I can't feel anymore
so numb so cold
wet pillow, stained face
leave it stained so they can see
who I really am
Do they think I can't hear?
That it doesn't hurt?
Sorry - I forgot
I'm supposed to stay here
be nothing
nothing, nothing, nothing
be NOTHING
I'm meant to fade - I forgot
but now I know my place
won't try to escape
just sit here quietly
being nothing, being no one
if that's what you want
Will I go to heaven
if I silently decay?
Will I go to hell
if I punish myself?
Will my soul be lost
if I torture myself?
Where will I belong
up or down?
Or will I slowly fade
if I do nothing at all?
My home is in the dark
my heart is in the grave
my eyes are closed
Everything I knew is gone
everything I feel is wrong
I'm cold tonight
sleep alone
cry alone
feel so alone
Everyone I knew are gone
the next generation remains unborn
the sun will never rise
winter will last forever
All I wanted was to belong
but all the things I had are gone
When you come you'll see
I'm already gone
All around me...
someone grabs me
I lie still as the monsters eat me
The night is long
filled with pain
The night is cold
leaves me dead
sets me free
so sweet
