I'm tired and today was long and full of work. I did a lot of housework crap when I got home so I could get it out of the way and possibly enjoy my weekend.

Poor Kelly had surgery today. She had surgery in a place where, well...let's just say that sitting down will be painful for the next six weeks. Right now it sucks to be her. I hope she heals faster than the doctor said. Ow.

I read a bit of my book today. It's much better than the last one in the series. I can't wait until the next book. Drizzt will be in it.

Plus, I feel that it's necessary to stay home and play online games all day on a day like this.

So far there's 5" in my yard, some places further south have a foot or more!

And it's supposed to snow all day long!!!

Yay!

Work isn't opening until 10, but that could still change!

SNOW!

[no, I'm not very excited :P ]

They're calling for Snow!

*hopes work goes into code red and she doesn't have to go in*

*crosses her fingers and everything else*

=X

I was away from the computer for most of the evening. I have all the clothes neatly folded and put away. My dishes are all clean and the animals are taken care of. I spent hours and hours doing homework with Dylan. So my night is pretty much over now. I think I will go to bed early.

Tomorrow I'm not doing a damn thing around here. I'm going to call my sister and then write a post for the Inn.

Oh yeah, and I will keep hoping it snows and work closes.

Then my day will be perfect.

Well, unless the power goes out, then it will suck.

But then I do have my new books...

So I guess things won't be that bad.

I built an entire house in the Sims. That game is way too addictive. I downloaded a bunch of faerie pics and stuff, so I put them in the new house. Kal sent me almost 300 links to different Sims sites. Kal is awesome!!! I've been going through them and picking out stuff to use. I love the faerie pics and the candles. I might do another castle next. I like castles. A lot.

One hour left.

I had to go to the store after work to get some things and they already had tons of Valentine's Day candy on display. I bought my most favorite candy...Cinnamon Hearts. Yum! Dylan bought some uber sour warheads and the usual chocolate milk.

Tomorrow I turn 30. I didn't think it would happen so soon. I don't feel any older than I was ten years ago and I pretty much look the same, well except for those few pesky gray hairs that appeared upon my head. At least they can't really be seen. Yet.

Of course, I could end up aging ten years in my sleep tonight.

When I was a kid, I expected my life to be much different than it is now. I expected to look older and be somewhat wiser or something like that. I haven't done all the things I had wanted to do by now. Sheesh, I had at least thought I would have been finished with school, but now I'm starting over again and it feels like I won't be done with the whole thing for a long time. I am making more money than I expected, so I guess that's one good thing. Of course, making half of what I make now was a lot to me back then.

I never thought about being a mom back then either. It's weird but most people I knew as a kid or a teen were always talking about how they wanted to get married and have a kid. They would talk about what they would name their children and all that crap. I never did. Then somehow I ended up getting married and having a child way before most of the others. Of course getting married wasn't a very wise choice on my part, but I thought I was in love. Silly me. My son was born several months before our second year anniversary. That changed a lot of things between Wayne and myself, and most weren't good. Wayne is just too selfish and controlling of a person.

Quite possibly, my misery in this past decade is what made the years pass much faster. I do have to admit that most of my days were spent sleeping, when I wasn't at work that is. Having depression for the greater part of the past ten years has not helped things much. Perhaps if I had spent the past decade with the right person and doing the right things, then I would have been able to say that time had passed much slower and I would have been happy. Very few things in my life bring me happiness now...my son, my best friend, and my animals are all I have that I truly enjoy.

I'm off work tomorrow and I really haven't planned to do anything except the usual reading or playing games. Some people were going out tonight, but I just cringe at the thought of going to some loud, crowded, smoke filled place full of drunken idiots. Staying home is *much* more appealing to me right now.