SATURDAY
June 12, 1999
That's Much Better!
Well, I should
at least explain the above picture, taken sometime last year.
Here I am at home, "kickin' back" and reading the Sunday paper.
My wife took this photo, and I remember being surprised because I
had dozed off, tired from the previous night's gig, and so
that explains the look of surprise and the awkward position!

The gig last night
went very well. Having a second shot at playing the same music
I performed the night before, I was easily comfortable with the music
now, and played with more confidence. Everyone could
tell the immediate change from the previous night, and the lead vocalist
said she really could tell that I seemed rather nervous on the first night.
After our second set, this guy comes up to
me and introduces himself, giving me compliments on my drumming,
and then says that I sounded great and he had seen the band last month
and, trying to be polite not offend the regular musicians,
said that my drumming was better. He had said that he
goes out a lot to check out other bands locally, and he can tell
when a drummer's "happening", and so I took that as a compliment
and was flattered.
And what now? The bandleaders,
the vocalist and guitarist didn't mention anything about wanting me back.
I really hadn't planned on it and I am now committed to forming my own
group with Crazy Trumpet Man, and we are now going to be co-leaders
in this new band.
I don't know if this variety band I had played
with will be hiring me again. They really don't work that much
and they all seem to have "day gigs". But they seemed to be
impressed with my playing on the second night, everyone looking back
at me several times during the gig and smiling. That's a sure
sign that they liked what I was doing.
But aside from all that, I DO feel a renewed
strength in confidence from playing such a challenging two nights with
only one rehearsal and just coming in from out of the cold to do the two
gigs.
I feel good about myself again... and
that's much better than what I was feeling last week.

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