the bIg taboo

death wish
ophelia
Does everybody have a death wish? A wish to crawl into the darkness and rest, never to be disturbed?

This cruel unfair world. Had enough of it. Nothing is going right. There is only trouble. I'm too depressed. I've had enough. I don't see a future for myself. I don't know if I still exsist. I don't live anyways. This is not life I am living...
ideal

let the fields be
no matter how high or deep you are
you can never be them;
go and die

and your dreams
you've had enough
go and die
in a silent world

not in a lost bitter lemon
or with someone explaining life's beauty
go to it in silence-
kill yourself sweetly.


by mary and her bats
This poem is not about the sadness or despair that drives some to suicide or suicidal thoughts.

This poem is about the beauty of entering another world, a quiet one, and enjoying te departure of the old world.

This poem is about silence and beauty, and should not be misunderstood as a poem encouraging suicide.

So there!

XXX
dream danube

I ride on this bridge,
over this river I stare,
everyday when I go home
from school

it's so beautiful when it's clear
even the rocks,
green and cool,
keeps pulling me in

it wouldn't be as beautiful
to enter and lower my head,
as flying from this bridge
down into the coolness

may I feel the water before I die,
may I float a little then sink,
open my eyes to look at the fish underwater,
let its calmness cool my frenzy -

I'd look up to whoever watched me,
then higher to the clouds,
let the current carry me
to wherever I must go.

by mary and her bats
peronally,
my perfect death at one point.

now I don't know anymore.
suicidal dream by silverchair

every country has a suicide rate!

the bathroom window for more life

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