Cold society of greed
ritual murder of our future
great frustration that I feel
Everybody dies
Everybody's so pretty and perfect
Everybody dies tonight
Candy breath on my back
sins of the fathers
faults of the sons
blame spread among us
Violated violates
kids become adults
anger becomes hate
our future is buried
Everybody's so well-adjusted
but everybody dies tonight
leaving pretty corpses
That I would fail
even when I try real hard
That I won't be loved
for who I really am
That I wil be lonely
even when I'm not alone
That I would not speak
even if I had something to say
That I would go to hell
even if I had been good
That I would be dead
even when I'm still alive
Let me show you a place deep inside
a place under flesh and bone
Listen to the rythmic beating
and the echo of pulsating blood
It's my heart
a vital organ
I have no spare parts
so please don't break it...
They explain to us how the body works
but no one ever told me
why you make my heart beat faster
Why hide my insides
when my outsides are worse?
Why try?
Cut my arms and legs off
just leave my heart be
the memories of you
all inside me
A bullet for every thought
a bullet for every day
a bullet for every look in my direction
I crave the pain you bring
offering my soul
singing silent prayers
to the cross upside down
I hate and I sin
again and again
but life goes on
