's going to be tooo jeg laggged and her mum said she'd kill me if i took her out on her first night back, dammit, i have to wait a couple of days! it'll be her birthday the following saturday so i'll take her out, maybe we'll go to the city?
19 days till bdo, have you got your ticket? i've got mine! im sooooooooooooooo excited! im dressing up this year, i've never dressed up for bdo before. Trina if you read this before i tell you, GO GET YOUR NURSE OUTFIT! i don't want to be the only one dressed up! and jennifer if you are reading this, YOU HAVE TO DRESS UP AS WELL!
i went to the city on friday, i went for gerome's birthday, my mum doesn't know so shhh, we went to Kings Cross which is supposed to be a really bad part of the city, it was ok i guess, i didn't feel "scared" or in any danger there. i must say though, there are alot of prostatutes there, and heaps and heaps of strip clubs! i walked past one and it was playing PLACEBO 'you don't care about us', i almost screamed in excitement, i stood outside the strip club singing along to the song, but my friends pushed me away, bastards! mind you though it was probably a good thing that they did, cos there were guys standing outside the strip joints trying to get ppl to come in, and they would come up to ya and put ther arms around you and try to push you inside. charming uh?! and OMIGOD! it was so funny! there was this half naked guy hugging a tree! in the middle of the side walk, and he had his ear up againts the tree as if he was listening to what it was saying. i was having a ball pointing and laughing at everything. and you know that aussie movie 'two hands'? ( if you don't, your missing out cos its an auwesome movie!) well in the movie you see the characters going up these stairs that are in a narrow hall thing, anyway they have red zig zag lights along the walls in the stairway. and guess what?! i walked past the stairs on friday night, they're in Kings Cross, i wanted a photo but everyone just wanted to move along, babies didn't want to stand still for one sec or make eye contact with anyone. oh well maybe next time. after kings cross we went to a bar/pub called brooklyn or something, i took a packet of matches from there for a little momento i tried scannng them (well the box anyway) but they it wont work, oh well
i bought the new cosmo the other day, alyssa milano is on the cover, and her boobs look sooooooooooo stupid and fake! she has the nicest skin though! oh well.
anyway im really bord and tired, and its hot and blah blah blah so bye