*Note all entries are added cronicological order from the begining of the month to the end. (dd/mm/yy)
(01/11/05) November 1st? Already? Where did 2005 go? I feel really bad. Not because you've had nothing to read, but because I've lived my life and didn't bother to write it all down. So I feel that I'm losing out on memories. Anyway, I have a good memory, so it's not that big of a deal.
So, what's going on in my life? I'd like to say nothing much but that wouldn't be true would it? Tons of things happened, but nothing spectacular that I'd need to drag you through it all. First of all, let's start with the basics, as I always do. I'm still single. Have been since my last entry. I haven't met anyone nor dated anyone briefly. Of course I've bumped into several HOT guys in the past few months! And of course I've got to tell you about them all.
The first guy I want to tell you about is Bruno. He's hot and he's my french conversation partner. Yup, I'm learning french. But Bruno's a complete distraction and I don't think I'm learning anything at this point! Bruno is about 5'11" if not 6 feet even. I haven't exactly measured him... yet. But he's about my height. He has the most adorable brown eyes. They're very deep looking, very masculine looking. He has black short hair. Beautiful smile. He's half french and half italian. What a SEXY match eh?
Anyway, this all happened exactly 4 weeks ago! I'm at the University and I wanted to get some practical practice on speaking french. So I hear about this student service that partners you up with a french speaking student. So I go there, my first concern would be that I'd be paired up with a geeky looking guy who smells or something. But when I get there, they give me Bruno! I almost fainted looking at him. He has the most incredible body! And he's smarter than I am!
Bruno's a smart chem student or something. He's in science, which usually means he's a smarty. So we find a place to sit and we introduce ourselves. I felt so awkward to start speaking in french to him because I have no accent whatsoever! I've always felt selfconscious about it. But he assures me that he wouldn't laugh at me or anything. He was really support which was a total turn on for me! I love it when guys are support like that, and reassuring. So we chit-chat back and forth for a bit in some french dialogue. I was so nervous and I wanted to make a good impression, but couldn't cause I couldn't speak french AND if I did, I wouldn't need his help!
So as you can imagine I was faced with a major complex. I didn't want to look stupid. I especially didn't want to feel inferior to him - (male ego complex) - because he could do something that I couldn't! That only spurred my horomones and turned me on more, cause I find it HOT when a guy can do that to me. Make me feel inferior to his superiority! He's HOT and that just made him even HOTTER!
I was literally sweating because I was stressed out. It was difficult for me recollect the french vocabulary. Time flew by quickly and it was over before I knew it. We shook hands and I watched his fine ass walk away from me. Before he left he told me that he's available on Tuesday's if I wanted to get together again. I of course told him that I would see him the following week.
Unfortunately, I didn't see Bruno the following week. I ended up being too busy and plus, someone I knew passed away. So I didn't feel like going to school much. The following week though, I did go see him. He asked me where I was, which was cute, he was expecting to see me! On out next visit, I made sure I was more prepared. But do you know what Bruno did to me? He pushed me even harder and expected me to form this complex sentences! I felt my good old inferiority complex come back and I spent most of the time undressing him than listening to what he had to say. I love his little smile and his dark eyes, he's HOT.
The following week I skipped because I was just so darn busy. The following week, which was today I waited to see him. I didn't practice at all and we basically just chatted with each other about social theories and such. We hardly said a word in french. Well, just a little bit of french, but not much. I'm really going to try hard this week to practice before next Tuesday. I really want to learn how to speak french so I can converse with him. Plus I want him to feel good that he's actually helping me out. (Another turn on if you must know, seeing pride on a guys face like he's achieved something with all his effort).
What else can I tell you about? I'm in law school eh? It's November now, so as you can deduce, I've been in school now for 2 whole months. I have mid-term exams this December. There is so much reading, it's not even funny! I'm glad the assignments are far and few in between cause there would be just no time to do both. Speaking of which, I should be working on my case summary and not writing in my journal. But I felt compelled to when I was checking out the stats for my web page. Did you know that there's been 66 hits to my "tommy" page? I wonder if Tom has ever done a search for his name and found this site? He's never contacted me about it if he did. I'm sure he didn't. But the possibility does exist.
So here are some highlights for this month! It's my birthday month! I'm a sagitarius if you didn't know that. There are a few good movies this month that I want to check out. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire is one of them. Saw II came out already and I want to check that out. Rent is another one that I want to see. I'm planning a few outtings with my "law friends" this month, so I'll be introducing them as they seem to be the people I hang out with most. Anyway, I'm really going to make an effort to write in my journal. If I at least spend 30 minutes a day, I'd have lots written right?
Anyway, I'm volunteering at the university this evening. Have I ever told you about that gig? I volunteer with a service called Foot Patrol. We basically escort people home, or from their homes to campus. I've actually been doing it for 3 years now. Perhaps I'll be sharing some stories about that too some time, who knows?
Well, I'm going to take a break from writing and relax and watch some Transformers! Rob lent me season 2 volume 1(?) on DVD and I've been watching that. It's okay, a little boring cause I'm not longer a kid. But that's what I'm off to do. Later!
(02/11/05) 10:33pm I've never told you about Waylon did I? I'm sure I haven't. I've only met him this year, but I might have mentioned him earlier in the summer. I'd have to check. Nope, I haven't. Well I suppose I wouldn't have in the first place. Normally I don't talk about stuff like this in my general journal, but I've decided to include it here. Save for the spicey details that is. Waylon is a guy I met off of gay.com some time ago. I might have actually met him in the fall of last year! I can't be sure though, but its been awhile. Anyway, we met on line and chatted about this and that. He seemed like a really nice guy. We had some things in common and this guy appeared to be reserved but also had a bottled-up sense of adventure!
Well, after some chatting we finally decided to meet each other one late night. It was interesting, I'm going to try and not get shy here. I met him down the street from my place. He was alright looking, a little on the stalky side and a little cute too. He's a techy guy so as you can imagine he was a little on the intellectual-geeky side. Waylon's about 5'10" or so, about a year or two older than myself. He has brown eyes and dark brown hair. He's very masculine acting. And another point of interest - he's a total bottom. Not too many masculine bottoms out there.
Anyway, we met and chatted a bit in his car. I felt that he was a cool dude, so I invited him to come over to my place. Jordan was home, like I said, it was pretty late. We went into my room and chatted for a bit. Well, one thing lead to another and like that movie Trick we ended up trying to find a place to... well do it! At the time, I was comfortable doing it with Jordan in the apartment.
So... like I said, Waylon appears to be reserved for the most part, but this guy had an adventurous side to him. He said since it was so late, why not go find a place out doors? I was game and it sounded really exciting and HOT. The reason why I can't remember when we met was because it was slightly chilly out. We ended up riding around for a bit before we ended up at Hogs Back. We went in and there were a few cars parked in the parking lot. I realize now that they were all probably there for the same reason. So yeah... that was a very thrilling experience and HOT too. He performed really well. Two thumbs up from me.
Anyway, the reason why I mention him now is because he came over this evening. We've been sleeping with each other now for either a half year or a full year now. Like I said, I can't remember if we met early this spring, or if it was early fall of last year. I know there's been large gaps in between our encounters. The best thing about Waylon is that he's a total bottom. (This was the first time I've been exposed to this term) but it basically means a guy who's willing to only please the top that he's with. Which works out well for me, cause he doesn't expect much from me other than being incredibly turned on and horny for him.
Since we've been oinking each other now on numerous occasions, I've grown more and more comfortable with him and let hime do all kinds of things to me. This evening, it was amazing. He really worked me over this time! LOL (How embarassing). I didn't... you know.... him this time around. We didn't have any lube, but he nonetheless pleased me. We had a blast and he was amazed at how much... or how explosive I was. I told him he had himself to thank for that.
The funny thing about this evening was that Jordan was here when Waylon showed up. We went into my room and didn't wait very long before we started to get right at it. About 20 minutes later I hear Jordan running out the door! LOL. I wonder if he heard? I dunno. I think he were kind of loud to begin with, but I don't know if he heard us. Anyway, after Jordan left, we just got louder. I enjoyed all the foreplay Waylon subjected me to. We were busy for about 90 minutes before it was all over.
After Waylon left, I was worried that it smelt like... "sex" in the apartment. I got a little paranoid and opened the windows. I guess there's that little naive christian boy inside who still thinks sex is a dirty thing. Well... perhaps it is the way that I do it! ;)
Jordan finally comes home and he doesn't seem to notice anything out of the ordinary. He came over to me and I panicked a little thinking he was going to talk about bringing guys over or something. But he gives me season 2 of the Transformers cause he heard me watching it in my room. Huh... I wonder if he was trying to tell me something there! Like... not only does he hear what I'm watching on TV, but also what I'm doing in my room!
Well, that's it for now. Off to bed.
(05/11/05) I went to the movies with Joe last night. We went to see Jarhead, which is the new Jake Gyllenhaal movie. I think Joe has a major crush on this guy. I think he's somewhat cute, but nothing too major. Anyway, the movie was okay, it wasn't the greatest. It was interesting to see what the boys go through when they join the marines and such. There was no "gay" theme whatsoever, but there was some manly crying and such, which is always cool to see. Of course they did it in such a butch way. Why do manly guys cry like that? Like they're all mad or something? I guess it eats at their conscience that there no longer men if they are crying. Gosh, isn't the world cruel or what?
Me, I personally think its totally HOT when a guy crys. It doesn't happen too often, but when it does, it's something really worth seeing. Kind of something like the northern lights or something like that. I remember when I saw Tommy cry for the first time. I thought it was the sweetest, cutest, and quiet frankly, the hottest thing ever. I can't explain it, but I really felt like he was exposing his inner nakedness to me. I felt really privledged. I'm not sure if I've written that little fact in here or not, I might have, but I'd have to go back to check. Anyway, whatever, Tommy cried! Boo hoo!
Anyway, back to Joe and I at the movies. Don't you just hate it when there's some idiot in the back who thinks he's funny with his added commentary? Man! There was one of those guys in the theatre that night. He thought he had something clever to say, but it was really annoying. Of course no one did anything about it! But I think I would have, if he kept it up. I probably would have just yelled "Shut up!".
Oh! And isn't it annoying when you're sitting next to someone who has bad B.O.! Or someone who's in your general vacinity who has strong underarm smells. I think the guy in front of me smelt like it. It was annoying cause everynow and then I'd get a whiff of it when he moved around a bit.
So did you want me to ruin the plot of Jarhead for you? The movie wasn't anything special, it was just an account of one solider's experience in the Gulf War. There was some good shots of naked guys though! Nice shower scenes, and Jake was practically naked! All he had on was two Santa hats on. On one either head! Joe really like that. He couldn't stop talking about it after the movie was over!
After the movie Joe snuck of the the Elgin Street diner to grab some desert. We chit chated about this and that. He told me that he was going to add Rob to the ownership papers of the condo! I couldn't believe it. Joe is very trusting. You see, Joe purchased this condo almost 3 years ago, after he met Rob. And Rob moved in about a little over a year later. I thought it was a bad idea at first. I was concerned for Rob that he's simply be paying rent and not gaining anything out of it because the condo would still belong to Joe.
Well, after getting to know Joe in the past 3 years, I'm now concerned for his sake. I wouldn't give Rob ownership title to the condo. The asset belongs to Joe.
We got into a good debate over it after that. Joe has a pessimistic view on pre-nup's. He thinks it measures the level of trust and love you have for the other person. I told him that was the wrong view to have of it. A pre-nup offers security for the unknown. If anything were to happen between him and Rob, he'd lose half of his condo because he didn't protect himself. But he's willing to accept those consequences. In the end, he didn't accept or appreciate my view on pre-nup's - especially after I accepted his point of view in part. He was being stubborn, but that's okay. I appreciate the diversity in perspective.
We left the diner because a gaggle of gay guys came in. And you'll never guess who walked in! I'm sure I've told you about Brent, you'd have to go back to the beginning of this journal to figure out who he is (09/05/01). Anyway, he came strolling in and I haven't seen him in like forever. Man, was that an experience or what! And man, how stupid and naive was I to go over to a stranger's place! I know that wouldn't be something that I would do know. Now that I'm a bit more older and mature.
I got a bit sidetracked, I inserted a link so you could click back to that particular entry and I ended up reading that entire month. I can't believe how long ago that was. It seems so strange and alien to me. But I'm glad I typed it all down cause at least I can always refer to it.
Anyway, after leaving the diner, Joe and I went back to his place. We woke up Rob when we came in. He's like the oldest young guy that I know. I think he's going to be 30 this year! LOL, as if, I just realized that he's only a year older than I am. But we're almost that age though. YIKES!! We sat around and talked about stuff. I told them about this weird dream that I had. It was about some guy, some guy that didn't really have any identifiable characteristics, he held my hand and led me towards a patio or porch of his house and it was night time and he kept telling me to look at the stars. So I did and they looked great! He talked about it and the moment just felt great. Feeling the warmth of his hand and I knew that he was good looking and into me. In retrospect, I think it was Tom Welling from Smallville. I developed a slight crush on Tom's character in smallville. That's just the type of guy I want to meet someday. I guy who's just made up of the most perfect things.
Anyway, back to my dream, "Tom" lead me by his hand towards some porch and we looked at the stars. While we were doing that, I could sense something wrong with him. He seemed agitated or something. I can't really remember what happened next, but I think his father was after him because he found out that "Tom" was gay and in love me. I ran, and I'm sure that "Tom" really got the beating of his life or even killed. I'm not sure, I ran into another weird scene of my dream.
Rob thinks my dream is a prelude to the arrival of my shinning knight in armour! I hope it is, and I hope he looks something like Tom Welling, that would be SWEET!
Rob and Joe gave me some Christmas stuff to start off my very own little Christmas village. I'm not sure what that sort of thing is called, but it's fairly popular... people collecting these little minature sets of towns with snow and buildings with little lights inside. They also gave me some cotton batting to use as snow. I've decided to set it up on my computer armour later on when it gets closer to December. Well, I think I've said all that I could! I've got to get started on my homework, got something due next week. Later!
(09/11/05) I haven't done anything all weekend other than work on my Case Comment for my Tort law class. I've only started working on it this past weekend and its due this Thursday. I think mine's coming along nicely. It would be really cool to write something exceptional and to be used as an example of what an exceptional Case Comment looks like. *sigh* One can hope no?
Marshall and I want to watch a movie called "C.R.A.Z.Y." last night. It was really good. I really enjoy leaving my world behind and joining someone else in theirs. And this is what that movie did for me. It was set in Montreal somewhere and we follow the life of a boy who is tormented with his sexuality. He comes from an overly dramatic dysfunctional family. This family has it all, a brain-genius kid, a jock kid, a rebel kid, a gay kid, and a chubby kid. There really isn't a "normal" kid in this family, but I think that's the charm of it.
Anyway, the kid that we follow has homosexual feelings and since this movie is set in the 70's a time where homosexuality wasn't accepted, he tries his best to avoid becoming one. In the end, I think he starts to accept it in himself. But it's very interesting. I really enjoyed the changes in custumes cause it starts in the 60's and slides through the 70's and into the early 80's. OH! And wanna know why the movie is called "C.R.A.Z.Y."? Because the father of the family loves Patsy Cline! And Crazy is actually one of his favourite songs. Well, the first letter in each of the names spells CRAZY. Let's see if I can remember all the names: Christian, Raymond, Antoine, Zac, and Yvan.
After the movie Marshall and I walked towards the Rideau centre and passed by this new store that opened up. It's some type of trendy/upscale furniture store or something. It has all kinds of furniture accesories and such on the first floor and furniture on the second floor. It's a really interesting store. There were alot of mo's in the store too.
Marshall and I go upstairs and there's this guy setting up a table with some Christmas stuff and he starts talking to us. I think he was gay, but I can't be too sure. I'm sure he guessed that Marshall and I were, considering the type of store it was and that we were two guys in it together. Anyway, I took the opportunity to be a little flirty with him dropping some subtle hints. I can't remember his name even though we all introduced ourselves. I do remember that he's been here for about 2 months and he's from Australia. He has a slight accent. Marshall and I guessed his age to be around his mid-thirties.
He invited us back to the store this weekend to check out the piano player whose a University of Ottawa student. Marshall asked me if I was going back... I jokingly told him, "well, my weekend's all planned". As we were leaving, I looked back one last time to see if he was looking and he was. He waved at me and I waved back. Come to think of it, I should have done more than simply wave at him, I should have winked at him or something. I need to be more agressive in situations like that.
We didn't do much more than that other than grab a tea. I had to volunteer at the University that evening. So that's pretty much it! Got to finish this Case Comment!
(11/11/05) Boy am I car-pooched! That's my word for extremely tired. I had a blast today hanging out with Joe! We planned earlier in the week to get together today to have breakfast and watch the Remembrance Day festivities down town. We didn't actually get to watch that though.
I met Joe at his place around 9:30am this morning. Then we walked over to Cora's for breakfast. We sat and talked for like an hour or something. I talked about my frustrations about finding that right guy. That's my new thing these days, since talking about Tom has gotten really old.
Why haven't I found "him" yet? Is it really true? When you stop looking, love will fall into your lap? I can't be that desperate can I? I've been single for quite sometime. I want the opportunity to be loved, just why am I not being given the chance to do so? I can't be that picky! I realize in the past that I've been picky, but I think I've toned it down. I mean, am I the only guy who has to incredibly lower my standards in order to be with someone? Everyone else seems to get what they want. What am I doing wrong? Why hasn't the guy of my dreams found me yet?
I made a lot of sociological guesses with Joe on that question. It's difficult to generalize and I try not to. But I hardly doubt that there are any decent gay men out there. And if they are, they're all taken by another decent gay guy. What do I have to do to make myself seen? Everyone I know is in a relationship! What's the matter with me? Am I that intimidating?
On the light side of things, I told Joe about my crazy hypothesis that I hold the cure for cancer and HIV/AIDS. I do, I really do. Go ahead and think I'm crazy. But my DNA was altered when I was a child. It developed and created a super immune system for me. Now I'm nearly impervious to many dangerous diseases and viruses. Most of them anyway. I do get sick from time to time, dang common cold! No one's immune to that. But, Joe just thought I was crazy.
We took a walk afterwards through Rideau centre before we parted our ways. Joe wanted to get together later that evening to hang out again. So I told him that I should be free to do so. And I ended up being free. Joe came over with a couple of movies for us to watch. Rob was sick so he didn't come over. Joe brought over a movie called Heights which was really good. It has Glen Close and Jessie Bradford in it. I really enjoyed it, it was based around the premise that the degrees of separation in New York City is only 2 and 6 everywhere else in the world. I liked how the movie unfolded, not overly predictable, but just enough for you to feel smart that you figured it all out in the end.
He also brought over True Love (a compilation of movie shorts) and Bad Education which we didn't actually get to watch. The compilation of movie shorts was really, really bad. Horrible movies. Badly acted, even at independent standards. I'm not sure what the producer of this compilation was thinking, but it was the pits!
Joe invited me over on Wednesday to watch Bad Education. I've tried hinting into them providing me with dinner, but I haven't heard anything back from them yet. Joe also brought with him a collector's tin can from Tim Horton's. It's really nice. Joe really surprised me with that. It was very sweet of him to think of me like that. I couldn't believe him. He really is a sweet heart ya know it?
Well, it's after midnight and I'm getting pretty tired. I've got nothing planned tomorrow other than getting some reading done. Jordan has some girl sleeping over which I'm afraid might end up being his girlfriend. Its annoying cause my space is compromised with another body in the apartment. So I'll probably have to find something to do cause they'll be milling about slowly tomorrow morning. I guess that's my motivation to get up and head off to the library to get some reading done. G'nite!
(12/11/09) Today was fabulous! I got up this morning and have every intention of going to the library to get some reading done, but instead I called Marshall just to see what he was up to. He wasn't up to anything at all, and I told him that I was looking for an excuse to escape for the day. I suggested that we get together and head off to the Deifenbunker. It's this massive underground structure that was used as a fallout shelter for the federal government. I've heard about it a few times since I first got to Ottawa, but never actually went to it.
Well, since I had the opportunity to go see it, I invited Marshall along. He came and picked me up and the first thing we did was to pick up some coffee. So we made our way to the nearest coffee place which unfortunately was Starbucks. But not unfortunate to be served by one cute boy. It was odd because he was the only male there within an all female staff. There were like 4 women ahead of us in line working with one cash register. I know he noticed us when we came in cause he kept looking over at us. But some other chick grabbed our orders, but that didn't stop him from coming over and opening the second cash register to complete the order. It appeared as though he really wanted to serve us. He was pretty cute too.
He was a tall boy, nice and beefy too. Not fat or overly muscular, but nice and beefy. He had a great upper body, and you could tell that he didn't work out cause he was retaining alot of his baby fat. I guess that just proves how young this guy must have been. I'd say he was in his early 20's; the oldest. He did have a cute little smile. After we got our coffees and made our way to the sugar table, I noticed that he kept looking over at us. I made gave him a good stare back to let him know that I had noticed. After we left the place Marshall joked that we'd have to stop there on the way back to see if he was still working.
I had made reservations with the tour people for 1pm and it was about 20 after 12 by the time we were back on the road. Marshall really needed to get gas and I didn't want to be late and miss our reservations. We risked it and drove all the way there on what little gas Marshall had. We found a little gas station not to far from the museum.
The Deifenbunker was built right along side a hill. It was all underground and you'd never think that there was this huge building under ground. All there was, was this little garage/shed thingy sticky on the side of the hill. There were a few people there already. Our tour group ended up being about 11 of us in total. There were these really adorable guys there too. Twins, if you could believe that. Although, on twin was heavier set than the other. I thought the chubbier one was cuter! The other twin was a rack of bones.
We entered the shed thingy and the tour guide tells us that they filled a scene from Changing
(28/11/05)This is just a quick note to let you what happened yesterday. I didn't have plans for brunch with anyone so I decided to give Nicole a call to see what she was up to. I wasn't sure if she would go out with me because the last time we got together to eat something, she didn't eat too much. But she surprised me and we decided to meet up at Maxwell's which is on Elgin street.
I was last as usual, but Nicole wasn't waiting too long. Its funny you know, when a girl orders such a "manly" dish and the guy orders something "girly"! That's what we did. Nicole ordered steak and eggs and I ordered the eggs florentine. The guy who brought the dishes was different from the waiter who took our order. He was about to put the steak and eggs in front of me before Nicole stopped him and said that she ordered the steak. The guy just looked at me! But it was okay, cause he was cute.
Speaking of which, the waiters were kind of cute eh? Especially the one that brought us our food. He had this cute little ass! And I guess he was new because he didn't know how to work the computer when we paid our bills. But again, he had nice little hands and this cute round little butt!
Nicole and I had an awesome little chat, and I got to learn more about her. Some things I wish I didn't know, but what can you do? People are people right? I can't believe the amount of guys Nicole gets involved with. But don't get me wrong, she's not a slut or anything at all. She's a really classy lady. But she goes through guys pretty quickly. I guess she's picky?
I shared some stories about me, my worst moments in my "romantic" encounters. The reason I brought those up was because this guy was there that I couldn't believe tried to pick me up. And I had to come up with something quick to get rid of him for sure. So I told him that I was a hustler! LOL Yeah can you believe that? It worked though! At first the creep scared me because it seemed like he was contemplating it at first, but then he said, he doesn't pay for stuff like that. I just sighed a big sigh of relief and got the smack away from him!
After breakfast, Nicole and I walked over to Starbucks for a coffee. I'm really getting hooked on the Caf� Mocha's! That cute guy Nick wasn't there! Not that it would matter much anyway. Nicole told me that he gave her his email so that they could arrange to go out for something! (I'd say coffee, but he works in a coffee place) But of course I was a little disappointed that this metrosexual type guy is turning out to be straight. Well, there might still be hope yet. I'll do my best to get in there.
Anyway, we didn't stay at Starbucks because Nicole was a bit tired and I had to get running anyway becuase I had to curl later that afternoon. All in all, it was a really cool morning. I thought I would just share that with you! Now I have to do something productive, like studying!
(29/11/05) WAAAHH!!! Today was my last session with Bruno of this semester! I won't be seeing him again until next semester! Well I'm hoping at least!
I didn't bother to get up for my class this morning. Instead, I decided to sleep in and start working on some of my french. Since I wasn't able to see Bruno last week, I really wanted to be prepared with something this time around. So I spent about 2 and half hours getting some stuff done. I got on a roll and started to work on 2 new tenses. One is a future tense and the other is a conditional past tense. I barely know the difference between a conditional past tense and the past tense that I originally started with and that's not all of them!
Anyway, to make a long story short, I got some stuff ready and made my way down to the university. I got there just in time to meet up with him. I walked over to the office to pick him up and he was chatting up a storm with someone else. He's soooo cute! I love watching him, he's so sweet with a really kind heart.
As usual, we only spent about 15 minutes on our french before we skew off into a different dicussion which all happens in english. Actually, he brought along his teachers college application. He wanted me to proof read it because he considers me the leading authority in English. I guess most of his friends are francophones. I felt honoured so I started to read it. He told me to make as many corrections and suggestions as I wanted to. He was really receptive to my suggestions too! He's such a cool guy.
Let me tell you about Bruno's application! It was so personally written because it was an essay written on why he wants to become a teacher and I felt really... flattered that he was letting me read it. I really got a good glimpse into the type of person he is. Reading his application only opened my heart up to him. Which is probably a bad thing because he's straight right! I can already hear the groans of everyone! "Don't do it! Don't fall in love with this one!"
Don't worry, I'm doing my best to stay away from this one! Today, we spent twice as much time together! I didn't leave the school until after 4! Usually we just spend an hour together sometimes even 90 minutes, but we were together for 3 hours! The time just flew by!
After it was all over, we parted ways. He thanked me for helping him out. I asked him if he was going to be involved in the french thing next semester, he said he was and I told him that I would be interested in continuing our french conversations with him. He told me to swing by the office next semester to check out his schedule. I really want to continue my french studies with Bruno! He's so qualified and he's so amazing! And I'm not saying that because I'm in love with him or anything; cause I'm not! Seriously! I'm just growing a good sense of pride for him, I really hope he succeed's cause if anyone deserves it, its him!
So yeah, it was a little sad to see him go. I watched his little behind walk away from me. I kept his cute smile and warm eyes with me for a bit until it faded away and I couldn't remember the moment anymore. (sniff, sniff) Yeah, I'll miss him. I hope I get to see him again next semester! Well that's all I wanted to share today!
(30/11/05) I just got in from a little date with Kevin. He took me out for birthday cake. We went to Nickel's and I of course had the C�line Chocolate Cake. It was sweet. It's been a while since Kevin and I did anything other than curling. We used to get together for movies, brunches on Sunday's, dinner and such, but we haven't done anything like that in a while. So this was nice. Since I just saw Kevin on Sunday, there wasn't much too update him on. The only thing we really got to chat about was the cute guys that joined the curling club this year. I'll told Kevin that I would try and get down to the club to check these boys out.
In other news, I should be preparing for my exams, but I haven't any motivation to do it. I have a lot of reading to do, but I just could care less. Isn't that horrible? Why am I not motivated? I hope I don't it at the last minute in which I'm cramming in the last night or something. Cause that would totally suck.
For those of you keeping tabs on my love life; I built up the guts to send David an email asking him if he wanted to see a movie together. I was a bit nervous. I wanted to talk to him on Sunday after my game finished, but I didn't get the chance to. Our game finished rather late, 30 minutes to be exact. And I knew before I got there that I wanted to ask David if he wanted to check out a movie with me. But as things worked out, our game finished last! So by the time we got into the lounge, the rest of the curlers where about ready to leave. I kept looking over my shoulder to see if David was still there, he was but he was surrounded by a bunch of guys. I didn't want to embarass him or myself by asking if he wanted to watch a movie with me.
Knowing the other guys as much as I do, I know they would tease the both of us about it. Making it a big deal. I really don't want David thinking I'm asking him out on a date. Well... that's not entirely true. I do want to ask him out a little bit, but not as much as I wanted to do in the past. Anyway, as it turned out, I couldn't ask him! When my back was turned, he slipped out on me. So I couldn't ask him.
So I decided to do the next best thing, which was to send him an email. I really didn't want to do that though because he didn't give me his email address personally. I had to get if off the curling club website. Oh well, he provided it to be placed there, so I guess its okay to use it right? At least that's what I told myself. So I sent him a quick email to see if he had seen Rent yet, and that if he didn't, if wanted to check it out with me. I even gave him my phone number.
He didn't reply back right away. He actually replied a whole day later. But it was a good reply because he said that he wanted to see the movie with me. He even wrote part of his email in french. I wonder why he did that? The part that he wrote in french was the part telling me that he would like to watch the movie with me. Should I read into that? Is that telling me that he's so shy that he can't even express what he feels in english? LOL I don't know. I'm just glad that he hasn't seen the movie and the he wants to see it with me. He told me that he would give me a call to confirm a time to see the movie.
David called me earlier this afternoon and we chatted only for a brief moment. He's absolutely and incredibly shy. I could tell that he wanted to say more, but didn't know where to start. I felt the same way, I wanted to chat with him longer, but there wasn't much I could say to him. So the conversation was pretty short and to the point. Maybe that's just his style? I don't know. I can't believe I've waited so long to just say something to him. Now it all seems so easy and simple.
Anyway, the "date" is tomorrow. I'm also going to try and make a cameo at my friend's Christmas get-together tomorrow evening. I have a really busy weekend ahead of me. I have my "Old Fashion Christmas Tree Decorating Party" to host and then I have another Christmas party to go to on Saturday, so I'm going to be a bit busy. I'll keep you all posted though! Chat with ya later!
