Disclaimer: I don´t own the song, neither dragonball… I only use them! The song is “only time” by enya…

Pairings: Goten & Trunks… and it is written out of goten´s point of view…

 

 

 

 

Who can say

 Where the road goes,

 Where the day flows?

 

I stand alone on the street… look in your sad eyes- but I can´t take mine away. A single tear flows over my cheek. He bows his head and smiles. What is there to smile about? He will go- and who knows if he comes back? I would wish to know what the future brings for me… then my heart would not be as sad.

 

Only time

 And who can say if your love grows

 As your heart chose?

 

I love you- have I not said it enough? Why do you want to leave? Have I done something wrong? Why is your love not for me anymore… or has it ever been? Have I always interpreted wrong the words and looks? Always more tears come out of my eyes- but you… your sad smile drives me nearly crazy…

 

Only time

 Who can say why your heart sighs

 As your love flies?

 

Have you always been so near to him and so far to me? I thought that you would stay with me forever… but that was only an illusion… a beautiful dream! Have only I dreamt it? You look up and search for words.. have I shocked you? Have you not known that my feeling are so deep?  Why does your love fly away from me? For me it seems as if I have lived in a dream-world…

 

Only time

 And who can say

 Why your heart cries when your love lies?

 

Why do you tell me that your are sorry? You do not cry… it is me… my heart hurts…! And you do smile! Do you smile because of my  sorrow? Or do you have your own sorrow that you mask? I thought that I know you… we´ve known us since our childhood… have been the best friends! I love you… so strong that it hurts.. but you…

 

Only time

 Who can say

 When the roads meet

 That love might be

 In your heart?

 

Have our ways ever crossed? Have you ever loved me? How long… do you feel like that for him and not for me? I cry and lower my look… I can not look in your eyes- never ever feel your love, that I thought would only be there for me..

 

And who can say

 When the day sleeps

 If the night keeps

 All your heart?

  Night keeps all your heart

 

Why does he hold your heart and not me? What has he done with you? What does he have… what you do miss in me? I do not understand… perhaps I am too silly… too naïve! To much in love to see it… I have only seen us and the day- but you have seen the night without me…

 

Who can say if your love grows

 As your heart chose?

 Only time

 And who can say where the road goes,

 Where the day flows?

 Only time

 

What will be with the day? You will live it… but our ways will never cross again- my heart is broken! Will it ever heal? Do you even know what you have done? What you do to me… what power you do have over me? I have been dependent on you… I am it also now! I have always ran after you…trusted you! But you… you did love me… but now… not anymore… our love is like a waterdrop that elapsed… and it will never return..

 

Who knows? Only time

 Who knows? Only time

 

Can I hope yet? That your way will see mine again..? That the drop will be there again? I don´t know… but I will wait- also when you kiss me- for the last time as you say… Your lips are so soft against mine… “trunks”… my own voice is the last thing that I hear- as you leave me forever…

 

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