Disclaimers: I do not own the song (“Pushing me away”
by linkin park) nor dragonball
Pairing: Goten & Trunks // Trunks & ?
Warnings: Nothing really… it is just really sad..
I´ve lied to you
The same way that I always do
That I`ll fake for the sake of being with you
I look at you – and see all the sorrow caused by me. .But believe me, Goten… it is
better this way. Our love has long
died out….
You are so silent since I told you everything. I lower
my head – I can not look into your eyes. I am so sorry of lying to you… you
are my best friend and I don`t want to fool you any longer.
[Everything falls apart / even the people who never
frown / eventually break down]
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
[Everything has to end / you`ll soon find we`re out of
time / left to watch it all unwind]
The sacrifice is never known.
It´s somehow paradox…. I loved you once – so deep
that I never thought that it could fade. But now… I faked my love.. and this
killed me slowly from inside . I have to stop it! As much as I hurt you with my
words now… it would hurt more otherwise!
I´m confident that you will find happiness….
Why I never walked away
Why I placed myself this way
Now I see your testing me, pushes me away.
I never had the courage to tell you the truth. It is my
fault that you suffer now… but what can I do about it? Perhaps it would be
easier for you to hate me…
I can`t keep on playing this role… My lips slowly
stretch in a sad smile. I hear you gasping as you see this. I understand you
very well… Why does love have to hurt that much?
I´ve tried like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
I´ll take the blame for the sake of being with you
I look up again and watch your wet eyes. I take a deep
breath before I kiss you – for the last time. In a way you are stronger than
me… you can do what you want. But I have to leave you… ´cause it would hurt
you deeply if I would continue this!
I step back and start to fly. I hear your voice calling
my name. I want to cry – but I have no tears. I do not know why everything had
went this way…
Now I leave you behind in your world – in the hope
that you are strong enough to find another. I fly to my life… my beloved
awaits me. Although I´m sad about all this I`m looking forward to find
myself in the arms of my love…
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