Disclaimers: I still do not own the song nor dragonball
Pairings: Goku & Vegeta
Warnings: None yet…
How boring is your life!
No burning feeling,
No comfort,
No separation,
No return,
No fight,
No victory.
When I look at you I can only see the smiling idiot. Don´t you feel
passion during fights? What has happened to you? Something has changed in you.
Your mask is as good as always- but I am not so easily fooled like those weak
humans. Your black eyes reflect deep pain- but why? And why do you not say
something? When we train I don´t feel any fighting spirit in you… that´s
also why you loose…! I want back the old Kakarott- the challenge! My constant
tries to look behind your mask. To see your true nature… why do you even hide
it? And why are you not coming to me when you have sorrow?
How boring is your life!
No words of love,
No silence of heart,
No untruthful greeting,
No chaste dream.
I have not seen you happy for some time- now even I do laugh more often
than you! When I look in your eyes, I recognize so much that I can not interpret:
sorrow, love, disappointment, anger, loneliness, hate, hope, longing, fear and
pain. Where do all these emotions come from? Am I the only one who is able to
see them? Don´t they recognize it.. all the humans, that you called friends and
that you have suffered for? They have always counted on you- but what is with
you?
Why do you close yourself in that way? What do you fear? You are so
excited and restless- your smile false. Why are you doing this to yourself? Let
me help you…
How boring is your life!
From the cradle
To the bier
Is your way
Predestined.
In drops
You consume your power.
How long has it been when your eyes sparkled when I pickled you up for
training? I do not know it anymore… the always proud hero! Why do you play
this role? You are a saiyan- even when you fool the others- I can
see behind your mask.. feel your pain! I notice how your power decreases..
piece for piece you are getting weaker… until you are dead beat… do you
really want it to come so far?
Then you die
God bless your soul.
You destroy yourself. Stop it… I do not want that you die! I need
you… I… love you! Do not leave me alone! I will help you and never leave
you! And you will not reject me… I know it! So precise as I know that you are
mine…
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