Attics of My Life...

"Do not meddle in the affairs of dragons, for you are crunchy and good with catsup"

Saturday, January 19, 2002
Sims
One of my recent Sims houses.

I haven't played the Sims characters that much, I just like to build the houses right now.


posted by gwendolyn 1:41 AM
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It sucks when what was thought to be a mere food intolerance turns out to be a full blown allergy attack. Argh. The reactions are sucking terribly and I feel so awful right now.

Ten years ago, I could eat pretty much whatever I wanted. I had no idea what food allergies really were back then. I had heard of them and had seen my aunt have her reactions during the holidays, but I just didn't know what they did to a person. I remember how my aunt would cook dinner for us each year and then after we ate, she would turn red and get extremely sick. It seemed to get worse as each year passed. The last year she had an attack, she ended up in the hospital and almost died. So from then on, she had to avoid all meat except for poultry and several other food items. If she touched the foods, she risked the possibility of death if her reactions weren't treated right away.

My first reaction to foods was back when they started adding green dyes to cereal. I started getting sick and from then on, I avoided those cereals. No problem. Right? Wrong.

I started having reactions to shrimp and most other seafood long before I realized that I was allergic to them. I would have Chinese food, usually shrimp fried rice (I'm picky and can't tolerate most of the stuff on the menus), and I would end up swelling and feeling mildly sick to my stomach. Migranes were common.

So, I was stupid and ignored the signs and continued to order the items each time we had the urge for that kind of food.

Finally, I started to become more suspicious. One night, when I made a shrimp dip for a holiday meal thing, I had a bad reaction. I had offered to make the dip and it was supposed to sit overnight in the fridge, so of course I sampled a bit as I prepared it. That night, I was so violently ill. Beyond flu or anything else. Stupid me ate more of the dip and several other foods containing the shrimp the next day. I guess I was hoping that I wasn't having reactions to a food I loved. Then my tongue, eyes, hands and everything else began to swell. My throat began to close and I couldn't breathe. Lucky for me, my mother in law is a nurse. She got the benadryl into me and I was fine.

At this point in the stages of my allergies, it took an entire serving of shrimp to make me have a reaction. Now, if any of my food even touches a surface where shrimp was prepared, I get violently ill. I can't eat certain foods from most restaurants because of this. I can't eat mozzarella sticks or french fries from a restaurant if they serve fried fish or fried shrimp. I can't eat a steak if the restaurant cooks any sort of seafood on the same grill.

Allergies suck. They completely limit the foods you can eat or even think about sampling. I can't eat a freaking egg roll if they put one single tiny bit of shrimp in it. I can't pick it out, nor can I even touch the damn thing!

Now, it appears that black olives are on my 'foods I can't eat' list as well. I had suspected them for a while now, but I hadn't had a reaction such as this and they aren't on the official 'common allergy foods' list. Now, I have definitely confirmed my suspicions and know that I am very allergic to them.

Eating sucks.

Currently, the items on my list of foods to avoid are: Milk products, eggs, nuts, corn, popcorn, string beans, butter beans, tomato sauce, beef, lettuce, cucumbers, chocolate, olives, parsley, wheat, hot peppers, beer, shrimp, any seafood, green dyes, jello, kool aid, tortilla chips, salsa, green peppers, rice... and probably a bunch of other things I can't think of right now. That's a lot of stuff to avoid.

I really wish my head would stop hurting.

So, my night has been completely wasted. I spent it in the bed, and not by choice either. I wanted to do some writing and get through some of my homework as well. Now I have to spend extra time working on the stupid stuff this weekend. Great.

posted by gwendolyn 12:36 AM
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Thursday, January 17, 2002
School is taking up way more of my spare time than I had first expected. I spent all last weekend and monday doing my homework, and will be doing nothing but homework for the next five days. Gah.

I think my test went well last night, but I won't know for certain until next Wednesday. He handed out the tests and advised we could take a break or start on the test and then leave once we were done. I took a ten minute break and was still the first person to leave, even after checking my work twice. *shrugs*

Hopefully this stuff becomes a bit more challenging towards the end, else I'm going to have a lot of trouble staying awake.

My supervisor is such a tool. I had to leave early on Tuesday. I emailed him the information, time, and gave a brief reason as to why I had to leave. I also chose the option of using the 'read recipt' so I would know when he opened my email, thus letting me know that he knew I was leaving. Sooo, he opens the email right away and says NOTHING. We always communicate in this way, so a response wasn't expected or needed. So I assume things are cool. Right? No. He forwards the email to my manager and bitches about how I didn't give enough warning. I sent the email in the MORNING. I had to leave in the AFTERNOON. There wasn't a problem with this at all. He just assumed I hadn't checked when he had read the email. I did. So I knew he was just trying to get me into trouble. What a freaking loser. He has nothing better to do than try to get people into trouble all the time.

Two more days of work left. Then I get a four day weekend.

oh joy.


posted by gwendolyn 6:39 AM
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Wednesday, January 16, 2002
The alarm woke me up at 6am.
Fuck it.
I went back to bed.

I felt *much* better at 7 am.

Thank the gods for flex time.

Nope, school doesn't eat up my spare time at all.



posted by gwendolyn 7:18 AM
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Tuesday, January 15, 2002
Less than four hours sleep for two nights in a row. Ick.

I am finally going back to work. I haven't been there since the 4th.

This sucks.


posted by gwendolyn 7:21 AM
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Sunday, January 13, 2002
10 pm and two reading responses left to do. Yes, I know I have two days left to do them, but I have to work and go to other classes as well. *sigh*

Oh, and thank you sooo much Kal for reading over my work! You're the best!!!!!!!! *smooch* ;)

posted by gwendolyn 10:09 PM
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Back in high school, I thought I was lucky when my english teachers decided to not make us do term papers three years in a row. Right now, I wish they had. Writing this damn 'reflection' paper is such a damn pain in the arse!!!


posted by gwendolyn 1:05 AM
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