Disclaimers:
I do not own Dragonball nor the song (unfortunately)
Pairings:
Goku & Vegeta
Warnings:
None yet…
In
the four walls
Of
my silent, cramped room
Grasps
me a thought
Like
a dark shadow
I
know that I was not able to give her what she wanted. Well- I am not a kind of
person that can stay at home forever. But she never tolerated my wild heart- she
has always judged me after that what I show on the outside. I have fooled her-
like everyone else. Now I sit here… alone, abandoned. One single tear clears
its way out of my eye. Softly it brushes against my cheek. What shall I do? Can
I really keep up this mask? But why? The coloured leafs of the tress and the
good weather are a contrast to my mood… it decreases constantly and gets
colder. Oh- I do have something in common with the weather- soon it is winter,
it gets colder… and everything falls asleep then! Shall I accompany the nature
and sleep forever..?
Like
a consumed song
Grows
in the knocking heart
The
hope
For
a distant luck.
I
have already often thought how it would be if you would share my love. Every
time when you look at me- my heart stands still. But in your eyes I can only see
friendship- nothing more! I can not stand this anymore… my wings are broken,
and I will never fly again. Yet- I keep on living in the hope that your eyes
will sparkle one day, when you se me! You are so proud and sublime- you have so
much what I will never possess… when you only would see me like I am really!
But it seems to me as if you would not even try to look through my mask…
Now
come
My
lonely night
My
tears are not going to dry up- there is no one who dries them. So I lie down in
my cold bed. I close my eyes… but there is only darkness that awaits me. Is
there nobody who can free me from this coldness? I am not able to do that all by
myself…
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